well here's chaptor two, enjoy, Please Review
Chaptor 2
Ziva was just finishing up the last paperwork before she could go home. Tony was at his desk also working on the last paper. He looked at her. She had been so strong since she had come back. Sometimes he had noticed that it was hard for her. Every time he had made her smile, smile to forget. He only half knew how it had kept her going. How it had made her heal.
She stood up taking her coat and backpack, today was a day he had made her smile. Stil she didn't seemed completely her.
'goodnight Tony' she said to him before going to the elevator.
What was it with him, he felt as if something was wrong. A Gut feeling.
'Ziva wait' he said while he run to the elevator just in time to catch it. He looked at her she looked at him. The elevator pinged. They both got out. 'Zi would you like to go have a drink, I mean it is Friday' he tried.
'No, I just want to go home sleep' she said, it had not been exactly what she was planning on saying.
'you okay' Tony asked her. Seeing her think.
'Yeah, I am fine, goodnight Tony' she said while putting on a fake smile. And walked away. She arrived at her place. Putting her keys down and went strait to her bedroom. She put on a loose t-shirt and sweatpants and layed down in bed. She closed her eyes.
A sound and she shot up, two hours had past, it was like two Am. Why was she awake. She surged for her gun, stood up and walked to the hallway. To her living room nothing, only a lamp that was still on. She walked to it and put it out. For a moment she fell a shiver through her whole body. Fast she got back to her bedroom. Let her blankets take away the cold.
The next morning she woke very late for her. Eight Am. She went for her jog, showered and was about to sit on her couch reading a book when something couth her eye.
Slowly she walked to the lamp, the same that had burned that night, but that wasn't there. There was a piece of paper. She picked it up and read it.
"Have the nightmares come back again. If they don't they will"
What was this she thought, who had left it behind. She took her gun just to be sure. She would not call the team, maybe it had been there last night. Yeah probably, but why was it. Do. Not. Think. About. It. She said to herself and sat down on the couch, she read her book but seemed to see the note over and over again.
Finally the night had come, it was eleven pm and someone knocked on her door. She went to open it, who els could it be. With his big smile he stood there.
'Hi Zee-vah'
'Tony what are you doing here'
'seeing if you' Are okay. 'want to go for a drink' something in her eyes. Hurt, fear.
'Tony tomorrow we have to be in again. Next week' she said.
'well okay' Don't push me away. Something is wrong. Why won't you let me in. 'see you at work Zi' and he left. Why could he just had said that he wanted to be with her.
Just like the other night she went to sleep. And just like the other night her head shot up, nearly two hours later. Again she surged for her gun. It wasn't there, well her knife had to do. She walked to the hall way to her living room. Wait why was her gun not next to her bed. It was always there. It was never not there. Just as she was about to turn put the light on some one grabbed her.
She fought, but no freedom came. It was a man that much she knew when she was struggling. Her knife had fallen to the ground. The man put his arm around her, she couldn't move. She tried she couldn't. he brought his mouth to her ear and whispered.
'have you missed me' she recognized the voice. Dai. Next to Salim he was the guy that tortured her. Raped her. He should have been caught. Al the fear of Somalia came back. Al the pain, the horror. So she screamed. The only thing he did was laugh, he laughed. Like he always did, when he was about to do something. He put his hand for her mouth so she couldn't scream. Brought his mouth to her ear again and spoke. 'I have missed our fun'. She knew what would happen, tried to free her self but without luck.
He pulled her to her bedroom. In the hallway he threw her on the floor. She tried to crawl away, a hand full of hair he grabbed. And dragged her with it to her bed. She tried to grab anything. When her nails were on the floor she tried to stop her but that only caused one of her nails to break. He threw her on her bed. Covered her mouth with tape before he'd go on. His knife was pulled he ripped her shirt open with it. Not bothering that he had cut her skin to. Next her pants came, he ripped them appeared with his hands. His hands went to her face, a kiss he played on her for head her cheek. For only a moment he removed the tape and kissed her. Before she could scream the tape was back on. Was his belt undone and his boxers halfway down to his knees.
Tears streamed down her cheek when he came in her. How long it was she did not knew. Probably long, Dai always enjoyed this part of her torture. He kept saying things to her when he kept coming in.
'I know you like it'
'you can run but you can't hide'
' I said the nightmare would come back'
Slowly her body didn't felt hers anymore. Her mind became as a stranger to her. And when he came, when the heat of him was in her, her soul went away, for the second time. He came out her ruffly, she had not the strength to fight anymore. She just lay there unmovable, tears running down her face. And so she fell in what should have been a calm night sleep.