April 24th
Dear Jack,
I got married a month ago, I cried while walking down the aisle people thought I was happy. But all I wanted to do was to run away and never return. After the wedding, it got worst he forced himself on me while I screamed for me to stop saying I wasnt ready. But he didn't care after John was done he whispered in my ear saying "You better give me a son." Oh, Jack it was awful! I dont know what i'm going to do. Especially now that I'm pregnant and I pray every night that this baby will be a boy and not a girl. If this baby turns out to be a girl, she will surely die. The only good thing about this pregnancy is that John doesn't hit me,rape, or yell at me now.