10/27/09
Dear Sev,
Thank you so much for that, the poem just came to me. I really appreciate the complement. I'm glad the toerag got himself in detention, poor Myrtle, I bet she's crying more than ever now. Anyway I hope you're enjoying your Christmas, wish you could have come by. Oh, I need to tell you something, I don't know why but I feel I should write it out rather than say it to you, maybe I'm just chicken (laughs)…So I leave enclosed in this letter another poem that…
"No, no no…It's fine except for that last part." She erased the last three lines and tried something else.
I really need to tell you something, it's kind of important. I would tell you in person but I feel a bit more confident telling yo-
"What to say?"
Sev, I need to tell you something important, but I'm not quite sure how to say it, Oh darn, my mother just told me that we're going Christmas shopping, Sev, I think I love you, I said it, if you don't want to see me again I understand. Well we're going now I'll make sure to pick you up something really nice!
Love From,
Lily,
PS: I enclosed another poem, again written for you. Have a happy Christmas!
"Lily! We're leaving."
"Hold on Tuny!" Lily said re-reading her letter.
Dear Sev,
Thank you so much for that, the poem just came to me. I really appreciate the complement. I'm glad the toerag got himself in detention, poor Myrtle, I bet she's crying more than ever now. Anyway I hope you're enjoying your Christmas, wish you could have come by. Sev, I need to tell you something important, but I'm not quite sure how to say it, Oh darn, my mother just told me that we're going Christmas shopping, Sev, I think I love you, I said it, if you don't want to see me again I understand. Well we're going now I'll make sure to pick you up something really nice!
Love From,
Lily,
PS: I enclosed another poem, again written for you. Have a happy Christmas!
Happy with it she folded the letter and poem so it would be ready to be inked in and leave when she got back.
"Lily." Petunia stood in their bedroom arms crossed.
"Sorry, I just wanted to finish something."
"Well we're leaving."
"Ok." Lily walked out of the door and Petunia looked at her sisters note.
"Oh, ho…" Petunia looked at the letter then began to erase.
Dear Sev,
Thank you so much for that, the poem just came to me. I really appreciate the complement. I'm glad the toerag got himself in detention, poor Myrtle, I bet she's crying more than ever now. Anyway I hope you're enjoying your Christmas, wish you could have come by. I cannot wait to go back to school! It's going to be so much fun. Oh darn, my mother just told me that we're going Christmas shopping.. Well we're going now I'll make sure to pick you up something really nice!
Love From,
Lily,
PS: I enclosed another poem, again written for you. Have a happy Christmas!
Petunia snickered as she read over Lily's poem.
The days seem to last forever
So long as I know you.
To end I want these days to never
And I will never say adieu
To you I give my heart my dreams
My wishes, soul, and love
And I hope you know that nothing, is ever what it seems
My beautiful lovely dove
To you I give the never ending days
I leave the world untouched
To you I give you everything I have
And now that I am done I hope this mean so much.
I have on last thing to say
I love you more than you could know
Have a pleasant day.
~Lily
Petunia giggled not bothering to change the poem. "Let the little freak get mixed signals.
"Tuny were you not complaining about me not coming down?"
"Sorry Lily, I thought I saw a bug."
"Uh huh. Come on I want to go before I forget what I want to get my friends!"
"Ok, ok…why don't you mail it first?"
"Well." She muttered looking at Severus' small dark owl. "Better now before it gets ruined right?" Lily said putting the pages into an envelope and giving it to the owl. "Ok now we can go!" Lily said.
"So you love that Snape freak huh?"
"You read my letter!"
"And fixed it."
"What?"
"Well I thought you were being a bit forward…so I erased that part."
"I, I can't believe you! That was a wretched thing to do! I won't ever be able to tell him now!" Lily said tears welling up in her eyes.
"Well you should of thought of that before befriending the little freak."
"I am not talking to you ever again, I hope you know that." Lily said crying. Lily wiped her tears away and cleared her throat before she got downstairs.
She hoped Severus understood what she was saying, she hoped she didn't lose her only chance to tell him the way she felt. I do love you Sev, please understand that poem was for you.