Sorry if my other chapter was confusing… But I wanted to make it that way. =P Anyways this is when it really starts so I hope you like it =) REVIEW
My friends convinced me to go to this club near Carmel. I wasn't really exited, since I knew it would be boring, and we would just get really wasted.
But I was wrong.
As soon as I got in, I saw this beautiful girl laughing with her friends. She had a grey mini dress, and some nice flash blue high heels. She was really beautiful.
And yes, she figured that someone was staring at her.
She looked up, and saw me. Our gaze connected for 10 seconds, and then she looked away, blushing. Was she embarrassed ? Couldn't she see how beautiful she was?
It startled me. I never thought about these things. I always used to get the girl I wanted, but she was always the girl that first came up to me. I hated relationships.
But as I saw this girl, it was like my whole world just changed. It was like I wanted to be with her, like I would do anything for her, like I would change for her. It never happened to me before. Ever.
My friend Alex asked me if I wanted a beer, and I asked for a Corona.
But all I felt like doing was talk to that girl. She was so sexy, and I wanted her. Maybe she was nice too. Maybe she actually had a personality, unlike all the other girls. Julie was looking at me intently.
"Someone found a catch tonight!" And everyone laughed.
"No Julie, I think this is more…" I answered, as I was walking towards the mystery girl.
I came up to her while her friends all around her. "Hello. I saw you across the room, and I wanted to know if you wanted to come outside with me."
I had to admit, she was confused, since a total stranger just came up to her. But I think she was thrilled. At least I hoped.
"Ummm…. Sure." Was her simple answer.
When we were finally outside, alone, I introduced myself.
"Hi, my name is Jesse. I'm sorry if I asked you so brutally outside… I just saw you and…" I think for the first time in my life I was out of words. What was happening to me?
"Well, my name is Suze."
"Suze? What's your real name?"
"Oh, it's Susannah, as don't you cry for me"
I laughed. It was one of my favorite songs.
"Yes, I know that song. One of my favorites."
Then we got into a whole conversation about music, life, jobs, everything and anything. When a slow song came, I asked her to dance. In the middle of the street. It was only me and her, and it was like if we were already meant to be. We were looking into each other's eyes deeply, and as I looked into hers, I thought they were so deep, it was just wonderful. I leaned in, and we kissed. When we kissed, it was like there was fireworks under my eyelids, like we were in the midday sun when it was probably midnight.
It was like she revived my world.
But then, she opened her eyes, too soon, and walked away.
It has been a week since I saw her last. I have been looking for her everywhere.
This is torture.
