January 19, 2008
I hate humanity as a whole. At least it's Saturday, and above all, I get to spend it with Demyx, I escaped the house under the ruse that I had homework, yea, right. The day I get homework is the day Martha Stewert becomes president. We're going to the movies with Marluxia and Larxene, which is kinda annoying. Larxene is the biggest flirt in the world, she can't decide between Demyx and Marluxia, and, well, Everyone else, except me of course. I'm to "emo" for her, whatever that means. O well. At least Demyx will be there, he's all exited, sumthing about the Bourne trilogy ending, and it;;ll be the best ever? I don't know, what I do know is he's the best ever, well, movie time.
Zexion Iwshe
January 19, 2008 Nite
HE HELD HER HAND. I mean, yea, she might be cute and all, but, it's just not fair, Marluxia was there the whole time staring at her, why couldn't she hold his hand, even though Demyx is hotter, and sweeter, and more thoughtful, but still, eerrrg, When I got home, I was hoping everyone would be asleep, guess I was wrong, Dad was waiting on me, "How dare you come home after curfew, " which I wasn't, and I told him that, big mistake, lets just say im glad my hair covers that side of my face. Fucking hurts though, after he finally let me go to my room, I let myself get the better of me, I just, idk, without even thinking about it, I had pulled the little silver box containing may prized possessions out from under my bed and before I knew it, I was staring at the sticky red lines creeping along my arms. I guess that's why they created long sleeves, I just hope Mrs. Ensuko doesn't do an am inspection Monday, then I get to talk about my feelings and crap like that for an hour before she futilely makes my promise ill try not to do it again, gives me that sad stare and opens her door telling me to meet her at the same time the next day. I'm going to bed, my head's pounding, nite.
Zexion Iwshe