A little freedom.

We had been in the hotel bar for a little over an hour. Everyone was still sober, apart from me. I could feel my head beginning to become fuzzy. I'd only had three pints of cider! My alcohol tolerence was usually so high, but now, now it seemed it had significantly lowered. And i hated it! 'that's what i get for not drinking much the last two years' my hand slowly spreads across my forehead as i try to combat this feeling. "you alright Lex?" Jeff's voice was a little softer than usual, i could tell he was a little worried. A loud sigh leaves my lips as my hand falls back to the table 'i WILL beat this!' "I'm fine babe, it's just i haven't drunk alcohol in so long. My tolerence is a little crappy right now" and with that, they all let out a laugh. My face screws up a little as i throw them each a glare "it's not funny! I feel like I've had 100 shots! I need to work on my tolerence again"

As the next hour passed, i managed to regain control. The feeling in my head was still pretty bad, but i pushed through it. There's no way I'm letting myself become a light weight! Matt had just returned with another round, the last round of the night. "so, after the show tomorrow, what do you all think to a night out? It's more than likely going to be the last chance we'll have, at least for a good while." although i really liked Reby's idea, i really didn't want to push myself too hard. Before i could say anything, Jeff had already replied "I think it's an awesome idea! Me and Lex hardly ever get to let our hair down anymore, it'll be a nice change" well, i couldn't say no now, could I? So, i just suck it up and smile "yeah, sounds fun. I can't wait" my eyes turn to the half empty glass in front of me. All i could think of was getting too drunk too fast and ruining the night. Maybe if i pace myself properly i'll be fine? Or maybe just go with it and suck it up? Before i could become lost, i feel Jeff's hand on my thigh "are you going to finish that pint?" my eyes lock with his as a smile begins to form "of course! When have you ever known me to NOT finish a drink?" he lets out a laugh and shakes his head, before downing the last mouthful of his drink.

Somehow i manage to down the last half of my pint. I knew i was going to regret it later, but i couldn't wait to get back to the room. Jeff had a smirk on his face as he turns to face me "ready to head to bed?" i knew exactly what he was planning, and i couldn't wait! "ready when you are" Matt's hand slams onto my shoulder and his eyes roll "ok i don't need to hear anymore, we'll see you both tomorrow" letting out a slight laugh, my head shakes as i watch him and Reby walk off. They were just as bad as us, yet they still became nervous when we were loved up. Jeff's hand cups mine as he begins to lead me back to our room. It was so nice to know that we had a whole two days to ourselves. All i wanted was to be with him every second. Snuggled up to him in bed, wrapped in his arms every chance i get AND getting to dance with him once more. As my mind began to fill with thoughts of us alone, his voice catches my attention "do you have the key card?" i must have looked a little spaced out, because he was stood there with a confused look on his face "erm, yeah, sorry." he still made me feel like this, even after two years. I loved him more now than i ever have.

The door had only been closed a second, before Jeff's arms were wrapped around my waist. His chest was pressed firmly against my back, as his chin rested on my shoulder. I could feel the warmth of his breath, brushing gently across the skin of my neck. It had been so long since we were alone, and so long since i felt him this close. My body was screaming for him! Every inch of me was tingling under his touch, just begging for more. His lips begin to leave soft kisses down the side of my neck, as his hands rub down my tummy. All the tiny hairs on my body felt like they were standing up, with each kiss he placed on my skin. The feel of his hands, now roaming my body, almost made me weak at the knees. I can't remember the last time we made love, without having to worry about waking Nero.

His kisses were becoming harder, more passionate, and i couldn't hold back any longer. My body was quickly turned and my lips pressed to his, passionately and fierce. My hands were hungrily clawing at his back, as his wrapped around my waist. Picking me up and walking towards the bed, gently placing me on my back. I didn't like that are lips were no longer connected, and our bodies were no longer pressed together. I was about to pout, when i noticed him kicking off his trainers, before throwing mine to the side. Once again, his body was pressed firmly to mine, and our lips connected in another passionate kiss. My heart was begining to beat faster as i let my hands run through his hair. Low groans began to slip into our kiss, as his need started to rise. My body was begging for him! His touch, his kisses, his skin on mine. I wanted everything, and i couldn't hold it back any longer.

