Pilot Part 1

Dear Diary

Ok someone told me it would be good to write down my feelings apparently it will help me feel better, doubt that will help me but here goes I lost my parents four months ago in a car crash and… ok you know what I can't do this I can't, write my feelings down I've got better things to do with my time.

I close my journal and throw it to one side and start to get ready I go over to the mirror and start to curl my hair I could keep it straight but that only gets, people confused with me and Elena so I began to put my make up on, and I start to feel like my old self. Just before I leave my bedroom I give myself the once over yep you you've still got it Brooke, time to start a new school year.

I slowly make my way to Elena's bedroom, and I see her looking out the window and writing in her journal, it's hard to think she was in the car crash we really don't talk about it, you would think we would but between the three of us we just don't mention it.

"Heyy you ready for school, Bonnie picking us up" I tell her Elena looks at me and just nods I can tell she is not ready for today but I just give her a reassuring smile.

I make my way downstairs and I can see Jenna running around like a manic.

"Toast I can make toast" Jenna said in a hurry.

"It's all about the coffee, Aunt Jenna" I said entering the kitchen and pouring myself a cup of coffee.

"Is there coffee" Jeremy asked look's around the kitchen and Elena also coming into the kitchen.

"Your First day and I'm totally unprepared" Jenna said still running around like a manic she seriously needs to stop stressing, we can cope just fine well maybe me and Elena can Jeremy not so much.

I rise my cup to my lips just about to take a sip, and the cup is took from my hands by Jeremy.

"Jeremy" I shout narrowing my eyes to him and he just looks at me, and smirks and begins drinking my coffee.

So I begin the process again and just about to take another slip and this time, Elena does the same thing and I look around with a bewildered look.

"Elena" I complained what is it today pick on Brooke day they annoy me on a daily basis but I love them well most of the time I do.

"Lunch money?" Aunt Jenna asked holding out money.

"I'm good me and Elena say at the same time.

Jeremy takes the money and puts it in his pocket, bet I know what his going to be spending that on and let me tell you it anit lunch.

"Anything else? A number 2 pencil, what am I messing" Jenna asked while she put her things away in a hurry.

"Don't you have a big presentation today" Elena asked now Jenna really does look like a manic know.

I'm Meeting with my thesis advisor at" Jenna checks her watch and shouts "now crap" and she looks at us.

Then go we'll be fine" I tell her and Elena nods in agreement

She gives me and Elena a relived look, and rushes out the house .

You ok" Elena turns to look at Jeremy, oh she didn't just ask him that his not going to like the question and she is not going, to like the answer so why ask.

"Don't Start" he replies rolling his eyes and he just gives me a look, and walks out the room.

I just give Elena a look "what" Elena said looking at me.

"Look just give him a break ok remember this hasn't been, an easy time for him" I said to her in a nice tone she just looks away well this is going to be a great day. I hear a beep that must be bonnie, we gather are things and begin walking out the door, and I see Jeremy on the stairs.

"Hold up Elena I'll meet you at the car" I tell her and she nods and begins walking again,

I walk over to him

"Ok mister I gave you a pass over the summer, because of our parents death" he gulped but he doesn't move "stop getting stoned all the time and especially with that Vicky and I want you, to stop seeing her altogether actually" I see his eyes light up as soon as I mention her name he has some sort of obsession with her creepy if you ask me.

"What is your problem with Vicky" he snapped I'm about to interrupted, but he cuts me off

"know I won't stop seeing Vicky because if you make me stop seeing, Vicky I will tell her that you have been sleeping with Tyler Lockwood since the beginning of summer" He said with a little evil glint in his eyes he knows I can't say any things because it's true.

I walk up to him" Do not blackmail me Jeremy I am only trying to help you, I am only trying to protect you" I said and his face softens but for only a second

I grab my bag and walk towards the car I see Elena look at me, she knows I had a talk with him it's how we work good twin bad twin, it's the only way to get through to him I'm not always this hard on him but I don't want him going down a dark path.

"So grams is telling me I'm psyche Bonnie is explaining to us all about her, crazy grandma turning to me and Elena every so often.

"Our ancestors were from Salem witches which isn't all that, I know crazy and I'm like put this women in a home all ready "me and Bonnie start laughing but Elena is just looking out the window, and I know we are approaching the cemetery so I know she is not really bothered by what Bonnie is saying.

Bonnie Continues "But then I started thinking I predicted Obama, and I predicted Health Ledger, and I still think Florida will break off and turn into little resorts islands... I'm just listening to Bonnie thinking how crazy this sounds and most likely not true, and Bonnie has notice that Elena has not been listening to anything she has been saying. "Elena back in the car".

