Disclaimer: Nope still don't own digimon....yet:P :)

Warnings :Still R & still taito. More abuse and some languague. And a little lovin :p

Notes: EEE!!! My first review! I feel fuzzy now! Thanx Kaizeress!
so um yea...heres chap 2! I forgoted to say that tai and matt are both 17 in this fic Dai suki means I really like you. Ga means too/ also Chap 2 Thoughts still in bold

Matt's P.O.V
I walked down the apartment stairs, going back into my depressed stupor.
Well, I could still call Tai, but what if Mr. Yagami picks up? Tai's dad creeps me out
I groaned out loud and plopped down on a bench. Geez all I wanna do is talk to Tai! Is that to much to ask? Well I guess it apprears so. I continued walking back home. Once I got there, I noticed I had forgotten my key and of course, the day I forget my key is the day Dad has to work early. I kicked the door and yelled out in frustration. Finally after many kicks and yells, I slide down by it. I put my head in my hands and shut my eyes. I began thinking about Tai and the most recent dream I had. It had been very...Nope! No! Not gunna think about it! I started singing out loud. All the sudden I heard a voice.

"God Matt, I knew you had issues, but singing to your door? What the fuck are you smoking?"
said Tai.

"Tai!" I shouted and scrambled up.

"Did I come at a bad time? Do you want me to go?" He said. He looked extremely pale, which was unusuasl since Tai is always so tan.

"Oh no, it's just I didn't expect to see you there" I apologized.

"Oh then is there a reason your sitting there?" He questioned with a stupid smile.

"Oh shut up! I got locked out" I mumbled. Tai burst out laughing.

"Oh my god Matt! You can be such a dumbass sometimes! You know that right?" he said wiping the tears from his eyes. I stood up and tried to size him up only to have him start tickling me. Moments later I was on the ground with Tai straddling me.

"STOP!....PLEASE...TAI!" I screamed.

"Wellllllllll okay!" he said, climbing off of me. I lie there, panting and rubbing my ribs. All the sudden the door opened. I popped up.

"How'd you do that?" I asked. Tai just smiled and walked in, I crawled in after him.

"God Matt you need food." he said with his head sticking in the fridge. That's when I noticed what a nice ass Tai had. I tried shaking off the feeling and approached the fridge. I bumped him aside with my hip and pulled some soda.

"I just bought some chocolate covered rice balls if you want any." I said . Tai's face lit up and he nodded. A few minutes later we were on the couch with a pile of chocolate covered rice balls.

"Mmm...so good" Tai groaned and shoved the rest in his mouth. I stared at him hungarly. God how I wanted his lips, to touch them, and taste them....

"Uh Matt?" Tai said with an eyebrow raised.

"Huh? Oh sorry." I said, with a blush.

"It's okay. I know I'm just dead sexy!" Tai said in a high pitch girly voice. He was prancing around the living room. I was laughing so hard. I sighed and wiped a tear from my eye. If only he knew how I feel about him.

Tai's P.O.V
I watched Matt laugh his ass off at my little impression.He's so cute when he laughs...Oh my god! Did I just think that?!? I stuck out my tongue and sat back down. I started snuggling up to Matt. He made no effort to push me away, he just merely stared at the T.V. I sighed.

"Is something wrong?" He asked nicely with a sweet smile.

"Oh no, I'm ok." I replied. I'm ok. I constantly battle on whether I should tell him what goes on beyond my apartment door, but part of me says it's something I should take to the grave. My sweet Yama-chan if only I had the courage to tell you. I snuggled closer. He looked at me and I looked back, right into his eyes. In them I saw something I had never seen in his eyes before, love. It was at that moment that somthing inside me took over. I pressed my lips against his and waited for him to shove me back in digusted. But he didn't. I felt a happiness I had never felt before. I realized Matts tongue was looking for an entrance. I opened my mouth slowly. He explored my mouth and I, his. After a few moments we broke apart and started panting. We could not bring ourselves to look at one another. Was this wrong? It didn't feel wrong. But what would everyone say? I looked up at Matt, my face as red as a tomato, and smiled.
"Matt, I'm sorry I didn't know what came over me." I apologized.

"It's ok Tai. I. ..I...really like it."He said quietly.
We looked at eachother again, this Matt flew on top of me and began kissing me. I kissed back. I felt his hands roam. I moved my hands up the back of his shirt. I felt Matt's hands getting lower and lower. I suddenly stopped. I felt scared. It....It was like when 'Dad....

"Tai? I'm sorry I didn't mean to go to fast it's just...." he said fading at the end.

"It's just what?" I questioned

"Dai suki." He said quickly. I was shocked. I thought the only reason he had kissed me was because he needed some romance or something. I smiled.

"Dai suki ga"I said. He looked up at me in shock, the same thought probably through his head too.

"Then why did you stop?" He asked. I wasn't about to tell him what 'Dad' did to me, but I couldn't control myself and I burst out crying.

"Tai? Tai? Shh Shh It's okay! Nothing will happen to you here. Is there something you want to tell me?" He said in a calming voice.

"I...I...c can't." I said inbetween sobs.

"You know I won't tell anyone." he said in a trustful voice.

" I know but..."I said wiping away my tears.

"It must have been bad to make you cry" he said. I usually wasn't one to cry in front of my friends. I shuddered and buried my face into his chest.

"It's horrbile" I said quietly.

" Tell me what happened." He said. I sighed and looked around. It was almost six in the evening. I popped up

"I have to go home" I said quiclky and stood up.

"You can't go when your in this state of mind!" He exclaimed

"Matt this is really important!" I begged. He grabbed my arm. I triend yanking it from him.

"No, I won't let you go!" He said, still holding my arm. I managed to yank it from. I winced in pain and clutched my arm. Matt toached my arm and I winced again. He lifted up the sleeve to reveal a badly bruised upper arm.

"Oh my god tai! What happened?" He asked in shock. I pulled my arm away and began walking towards the door.

"I'm sorry Matt but I really have to go. " I said while walking out the door. I shut it behind me and began sprinting down the steps. I didn't stop. I sprinted all the way back to my apartment. When I opened the door I saw 'Him' standing over a bloody Kari and what looked liked in his hand, a whip. " Welcome home Taichi. It's your turn." My heart froze.

TBA!
Wow! A cliffy I'm so mean. Thanks so much to my three reviewers! You guys rox my sox!
I'll update soon!