Cas couldn't look away from his older brother. He was wearing a floral, red flappers dress and sparkling flats. Most women couldn't afford heels unless they got a very high amount of money. Castiel's mouth gaped open mindlessly. Dean smiled to himself a little, more reliving the memory instead of wanting more from him.
"You okay, Castiel?" Dean was rubbing finger prints off of a new glass while Cas continued to gape. "He is quite the sucker." Dean winked and Cas almost gagged. "I paid a lot of money for him, he insists he isn't a fag but why would he have sucked my dick if he wasn't?" Dean shut it mouth now, terrified Cas was annoyed with him, but he truly wasn't. Cas quite liked Dean, but knowing his older brother sucked him off made him uneasy.
"No..." Cas finally said, Dean lifted his head and looked at him.
"Hmm?"
"He insists he isn't a fag because father would kill him." Cas rolled his head to look at Dean again, his eyes wide. He looked at Balthazar slowly then back at Cas, opening his mouth, closing it, then opening it again.
"O-oh..." Dean stutter, looking back down to the glass he was gripping tightly onto. A nervous laugh dropped off of Castiel's tongue like sweet honey. After a long silence, Dean finally spoke, not looking at Balthazar anymore. "Do you want another drink because I could really go for one right now." Dean's laugh was even more awkward then Cas' was, but Cas didn't care.
He nodded without saying a word. Instead of two big drinks, Dean brought over two shot glasses and filled both up to the rim. "To being a fag." Dean smiled as if it would erase Balthazar from Cas' memory. Cas smiled and clinked their glasses together, tipping his head back instantly swallowing it down faster then Dean. He slammed the glass upside down onto the counter, Dean copying shortly after.
"Two more." Cas wanted to get piss drunk and have sex tonight. Even if the alcohol burned his tongue and made his stomach hurt, he didn't care. He wanted his mind to not care either. Dean nodded and brought over two more. They followed the same motion as before, ordering even more.
Cas wasn't able to stand up after a few shots, Dean seemed just fine. Was he even drinking? Cas watched him drink each one, couldn't really fake that. Cas was giggling at nothing while he ordered another.
Once that one was down he became talkative. "Can I become the behind counter person?" He slurred happily watching Dean through slightly blurred vision. Dean smiled widely, waving him around to the little parting in the counter that allowed the employes in and out from behind the counter. Cas walked over eagerly, going to where Dean was standing before.
Cas' eye's got wide as he looked around, apparently amazed at how much alcohol was stored behind a bar. He bite his bottom lip and eyed Dean secretly. Dean was leaning over the counter writing down something Cas couldn't see before stuffing it into his pocket and starting to clean up the glasses they used.
"You know," Dean's voice made Cas jump and turn around with a terrified look on his face which caused a fit of giggles from Dean.
"You scared me!" Cas shouted pointing at Dean before his bending over in laughter. Dean forgot what he was going to say as he watched Castiel's face while he laughed, thinking about how badly he wanted to hold it and just kiss it everywhere.
Dean put his hand onto Cas' arm, running it slowly down to his hip. Cas was up straight again, giggling but watching for what Dean's next moves were going to be.
Dean looked around the bar, no one seemed to be near the bar and they haven't been near it since the Pansy Performers began. Dean bit his lip to keep the smile down, pulling Cas' body close to his. "Follow me..." He whispered into his ear, sending shivers down Cas' spine before he nodded vigorously, excited for what Dean was gonna do.
Dean entangled their fingers before turning around and brought Cas to the back, constantly checking behind him in case someone was going to follow them. Yeah the bar had essentially turned into a gay bar for the night, no one would admit to being queer. Dean slammed the door, eager to get Cas.
He pushed Cas against the wall, Cas watched him almost scared. The room was dark but they could still see each other.
"What are ya gonna do...?" Cas whispered, neither could look away from the others eyes as they stood there pushed against each other.
"Are you single?" Dean asked bluntly, not really caring if he was or not. Luckily, Cas nodded quickly. "Good." Dean mumbled, pushing his mouth against Cas'. It took Castiel a minute to realize what was going on before he closed his eyes and melted into the kiss.