Pushing him back slightly, breaking our kiss, i throw him a smirk. It was as though he read my mind! My eyes followed his hands, as he hooked the bottom of his tank top and pulled it up and over his head, throwing it behind him. The sight of his bare chest sent me crazy. My heart was beating faster than before, and a warm tingle swept from my neck right to my toes. My eyes remained fixated on his chest. Even after two years, seeing Jeff's bare chest still had my tummy in knots. My gaze was broken by his lips pressing back to mine. My eyes closed and my hands wrapped around his broad shoulders. His lips had only just connected with mine, when he pulls back slightly. My mind doesn't have time to process his actions, because his hands tugging on my top grabs all of my attention. Our eyes connect as he pulls my top up and then over my head, throwing it behind him, to the floor. Eyes still connected, our hands begin to roam once more. My hands were gliding up and down his back, occasionally pressing my nails against his skin.

My heart started to flutter, as i felt Jeff's stomach press gently to mine. One hand propping himself up, the other gently massaging my left breast. My breathing was becoming heavy as the heat inside began to rise much faster. I was starting to wriggle beneath him as he takes my nipple between his fingers, and presses his lips to my neck, leaving soft, sweet kisses along my jaw bone to my collar bone. Every kiss, every touch, every time he pressed himself against me, butterflies took over my tummy and every tiny hair on my body stood up. Every time felt like the first time, all over again. The kisses had turned into gentle nibbles and his hand made its way from my breast, to my tummy and then to my zip on my skinny jeans. My hips pressed closer to him in an inviting, yes you can remove them, kinda way. All i wanted was the last remaining clothes barrier to be removed, so i could feel him against me.

As he began to undo the zip on my jeans, he started to leave kisses from my neck, towards my tummy. Pausing to leave kisses on each breast on the way. The heat inside me was reaching boiling point. I could barely contain myself. Why was Jeff taking so long to undress me?! I knew he wanted to savour this rare moment, so did i, but right now, i just needed him. His kisses were focused on my tummy near my belly button, as he pulled down my jeans. Adding to the pile of clothing on the floor. He continued to kiss down my body and hooked his fingers into my thong, pulling it down in one swift movement, then continuing to leave a trail of kisses. He kissed and nibbled on my inner thigh, causing soft moans to leave my lips. His hands were on either side of my legs as he continued to kiss my inner thighs. My eyes closed and my head fell back as i felt his tongue start to caress my sweet spot. The pleasure hit me harder with every touch, every stroke and every soft nibble. His hands were gripping firmly onto my thighs as my hips started to buck and my moans became louder.

I was becoming lost in the moment, in the pleasure taking over. But i needed more. I needed him inside me, for us to become one. Placing my hands either side of his head, gently lifting his face so our eyes could connect, i manage to form words through the panting "take me!" he didn't need asking twice. In a second, his lips were pressed firmly to mine and he was unzipping his trousers. My body was still bucking towards him as my fingers began to glide over his back. As he breaks the kiss, my heart breaks a little. But my eyes fall towards his hands, as he pushes his trousers down, followed by his boxers. Seeing him in front of me, now naked, sends me into a frenzy. My arms wrap around him and quickly bring him back down towards me. Our lips connect once more and our tongues start to battle. My hands were wrapped around his shoulders as his glide down my body, falling on my hip. I felt his grip tighten before sliding himself into me. A loud moan leaves both of our lips into the kiss, and my nails dig into his back as he begins to move in and out.

The pleasure and passion were beginning to rise, fast. It had been far too long since we were able to let go and embrace each other. My head fell back and my eyes closed as Jeff picked up the pace, thrusting harder and faster. I couldn't hold back, my moans became louder and my legs started to stiffen as i neared my climax. "oh...my god...AHHH.." i felt myself begin to tighten as Jeff placed both hands just above my bum, lifting me off the bed towards him. He was panting heavy and his eyes kept closing as he continued to thrust deep into me. The pleasure became too much and my legs started to shake, as i reached my extremely intense climax. My whole body was shaking and tingling as he continued to drive himself deeper inside me. He began to moan louder and his fingers dug into my skin. His head tilted back as his eyes closed. I pressed my hands firmly on his arms, as i felt him release himself inside me. A feeling i have been longing for, for such a long time.