Really sorry its so short and that its taken me so long to get this chapter up! but its all going to be worth while, it will all kick off with Edward and Bella. Ohh BTW I dont know if in America you have tutor bases or anything but basically its the class you have before your first lesson, basically its the classrom your in when the teacher like takes the register and everything, so yeah hope that helps :)!
They say real girls aint perfect, but Perfect girls aint real...!
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Alice had got up the next morning, crept into my room and apologised for being a bitch yesterday, I'm not surprised she did because she always does when we have an argument and she's in the wrong.
"Waffles or pancakes?" My mum asked as she makes breakfast.
"Both," I say lazily.
"Both?"
"I didn't have any tea last night I'm hungry," I rub my tummy greedily.
"Right right so waffles or pancakes first?"
"Blueberry waffles first," I ask sweetly.
"Hey are you making waffles?" Alice says as she pokes her head around the corner.
"And pancakes," I add.
"Right right." Alice says as she comes and sits down next to me.
"You look nice?" She said it like it was a first.
"I can look nice thank you very much," I say defectively. I had my pink tank top on with my pink checked shirt on with simple black leggings and a sweet black belt on to top it all off.
"Girls eat up or your going to be late for school," I nod my head as I chomp away at my waffle. The boys bang on the door as they usually do and I sigh, shoving my breakfast into my mouth as quickly as I could before grabbing my bag, slipping on my dolly shoes and following Alice out the door.
"Alright Alice," Jasper says casually. I smile at him and he winks back at me.
"Yeah yeah I'm okay," Alice says quickly before turning to Edward. We stand there for about five minuets while they eat each others faces off.
"Fuck guys common," I yell irritated, I grab Jaspers arm and walk ahead leaving them behind.
"Retard," I mutter to myself. Jasper just sighs, with his hands in his pockets, scuffed sneakers, random blue trousers and a white t-shirt.
"Do you know what else would make Alice notice you more?"
"What?"
"If you dressed more tastefully," Jasper goes a little red with embarrassment.
"I mean you have such a good body Jasper, you go to the gym you work out, why not compliment that body, you know you could wear less baggy clothes, spiff it up a bit," I say more sensitively trying not to make him feel bad about the way he dresses.
"Yeah I guess," He says rubbing the back of his neck.
"Don't be scared to do something different,"
"I'm not, its just what difference would it make?" I stop in my tracks and look at him.
"A lot," I admit just as he cracks a smile.
"Thanks,"
"Its what I'm here for," I laugh.
"Guys common, don't take all day doing fuck all, get on with it before we all get to old." I shout back to them, I could see out of the corner of my eye that they keep stopping to make out and talk mushy shit into each others ears.
"Stop being such a moody cow," Alice almost sniggered.
"Whatever," I mutter as I walk ahead of them all, popping my ear phones in and switching my sing list to shuffle. I let the music take me away, letting it absorb my whole body letting everything just flow out of my mind. I sway slightly as I walk down the road, humming the words to Jessie J' hit song do it like a dude.
"Having fun there Bella?" Edwards irritating voice came up from behind me. I look at him as he walks beside me.
"What do you want?" I ask reluctant to hit him.
"Bella Can we start over," I sigh, I think about Jasper and what I have to do, I only have to be nice enough to him until Alice completely dumps Edward where he belongs.
"No," I spit out, not getting over my own feelings for him. Common for Jasper.
"Nothing I do or say is going to be good enough," He muttered before going back to Alice and Jasper. I walk even faster to get to school, not thinking any more about Edward.
"Alright Bella?" Jess asks as she comes and sits next to me in the cafeteria.
"Where the fuck were you yesterday, I got fucking paired up with Edward for Our English project, Jess I have to work with him for the next five weeks, its going to kill me," I sigh rubbing my temples.
"I bunked of with Angie," She says smiling at me apologetically.
"So where is she then?"
"At home… She got pissed last night,"
"Bet her mum went bananas," I giggle slightly.
