I stood there in the hallway staring at the jocks retreating back, he can't show his friends that notebook! What if they find the note inside it? That note was for Gerard's eyes only. If anyone else sees it, Gee will probably be so mad at me and never talk to me again, to put in straight I can only see this ending badly. Picking up my backpack and running to the bathroom, I could feel the tears running down my face. Iran into one of the stalls and started to sob.

I don't know how long I was crying for, but eventually I figured I had to go to at least one of my afternoon classes. Walking out of the stall, wiping my tears and the eyeliner that was running down my face. I ventured slowly out of the bathroom and made my way to my locker. As I got closer, I started to hear bangs of fist on metal, and it got louder as I got closer to mine."It's probably some nerd shoved in there..again" I thought out loud knowing no one would hear. Nerds always get shoved in my locker when I leave it unlocked, at one point they had post its stuck to them with messages such as 'Found you a new fuckbuddy faggot' on them, when those were left on them the nerds would be terrified that I'd rape them or some shit like that.

Sighing I entered my combination and opened the locker door ever so slightly, I stood back waiting for some nerd to stumble out, fall flat on their face, stare at me and run away, like they usually do, but nothing happened so I walked over really not wanting to deal with taking a nerd by the hand and pulling them out cause they got stuck, it's no fun for either of us let me tell you. Sighing before pulling open the door and saying "Are you freaking brain dead?" But instead of a nerd replying all i heard was a bunch of muffled words and what I saw next made, me wanna cry.