I swear it was supposed to be a Oneshot! But the lovely comments got to me :P

So... I really don't know where this is going but I hope you enjoy part 2!

Thanks for reading :)

I heard footsteps behind me but I didn't turn around. Shame and anger flooded my cheeks in crimson red. How could she dare! How come I didn't hit her? I promised myself to hit her if she'd ever dare to talk about it again.

"Light, wait." Etro, of all people it was her!

And I just didn't know why I suddenly stopped walking. Fang stood behind me, I was able to smell her, she stood so close it made goosebumps appear all over my body.

"I'm sorry I upset you... I understand this was a terribly embarrassing situation for you... I was just trying to let you know I'm okay with you getting off on Vanille an-"

I hit her. Harder than the first time back im Palumpolum. My fist just crashed right on her cheek as I realised what I did.

"Etro, Light! What the hell is wrong with you?"

"I'm sorry Fang..."

I just stood there with an aching wrist and she held her cheek, looking at me like I'd gone crazy and maybe I did.

"I overreacted..." I mumbled, looking away.

"Huh... yeah..." she growled. "Will you hit me again if I continue talking about this?"

"Yes." I stated, turning around and setting one foot infront of the other. Suddenly I felt her hand on my arm.

"Well do what you please but I am going to talk about this if you want it or not!"

A part of me wanted so badly to hide behind my wall. I could ignore her, be just not interested in whatever she had to say but I realised out of a sudden that I actually wanted to listen to her.

So I stood there, unable to move or to make a decision.

"So what's the big deal anyway? It's perfectly normal, we all have our needs. Don't worry I don't think you're all over me or Vanille. We just switch back to how things were before this... incident. Is that fine by ya?"

I turned around to face her, determined to keep my stone cold look on my face.

"Fine, as long as you leave me in peace!" I said, getting nothing more than a nod and a weird look. If I didn't know better I would've said it was insecurity or sadness but that was probably due to my mind starting to completely go insane.

I was in hell, on Pulse, about to turn into a Cie'th with my sister, the only person I had, in crytsal stasis. My home, Cocoon was going to destroyed and I was getting off on some wild, rude and pretty gay woman, whom I have somehow allowed to turn my head around. And I was watching her going back to the camp in elegant, hips swaying movements. Truth to be told, she hit me right in the face and it hurt for sure a thousand times more than the punch I gave her minutes ago.

Fang wasn't interested in me. Why should she, she had all-time-moaner Vanille by her side and in her arms every night. She made perfectly clear that Vanille was the most important thing in her life, so why for Etros sake should Lighting Farron play a deeper role in the wild woman's life?

I felt it, deep in my chest. It was not just sexual tension or needs that needed to be relieved. I had an aching heart. The realisation hit me so suddenly I stopped walking, having the feeling of losing every bit of power. Every living energy seemed to vanish out of my body, leaving just this aching pull in my chest.

"Light?"

No... it just wasn't possible. I don't fall in love, I don't even care about people, except for Serah... she should be the only one, my number one priority... Serah...

"Light... you hear me?"

I found myself sitting. The hot pulsian sand burning my bare legs as I sat their on the floor with Fangs hands on my arms, shaking me in what seemed to be worry.

"Leave me alone Fang... please...?" I mumbled, unable to dismiss the shaking from my voice.

"Are you sure? I'd rather have an eye on you... who knows maybe you totally snap and get yourself killed by a behemoth..." she giggled, half-heartedly.

"Tch" I managed to spill out. Though it felt good to have her caring about me. " I just need some space... we should rest for a day. Hopes really exhausted and I hate to admit That I have no clue what to do and where to go next..." I slowly spoke, getting a clear look of understanding and appreciation.

Without a word she stood up and left me alone sitting in the sand.

By the time I came back to the camp, I was almost starving. It was already near late afternoon and the group splitted. Hope went hunting with Snow and Sazh and I was left at the camp to take care of the things. Fang and Vanille were gone... probably banging somewhere. Pictures of last night flooded my might and I felt suddenly dizzy. I remembered Fangs face when she turned to look at me. There was this wild, animalistic expression, mixed with flushed cheeks and tangled hair. And a charming smile on her lips, as if she had been wanting to tell me to get over to her.

How ridiculous... she was banging Vanille somewhere and I sat lonely at the camp, putting food in my mouth without any apetite while fantasising about her.

"Heya, all alone here Light?" said Snow, coming back with a giant dead monster on his shoulder.

"Obviously, yes." I stated, rolling my eyes and standing up.

"I go search some waterfall or stuff. You stay here?" I asked, not waiting for an answer. Instead I walked straight ahead out of the camp.

It took me quite a few minutes but I found a little waterfall, almost hidden between a wall of giant rocks and I was just small enough to slip through it.

I needed a shower so badly, what I'd give for the heavenly smell of shampoo and shower creme and a big, warm, cosy bed where I'd just fall in and directly into sleep, no worries, no regrets, no pain or fear... no aching heart.

I slowly started to strip out of my clothes, having the hot pulsian air hitting my sweaty skin. It felt good to be alone at last and this peaceful quiet place allowed my mind to calm down a bit. My mind was perfectly clear when I stood under the waterfall and as I closed my eyes I saw the blue tiles on my bathroom wall at home. My muscles started to relax and I suddenly felt how sore they were, how tired I was and my arms became so heavy I just didn't want to move.

Then, out of nowhere I felt hands grabbing around my waist but before I even had the chance to jerk away, hard nipples were pressed on my back. All I could smell was this wild exotic scent and it became perfectly clear, that it was Fang, who started kissing my neck somehow passionate.

"Don't you dare to say something Sunshine. Just let yourself be relieved."