I look to Elena to make sure she alright I know she just putting on a brave face, she wants this day to be over as soon as possible same for me as well.

"I did it again didn't i? I'm sorry, Bonnie "She replied "You were telling me" she signed not really knowing what to say next.

"That she is now a psychic and can predict the future ooooo"I finished off the sentence for her looking at bonnie just smirking at her

She just rolled her eyes at me and continued on driving.

"Right ok then predict something about me" I laughed looking at Bonnie, and I could see Elena laughing as well

"I see..." Bonnie signed all of sudden a big black crow hit the windshield, Bonnie hit the brakes as hard has she can but the car still swerved and the tyres screech loudly.

All of us are in shock and breathing heavily, my heart is pounding in my chest and my first thought is to make sure Elena is ok, my eyes flickered over to her.

"What was that "Bonnie asked obviously shaken by what has just happened.

"Oh my god Elena Brooke you ok"Bonnie asked shaken and frightened about the whole incident, Elena didn't good so I was rubbing her arm and giving her a reassuring smile she just nods at me.

"It ok I'm fine "she replied looking at bonnie clearing shaken she is has white has a ghost but I think she was just trying to convince me, she was fine but I know her she wasn't.

"It was like a bird or something it came out of nowhere "Bonnie said trying to reassure us but at the same time looking worried, I feel for bonnie it wasn't her fault it was just something that happened but it's just a bit too soon for me and Elena.

"Really I and Brooke can't be freaked out by cars, for the rest of our life's can we "Elena replied turning around to look at me.

"I agree it happened so we move on and we start that kick ass year smile, to both of them Elena and Bonnie both laugh.

Bonnie signed "Yes I agree with Brooke I predict that this year is going to be kick-ass, and I predict all the sad and dark times are over and you are going to be beyond happy "She smiled and Elena looked at me and I gave her a smile and she smiled back.

"Hell yeah now stick some tunes on to get us in the mood" I replied and we all start laughing

We are walking to our lockers and I can feel people watching me and Elena, and I feel a hand on my arm and I look down and its Elena, I look up to her and I can see her face is wrecked with nerves and I give her a my best Brooke smile, and she will know what means, and everything will be ok just for today.

"Major lacked of male real estate" Bonnie said.

"I agree where are all the hotties i mean come on" I complained Bonnie and Elena started laughing.

"Look at the shower curtain on Kelly Breech she looks hot can I still say trannie mess? Bonnie asked looking at us.

" No that's over but still why would you leave the house looking like, that I mean we should have a school fashion police so we can avoid this like that" I tell them Bonnie nodding in agreement with me because she knows it's true and Elena is just looking at me like I'm mad.

"Ugh find a man and coin of phrase it's a busy year Bonnie said to me and Elena both smiling at her she makes us smile everyday she is a very good friend, and she is nothing like Caroline and I wonder when she will pop up.

I turn around and I see Matt looking at Elena, I nudged her and she turns around and waves at him he just slams the locker.

Elena turns back to face me and Bonnie she sighs "He hates me".

"That's not hate that's you dumped me but I'm just too cool to show it…but secretly I'm listening, to air supply greatest hits" Bonnie told her but it didn't make Elena feel any better.

"Look I agree with Bonnie he just needs a bit of space, but don't worry you will be friends before you know it" I pointed out me and Bonnie just exchange glance hoping we have helped her with is situation.

All of sudden I hear this voice and I automatically know that it is, Caroline Forbes we are friends but at the same time everything we do together we turn it into a competition, we can't help it but it just happens.

"Brooke, Elena oh my god" Caroline squealed and pulling me and Elena, into a awkward hug.

"How are you? Oh it's so good to see you both how are they? Are they good "Caroline asking Bonnie totally ignoring us like we was invisible.

I tapped her on the arm "Caroline we are right here and we are fine thank you " I said signing cant she just move on from this, but know she can't because this is Caroline all over.

"Really" asked Caroline a bit shocked.

"Yes much better" replied Elena I can tell she is getting aggravated with Caroline, I just want her to leave a annoy someone else.

"Oh you poor thing" said Caroline hugging us again "oh please you couldn't care less" I mumbled.

"Ok see you guys later "she said and began walking off.

"No comment I'm not gonna say anything about her" I signed I look between, Elena and Bonnie and they start smirking and we began walking down the corridor,

"Hold up who's this?" Bonnie asked looking at the mysterious figure curiously.

