Edward had not been faithful.
I remember clearly how they'd thrusted against the wall of glass in Edward's office overlooking the forest in back of our house.
For a moment before my heart shattered all over again, I thought they were beautiful.
Perhaps I had a streak of gluttony for punishing myself. With unstable thoughts.
Edward had seen me open his office door, facing me, his eyes remained on me the whole time I witnessed his tryst with his Tanya. Daring me to step up to him and start a fight that I would lose.
It haunted me for a long time and to this very day it still comes to threaten me.
Immediately after witnessing that sickening scene I ran outside into the front yard and drove away.