"You'll be fine just give him your famous right hook," Jess rubs my back, then grabs her bag and walks of towards her boyfriend Mike. Once again I'm left by myself, with only me myself and I to think about. I smile to myself as I think about how much hurt I'm going to cause Edward. I'm not really a hateful person but I can make an exception for him. I will make my sister see.
"So Bella Friday at eight?" I role my eyes even before I knew who it was. Of course it was Emmet, he used the same stupid fucked up, what he calls pick up line every fucking time.
"Yeah sure where?" I say sarcastically as he sat next to me. I move to the next chair on the table, I didn't want him anywhere near me.
"My place," He says as cocky as he could.
"Sure," I say brightly
"Really?"
"No," I snort, getting up quickly and rushing out of the canteen before he could follow me. I start to run to tutor as I hear Emmet leave the canteen, his footsteps heavy. Was he following me? As I take a sharp corner, I fall into someone dropping my bag. My books spread across the floor.
"Shit," I mutter. Someone bends down and starts to pick up some of my book.
"Here," I look up to see who it was. Ohh great.
"Thanks," I mutter as I snatch my books out of Edwards hands.
"Bella just give me a fucking chance," Emmet shouts as he comes around the corner.
"Emmet leave me alone," I sigh.
"NO what is so wrong with me that you wont go out with me?"
"You're a stalker,"
"I-"
"Your annoying."
"Yes but-"
"I don't like you Emmet,"
"Bella Listen to me I fucking love you,"
"Emmet just leave her alone," Edward interrupts.
"What does this have to do with you lover boy," Emmet accuses.
"Your way over your head mate just leave it."
"Why should I do what you want?" Emmet yells loudly, making some people in the hall stop and stare. Shit this is embarrassing.
"Because she don't like you, Emmet save yourself the embarrassment and rejection, and go find someone who's worth your time,"
"Oh thanks," I say defensively. I watch Emmet walk away, then turn to Edward.
"You know I thought you were on my side, how can you go from defending someone to insulting someone in a matter of seconds?"
"Your not the nicest person in the world," He mutters before he walks always, leaving me standing there. I wasn't surprised that he said it, its just he said it to my face.
"Fine be like that then," I mutter to myself as I sluggishly walk to tutor. He's such a dick, he needs to make up him mind. I have to admit, I saw a glimpse of good in him before he went and, and well betrayed my trust even more. Fuck him then. I slump myself down in my seat as I think how stupid I am for even thinking that Edward Cullen could be a reasonable guy.
"Bella stop getting so moody about because of Edward Cullen. You never use to let him get to you down, why now?" Jess says giving me what she thinks was good pep talk.
"Because now he's even got my sister thinking I'm a bitch,"
"Ohh Bella, Alice is a kid that don't even know what the fuck she's doing," Jess says as she sits down next to me.
"I guess," I just couldn't be assed to talk any more of it, him, whatever. I just wanted my bed, my nice warm comfortable bed, where nothing can hurt of piss me off.
"Stop acting like a spoiled cow, get up and tell him who the fuck you are,"
"Jess leave me alone,"
"Is this the same girl who protested for three weeks to the principle about girls wearing trousers as well as skirt because you think its classed as being sexist when we were twelve, who won that that bet Bella?"
"I did,"
"And is this the girl that wouldn't eat her vegetables until a chocolate cake is guaranteed for afterwards at Ben Cottons seventh birthday party, you had all the kids on your side, Bella you've been one to get what you want and always in the right intentions from when you were tiny, who the fuck has vegetables at a birthday party anyway?" I smirk.
"I hate it when your right," I sigh smiling at her.
"When am I ever wrong," She narrows her eyes as she gives me a tight hug.
"So I just got to back hand him to get my point across?"
"That's my girl," She actually sounded proud.
"Yeah, yeah," I sigh covering my hands with my face, hoping that the new sudden thumping in my head would just fuck off.
"Don't you think Mike is totally dreamy? I mean he's so lucky to have me,"
"Jess he's your boyfriend why would I think he's dreamy?" I mutter as I try to hold myself together. I'm angry to the point where I just want to die and she's talking about her boyfriend.