I was looking him up and he is very hot from the back, he is and Elena was not really interested

"All I see is back "Elena told us "But that is one hot back especially with that leather jacket mmmm" I said licking my lips and Bonnie nodding in agreement, Elena just rolled her eyes seriously how can this girl not like guy he is hot well from behind.

Bonnie laughed "it a hot back"

"I'm sensing Seattle" I and Bonnie are looking at him up and down "and he plays the guitar "she continues.

"Really guitar I was thinking drums but whatever he does do I hope he has a good looking, face to match that body" I added.

"You're gonna run this psychic thing into the ground?" Elena laughed.

"Pretty much" we started laughing, all of sudden i see Jeremy, all dazed and confused no guessing what he has been up.

"I'll be right back" Elena said storming off and I just run my fingers through my hair I'm fed up to be honest but I better follow because I know, Elena will literally kill him.

"Please be hot" Bonnie kept repeating.

I turn around "Bon you tell me what he looks like hot or not" I point at her and she just shakes her head in amusements, I walk in the men's bathroom getting a few, strange looks off people.

I slam the door wide open and me and Elena storm in, we are like twins on a mission we see Jeremy putting in eyes drops in to Elena storms over to him.

Whoa next one down chick I mean Brooke "the boy grinned.

Get outta here" I shouted at him and he scurried off like a dog.

Elena turns his face around and looking in to his eyes, Jeremy looks shocked and stunned, to see us both,

"Great it's the first day of school and you're already stoned "Elena said sarcastically.

"No I'm not "Jeremy snapped.

"Oh really so why was you putting eyes drops in" I shouted angrily "so I will ask you again, where is your stash Jer I know it's on you" I snapped at him he looks taken a back so does Elena, I'm never like this with him elena began searching him.

"Stop chill yourself" Jeremy said trying to stop Elena from searching him slapping, her hands away trying to get away.

"Chill ourselves "I scoff "what is that stoner talk" I asked angrily.

"Dude you are so cool" Elena added clearly pissed off with him. He starts to walk away but I push him back down, with all my strength and I hold him there so he can't move he eyes are darting back and forwards to, me and Elena wondering what are we going to do next.

"We gave you a summer pass but we are done watching ,you destroy yourself" he tried to get up but me and elena pushed him back down again, I could keep doing this all day with him he looks quite shocked that we are doing this.

"No you know what? Go ahead just know that, we are going to be there to ruin your buzz every time you got it, I will make sure of it "I told him sternly and Elena agreeing with me.

The toilet flushes and a boy comes out, and he looks at us "what you want a picture or something it will last longer "I said snapped and he runs out the bathroom ha that told him

"look" I sign "I care about you and I love you so much, I know who you are and it's not this person so don't be this person" I told him in a gentle tone and his face softens just for a bit.

"I don't need this "he scoffs and storms at the room all we can do is look on.

I turn to Elena "Look we have tried but Elena, I will not give up on him ok" I tell her but she just gives me a sad look and walks out.

All of sudden I was brought out of my daze by my phone beeping.

Heyy B up for a little fun : p

Found an empty classroom in the science, building meet me there in 10 T XXX

I scoff Tyler Lockwood ever the charmer, ok me and Tyler broke up the day my parents died he was cheating on me. What a coincidence, I am now doing that but after my parents died he was there and one thing lead to another and we ended up sleeping together, and then we did it again and again, we have now been doing it for four months and only Bonnie, Elena, Caroline and Jeremy knows but that's only because he caught us.

Oh T you know

Im always up for a little fun, of course I meet you xx

I walk out the bathroom and bump into Elena "Whoa" I whisper seeing Elena with the mysterious boy, who me and Bonnie was drooling over I looked between the good looking boy and Elena.

I could tell I interrupted a something. But what was really weird, was that he just looking at Elena he couldn't take his eyes off her not really paying any attention to me which was a first.

"Ok well this is awkward….. Well I've got something to do so im gonna go" I turned to Elena and mouthed his "hot" and winked at her. She started to blush a lot and she just, kept staring at him and vice versa.

I started walking and saw Bonnie "Oh I can so see those two, getting together what do you think" I asked Bonnie

"Looks like we have found a new someone for Elena" Bonnie turned to looking at me I just smirked back at her.

I started walking down the corridors' looking for this empty classroom.

"Full, full, full" I mumbled to myself seriously where is this classroom, I poke my head in and saw it was empty I walk in glanced around and saw, Tyler leaning on one of the desks.

"Well miss Gilbert you are very late "he said purred walking towards me started looking me up and down.

I rolled my eyes and looked at my watch "look we have to be quick" I inform him.

