I couldn't understand what they where saying now, I was in to much pain, the burning inside of me never stopped
I couldn't understand what they where saying now, I was in to much pain, the burning inside of me never stopped. I felt the freezing cold, rock hard touch on my neck as it mumbled something to me.
Edward? Edward is that you…? Please….It hurts… I cried to myself I couldn't move, couldn't take, and I couldn't breath.
"Bella, Love I know it hurts, please just listen to me stay with me, continue talking in your mind, your shield is broken..
your in great…danger" I heard my angel whisper to me. His voice didn't seem like it was crying, it was more pain and agony then crying. "Carlisle.. whats happening to her?!" my Angel hissed by my ear.
Edward, what's happening to me? I cried in my mind knowing he was listening. I felt my body being picked up again. I couldn't help but scream in my mind telling him to stop.
"My Love I'm sorry!" Edward whispered not putting me down until I felt the chill of his skin behind me. I grunted opening my burning eyes looking around, it was dark, why was it dark I was able to see in the dark so well before..before that..women "Shush my dear, I know your comfused..acually so am I" I heard him sigh as the door closed there was a cool kiss on the back of my neck. Even though the pain hurt I turned my head slowly to him my eyes where burning but I could see the pain in his face as he looked down at me. "yes, I am in pain Bella," he read my thoughts "Bella what where you thinking..putting yourself in danger by forcing the entire shield into me, I'm in pain because she hurt you," he growled loudly "she was right, you are my weak spot" his body pushed closer to mine and tighter.
"Edward" I whispered finding my voice, the fire in my throat was growing more painful.
Suddenly I felt Edward's wiaght shift closer and there was a cold numbing feeling in my mouth as I smelt the beautiful sent of his breath, feeling my newly beating heart melt a murmured through his lips "Thank you" my voice seemed raspy.
The kiss didn't last long before my breathing was out of control.
"I'm sorry" he whispered to me, he too was out of breath. He cupped my face in his hands as he kissed my forhead. Then my lullaby began to play up his throat and through his lips, "I know, I'm cheating but I cant let you be in so much pain Bella" he whispered kissing my hair before I finally realized I lost all the feeling in my body.
"Jacob, slow down… what happened to your pack?...ok….well bella is sort of.. human again.." I hear Edward talking on the phone once I felt my body again I opened my eyes slowly. I wasn't in pain any more, how long have I been asleep.
"Edward?" I looked around slowly seeing he wasn't in the room, I was in my room… my house… " Charlie?...dad?" I yelled louder.
"I'll call you back Jacob, she's awake" Edward whispered, I think he was outside the door " yes I know, keep her safe for us please jake" then I heard the cell shut closed right after the door opened and I fought myself from flinging into his arms but he just stood at my door, his golden melting eyes smoldering yet soft with love " I thought I lost you.." he sighed placing his head in his palms he slid onto his knees. Why was he so weak? " bella your shield went back up, I couldn't hear your thoughts, your heart stopped twice.." I took me a second to realize he was crying.
"E..edward.."I whispered swinging my feet off the bed, my legs felt like jello as I made my way torward him I managed to trip over the rug, "oh!" I called out but Edward had already caught me, Curling me into his cold embrace, he wasn't crying…he was laughing… "you tricked me!" I murmured as he kissed my jaw line "you made me feel bad…" I whined but I knew exactly what he wanted.
" I'm sorry.. well I am the better actor Bella…" he groaned fighting his temptation to give into the kiss he wanted to give me. I waited for him to give in but he didn't.
"Edward?" I asked placing my hand to his cheek but pulled back remembering when Jacob or Renesmee ever touched me when I was a vampire it burned my skin.. " does it hurt when I touch you… when I touched Jacob you know.. when I wasn't human.. it burned…" I whispered looking at him but he shook his head
"Your beauty is more painful then the burn my love." His voice seemed weak but full of emotion as he finally let out a soft groan he leaned in placing his cold lips to mine, the force of his kiss caused my lips to part, I decided to test something. Pulling both of my hands free a placed them on his neck gently then began to his down his jaw line, I heard him groan once running his cold fingers up the back of the inside of my shirt, leaning back I let him ly ontop of my as I went back to his mouth I dug my teeth into his bottom lip, it hurt a bit but I knew his lips where the only part of him that wernt as hard as the rest of him. Pulling back quickly he scowled at me " Bella!..." he hissed picking my up by my arms firmly he placed me on the bed "your pushing my limits Bella, I can hurt you, do you remember on our honeymoon!? Remember how much pain you where in when you where pregnant with renensmee?! I'm not doing it again, not when your human!" his voice seemed so angry with me.. I couldn't fight back the tears inside my eyes they just flooded out.
"Edward.." I began but he cut me off with another hard long kiss. This one wasn't as passionate as before but the force pushed me back onto my back. I couldn't breath " stop.." I cried through my teeth " Edward..I cant…" I began before he pulled back throwing himself into the wall. The horror in his face made me wonder what he was thinking " Edward..?"
"B..Bella I'm sorry… I didn't mean to.. I" he slumped against the wall sliding down to the floor he covered his face in his hands.
"no…" I murmured standing up suddenly I knew why he has horror written in his features, as I moved to him I felt my shoulder crack. "OW" I cried out grabbing my arm but I wasn't crying, it really didn't hurt that much. Edward store at me feeling my pain "Edward… I'm fine…" I winced stepping closer to him " its only dislocated." I murmured looking at him as I shifted my shoulder it clicked back into place. The noice caused Edward to shutter but I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his into my chest "Edward.. I.love.you. more than you think or wish I do" I whispered kissing his hair. He didn't speak at all nor move. I pulled him back away looking at his blank face " baby?" I whispered but he didn't move or flinch. Quickly I took his phone from his cold grip and dialed the first speed dial. Carlisle's
"Edward?" he answered
" Carlisle.. its bella.." I didn't notice until now that I was crying.
"Bella dear whats wrong? Is Edward alright?" Carlisle's voice has never sounded so cold, so dead.
"yes.. and no.. remember when I called when I thought I was pregnant? Can vampires go into shock?" I couldn't stop crying. I stood up slowly walking away from my shocked husband.
"why.. Is he hurt Bella what happened?" he was yelling at me now.
"we where just kissing and he snapped my shoulder out of it socket.. and he…CARLISLE whats wrong with him!" I cried
"hold on…" I heard him sigh, then I heard a scream from the speaker and a loud crashing noise. " Renesmee!" I heard another scream on the phone then it went dead.
"Bella…" I heard Edwards voice right behind me. But I felt so weak, So hurt. " Bella, love we have to go.. the family is in trouble" his voice sounded in pain.
But before I noticed I had already collapsed. And of course I felt cold arms wrap around me as my eyes slid shut I heard the faint murmurs.
"Bella… Bella?" Edward cried in a whisper.
"Edward, Renesmee was kidnapped" I heard a husky voice growl.
Jacob was back..