"Sorry sorry, I know your single and sick of it,"
"I never said that,"
"Yeah but your thinking it," She murmurs before she goes and sits on Mikes lap . I watch as he wraps his hands around her waist tightly, then gently places his chin on her shoulder. I wanted that, she was right and I knew It, I just didn't want to admit it. Sometimes I wish I had someone to stay and sit with me after school, kiss me and hug me, love me, how Edward pretends to be like with Alice. The bell goes suddenly and everyone files out of the classroom, I pick up my bag and slowly walk out of the classroom, I was in no rush to get to Geography. I push by people as I got down the hall and enter the classroom, walking straight to my seat at the back. I never did listen when Mrs Walker talked, she was a push over and the only thing I've learnt in her class is how to text without being caught. Today I felt like doodling, so I pull out my note book and pen out to get ready for a lesson of nothingness.
"Lucy put that gum in the bin, Robert please don't throw that paper airplane, Simon get of your phone," Mrs Walker pleaded. She doesn't get the respect she really needs or deserves, it really does serve her right for being a push over.
"Children," She try's to shout, but barely raises her voice as we all just do what we usually do.
"Look it's a giant cock," One of the dumb shit retards shouts from where all the football players sit, in other words Edwards gang.
"Right, Edward move over there by Bella, Sam can you move for you language, its not appropriate to say…." She trails of afraid of her own voice.
"Cock," Edward completed her sentence.
"By Bella now,"
"Mrs seriously don't put him by me,"
"Edward move,"
"Did you not here me," I almost shout at her over the noise.
"Bella don't be difficult, Edward move by Bella now,"
"Fuck sake," I mutter as Edward takes the seat next to me.
"This should be fun." He says as he leans back in his chair. I look at him from the corner of my eye now and again, he seemed relaxed and comfortable.
"So what's our next move with our English thing?"
"Don't talk to me," I state then go back to texting.
"What the fuck have I done now?"
"How do you go from defending someone to being against them in less than five seconds?"
"What the fuck are you on, you stupid bitch?"
"Excuse me?" I say standing up pushing my chair away in total anger.
"You heard me, I've done nothing to you."
"Your such a retard,"
"Its seems so are you, your in the same class as me you hypocrite,"
"I'm a hell of a lot smarter than you Cullen, You just don't think about anyone but yourself," I huff.
"I'm sorry," He spat out at me, I just role my eyes and sit back down in my seat, huffing and cursing under my breath. Mrs Walker had finally given up on trying to control us and had sat back at her desk, she keeps quiet as she more than obviously goes on her email account and checks her emails while we mess about.
"Heads up," Someone shouts from the across the room, naturally I didn't think it was directed at me, that was until the gum got thrown into my hair, making it tangled and sticky.
"Your fucking kidding me," I throw my hands up in the air in anger ready to hit someone or something.
"Hold on," Edward says swiftly as he gets up, he softly starts to strip the gum out of my hair.
"Bella hold still, stop moving your head," Edward mumbles pissed a bit.
"Bella I'm trying to help you,"
"Well that's a first,"
"You see people don't help you because your always moaning and are bad tempered when people try to do something nice for you," Edward pointed out.
"First people I like do help me and I take it graciously, second of all I'm not moving my head your pulling it back when your taking the gum out with probably half of my hair attached and lastly it fucking hurts,"
"Are you saying you don't like me?" Think of Jasper think of Jasper, common Bella lie to the freak and do something for Jasper Distract him make him think your okay with him.
"Your not my favourite person in the world, but then your not the worst person I've met," LIE. I smile slightly at him. He looked almost stunned.
"Are you taking the piss?"
"Now who's the one who cant take help or in this case a compliment?" I say cockily to him as he dumps the gum in the corner of the classroom. We sit down and a moment of awkwardness comes over us.
"So our English thing," He says bringing it back up.
"What about it?"
"Have we got the plot down?"