"Well we better get started then" He smirked.

He pressed his body against mine and before I could say, anything his lips are on mine, his tongue goes into my mouth we start kissing passionately and I groan.

I see Tyler's eyes light up and he pushes me onto the desk im now leaning on the side of the desk and my legs are wrapped around his waist and his hands are sliding down my body going to my shirt and unbuttoning my top.

I moan softly, he starts to undo my pants I hear him groan he has seen, my underwear a red lacy number. I push him away and he looks startled, and I pull of his top and I start undoing, his jeans I see his erection budging through his pants.

He pull's my panties down he one shift movement he starts to lean on top of me, and I pull his boxers down slowing I hear him moan softly and that makes we want him even more

He slowly enters me I gasp, Tyler puts in full length inside and he starts kissing me on the lips and my breath quickens my nails dig into his back. He starts to pick up a pace and I join him we are both moaning we meet each other thrust for thrust we are now at a good pace. He is now ramming into me which makes me moan louder "Tyler harder" He starts thrusting harder.

"Oh Brooke "Tyler moans loudly finding my release, and then moments later I felt him come. He collapses on top of me we are both, panting and exhausted.

Moments later

Me and Tyler start getting dressed im looking flustered, but I love doing this with him its wrong but for me it's just right on so many levels, I don't feel guilty I don't …ok maybe a little,

Tyler's looking pleased with himself and walks over to me giving me a kiss on the lips

"That was great Brooke I'll text you later if you want another go "he whisperers in my ear.

"Make sure no one sees you that's all, I need rumours' I tell him he just glance, at me and walks out the door.

I sign I look around the classroom I can't believe, we just did that but he is my release, I started to look out the window and a bird is staring right at me on the windowsill.

"Creepy Bird" I mumbled to myself and I look at my watch shit im late.

I run down the hall and see Mr Tanner and the class are there, I slowly open the door trying not to make a sound and everyone looks at me I put my finger to my lips and I sit in front of the new boy.

"You are late Miss Gilbert "Mr Tanner spoke looking directly, at me I look around trying to play dumb.

"Mr Tanner I have been hear the whole time you, I think your eye sights going sir" I said sweetly some of the class started laughing

"Look I gave you a pass for obvious reason, but you can't keep using that as an excuse" He warned me he turned around and carried on with the lesson and I huffed and make a face behind his back.

"I liked to stick this book where the sun don't shine" I mumbled I heard a short laugh, who did that and I turn around and I saw the new boy smirking I just laughed with him.

I saw Elena checking her phone and blushing and she turned around and looked at the new boy she's got it bad.

The bell rang thank god this lesson is over with, I can't stand Mr Tanner he Is one person I would seriously hurt physical, I walk over to Elena and Bonnie.

"why was you so late to the lesson Brook" Elena said before I could say anything,

"Oh wait let me guess you was with Tyler" "Elena said annoyed I exchange looks with Bonnie,

"How about we go to the Grill after school "Bonnie asked trying quickly to change the subject

"Yeah sure "I replied and Elena nodded in agreement, Bonnie hugged us and walks off, hopefully she doesn't mention Tyler again.

Elena looks at me "Well Im going to the cemetery after school, I will meet you at the grill ok" Elena told me.

I signed "well I've got to home and change, I got a shift at the grill later on tonight with Vicky I can't wait to work with her my favourite person "I said sarcastically.

I hugged Elena "say hi to mum and dad for me" I whispered in her ear and kissed her on the cheek and she walked off

School went quite quickly which I was pleased about I saw Tyler, a few times but we didn't anything to each other.

I walked through the front door "Hello anyone home" I called out the house was silent, Jenna must still be at college and Jeremy up to god knows what.

I walk up to my bedroom and start to get unchanged trying to find new underwear, seeing that Tyler ruined them completely there was my favourite pair as well, so not happy but it was worth it I found the outfit I wanted to wear for work

"Craw" I heard what the hell was that, I was looking around the room trying, to find out where the strange noise was coming from.

"Craw" I look and see a crow on my windowsill, looking straight at me like the one that was near the class room. I go to the window and open it "Shoo Shoo you creepy bird" I tell the bird great im talking to a bird I'm official insane, eventually it fly's away I see the time ok time to go.

I make my way downstairs and write Elena a note saying I've took the car once I've done that I make my way to the grill.

Ok this is my first time writing a Vampire Diaries Fiction. If there are any Spelling and Grammar mistakes sorry about that. Also was my first time writing a sex scene, so I hope it was ok and if you have any ways, I can improve my writing please tell me and please review.