Dean's hands were wandering around Cas' lower stomach, teasing him more then he needed to get hard. Cas moaned into Dean's mouth, blocking out the sounds coming from the bar. Dean rubbed their hips together harder then intended making Cas pull away and half yell. Dean hushed him quickly, not wanting to get caught.
Cas whimpered and chewed his lip before Dean forced another kiss in. Dean was pinning Cas to the wall but not strong enough. Cas pushed hard against Dean's groin from outside of his pants, gripping it tight enough to cause him to possibly come. He groaned and his body went weak, Cas took this time to force Dean against the wall wanting a turn.
Dean looked down at Cas, eyes half open from the pleasure Cas was giving him by squeezing lightly every once in a while. "You like to make me your bitch, Cas?" Dean moaned and Cas grinned widely hearing Dean say his nickname.
"Maybe sometimes..." He brushed his lips against Dean's jawline, nipping at his collar lightly licking it after. They fought for dominance for awhile before Cas finally pulled away, breathlessly.
They stood there for what felt like forever before Cas finally looked up at Dean. "Lets go." He tugged Dean impatiently towards to door.
"Where are we going?" Dean wouldn't budge, making Cas angry.
"My place, lets go." Dean smiled widely and followed quickly, getting into Cas' car without hesitation.
They couldn't wait though, Dean unzipped Cas' pants and started to pump his cock causing Cas to lean his head back and moan almost swerving into the other lane. Dean smiled to himself and let go of Cas, moving closer to him and kissing him hard against the neck. Cas started touching himself a bit, not wanting to wait.
He finally couldn't take it anymore and pulled over, fixing his pants. Cas jumped out of the car and tried to run to the other side where Dean was sitting. As he wrenched the door open Dean got the clue on what they were doing.
He leaned the chair back, stripping from his pants quickly. Cas left his own on the side of the road not even caring. He left the door open as he sat on top of Dean's lap, rolling his hips receiving hard moans from Dean, only to make Cas harder.
Dean gripped Cas' thighs to make him stop. "Ride me, baby." Dean's voice was lower then usual, and a lot sexier then usual. Cas almost fell out of the car and he pushed his briefs off, Dean mimicking.
Before Cas got back on top of Dean, he wrapped his mouth around Dean's cock to make it wet, wanting to be able to walk the next morning. Just as Cas pulled his mouth away, pre-cum came out and Cas couldn't help but rub that all over his.
Dean was ripping his lips open, dying for Cas to ride him. Cas was finally happy with himself, holding himself just above Dean's body, pushing his mouth against Dean's and slowly forcing Dean into him. Whimpering a little from small pains not being used to it anymore. Dean gripped Cas' ass so he wouldn't hurt himself.
The second he was on top completely, he started riding him faster and faster ignoring the pain as he got used to it. Dean's hips bucked up a few times making Cas scream out in pleasure. He started chanting 'I'm gonna cum' into Dean's ear making Dean slam his hips up hard.
Their orgasms were in sync, Dean just moaning a little whereas Cas was screaming Dean's name. He slowly pulled out and slumped down on top on Dean, not wanting to move what-so-ever.
"Would you like to come and stay with me tonight?" Dean mumbled, running his fingers through Cas' soft hair. Cas' mouth curled up a little, his eyes closed. He nodded against Dean's chest, and Dean gently pushed himself out from under Castiel's body, pulling his pants up and closing the door as he made his way over to the other side.
Cas knew Gabriel was going to be worried, more pissed of then worried especially since he was letting someone who was a complete stranger drive around in his car. But frankly, Cas didn't give a single shit. Gabriel told him to go out and have fun, or something like that Castiel's mind was blanking itself in several places right now because of the impact of the orgasm and how much alcohol he'd drunk. Gabriel was probably going to pissed about that too, I mean he gave Castiel permission didn't he?
Cas didn't care about anything right now. He didn't care that he'd abandoned his parents or that they looked down on him for living with Gabriel, as Gabriel came out just a year before Cas moved in. He didn't care that he just met some guy at a bar, who happened to have gotten a blow job from his older brother who disappeared for awhile, and then fucked him in the passenger seat with the door wide open while he screamed out Dean's name.
He wished everyday he could be this careless, of course that was a lot to ask for.
He just really didn't care anymore.
He fell asleep that night to the sound of the engine and road under his feet, having never felt so blissful his entire life.