"Edward we've had one lesson you cant expect it to just suddenly work itself out, we're going to end up changing our plot over and over again before we get the one that fits best," I explain the best I could without loosing my cool with him, it was really hard for me to look at him and not hit him right on his big fat nose.
"Right right," He smiles at me like nothing had ever happened.
"Do you fancy Jasper?" Edward ask curiously.
"Where the fuck did that come from, of course not?"
"You spend a lot of time together."
"Gee maybe that's because we're stuck going wherever you and Alice wonder off to, it hard not to stay away from each other Edward,"
"I was only asking."
"And I was only saying." I reply cleverly. The rest of the lesson like always was fucking shit. I did fuck all except try and be nice to Edward without throwing up. The rest of the day went slowly as I had all lessons and no creative's like art or drama, until it came to English.
"Sit with you partners and get on with your work," Was our nice welcoming as we entered Mr Blacks room. I take my seat next to Edward and pull out the sheet of paper we had started on.
"So our plot so far is that its basically it's a boarding school for both boys and girls. Daniel and James are brothers and as James gets older he starts to sneak out, act all badass, his grades slowly drop and get worse. James threatens Daniel not to tell anyone what he was doing, as Daniel is weak and powerless he obviously agrees. After weeks and weeks of this happening Daniel finally puckers up the courage to tell one of his closest friends Tomas, who then promises to keep it a secret. It slips out casually as he was talking to his Girlfriend Sally about James's behaviour, she promises to keep it a secret, but sally talks in her sleep and her nosey room mate Shannon decides to stir things up a little with everybody especially with James and his girlfriend Claire, it all kicks off and in the end Daniel finds that Shannon was the one that stirred everything up and murders her finally finding the power with in him."
"Yep that's the plan," Edward says brightly.
"Shannon could totally fuck Tomas over and spread a rumour about Sally and James have had a secret relationship behind everyone's backs." Edward suggests, it wasn't just an awful idea but it sort of threw the whole thing of course in my opinion it just wouldn't work.
"Yeah sure," I say faking every word.
"Great, great so should we start writing the script," I just laugh at him a little, he was so clueless.
"No we have to work out the scenes first, our actual plot and the characters personality's,"
"Ohh," He says getting the drift. We discussed everything that we should do and each time he said something that was completely retarded I held my thoughts to myself and went along with most of it.
"Is that us sorted?" Edward asks breathlessly.
"I think," I reply blankly. I hand our sheet in as the bell goes. Edward sweetly brings my bag to me witch I admit almost made me sick at how much of a good actor he was. He insists on walking with me in the hall and if that wasn't bad enough he even waited for me by my locker to collect my books. I see a few people stare at me as I'm well know for hating Edward in this school.
"Hey princess," Edward greats Alice as he takes her by the waist and gives her a peck on the nose, here was my opportunity to get away form this asshole, I head of towards Jasper. I hold my breath as I use him as a shield, making sure Edward could no longer see me and I could no longer see him.
"Edward sucking you dry?" Jasper says as he puts his books in his locker.
"No it just makes me sick how I have to be nice to him,"
"You don't have to do this Bella," Jasper says placing his arm around my shoulder.
"I think I do, it's all going to be worth while, I just want to see the look on his face when he's the one that gets played," Jasper smirked with me, but I know that there was at least one shred of guilt inside him as he thought about what he was going to do to his brother over love.
"Jasper you need a bit of happiness in you life, if it all back fires, its my fault, I seriously don't mind getting all the blame for fucking Edward over big time." Jasper just sighed but then smiles brightly.
"By the way You look really nice today," Jasper smiles down at me. I just nod at him, letting my hair cover my face as my cheeks go red.
"Fucking Edward over is the best thing I'm ever going to do," I muttered quietly to myself.
I eat my cheese sandwich in silence as I watch Edward and Alice be all loved up and for the first time I wonder if this, what I'm about to do is a good idea, should I really be messing with what Edward and Alice have? Well its to late to go back now, it's a risk I'm taking for one of my best friends.
"Hey Jasper, we're going to get you a new wardrobe today, alright?"
"Okay what ever it takes," He smiles.
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