it a day after the um lets call it the "incedent"
so you are prob wondering what happened right? yeah well after her whole show I think she realized what she just did and got a little scared or....something.
I dont know I was so worked up there could of been an earthquake and I wouldn't have known!
anyways I walked out of there in like a trance I was like a zombie....a horny zombie.
I don't even know what im going to do when I see her. but its going to happen seeing as we have almost every class together
why did I think that was a good idea?
oh right because we are best friends
best friends who want to jump each others bones!
crap the bells gonna ring. off to class.
so i walk into chemistry and there she is. sucking on Aidens face. EW! god I thought she said she was going to brake up with him.
I knew she was in the moment. I knew she would be to scared to do it!
i walk in and take my seat right next to her.
the bell rings and the teacher signals everyone to sit down which makes Spencer and Aidan finally pull apart.
I don't think Spencer realized I was there cause shes frowning and not looking me in the eyes.
"ash?" I hear her but I don't want to look up.
I don't want my eyes to give away what im feeling.
"hey Spence" I say while keeping my head down so she cant see my frown or the look of sadness that crossed my face when I said her name
"is uh...is everything ok" oh yeah everything is peachy!
"you really wanna go there right now" cause I will, i don't care if her boyfriend is right behind us or that other students could hear
"ash. listen about last nig-"
"you know what i don't want to hear this right now!" so I take my stuff and leave the class with the teacher yelling at me to sit down.
I cant listen to her take it back. I know what she feels for me and she might of went about showing me the wrong way but i still know.
I know whenever we are together she'll sit closer to me than she has to or she'll hold my hand for no reason. I know that every time i see her it takes my breath away and i know if she trys to take back last night then my heart will break.
it was easy for me when everything was kept in and nothing was said. but with her doing this everything is in the open and im glad.
I was getting really tired watching my actions and my words so she wouldn't find out how i feel about her
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SPENCER POV
crap! what am Idoing! I know how I feel about her but im scared to let her in. Ashley is my best friend and i don't want to lose her if this whole thing doesn't work out.
whatever this whole thing is!
I don't like girls I never have but Ashley.....god Ashley is different.
shes smart and shes funny and..and shes the most beautiful person I have ever met. I feel so save and comfortable around her I don't know what I'd do if i didn't have her in my life.
I really hope that stunt I pulled last night doesn't ruin us.
cause right now all that matters to me IS us.
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AIDEN POV
god do they think im stupid.
I see the way Ashley looks at her and shes not to stealthy about it either. I think Spencer might feel something for her too but if she did then why is she with me
right its because im a guy im who shes supose to be with and im not gonna let some little lezy seal her away from me
its not gonna happen and if i have to Ill get paula on my side cause god knows she'd die if her precious little daughter was a homo
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