I'm not going to bother with a note so…..anyway this song is falling for you by Colbie Callait.
I don't own the hunger games Suzanne Collins does.
Prim's POV
Dear diary,
For the past few days Rory Hawthorne has been walking me home. It's fun. He always seems to be able to make me smile, even on the worst of days. It's like every time I see him I can't help but smile and my I feel like there are millions of butterflies that had just been let free in my stomach.
After a very long week of school it's finally Friday and I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I quickly pack my school books in my back pack and then stand up.
"Goodbye Miss Fisher" I say as I pass her desk towards the door.
"Goodbye Primrose" She says without looking up from her grading papers. I sigh and walk out the door. I can't help but smile when I see Rory standing outside my classroom door waiting for me.
I don't know but, I think I may be, falling for you. Dropping so quickly.
"Ready to go" He asks with a smile.
I nod shyly before we take off down the hall towards the exit. He holds the door open for me as I exit the school.
"Thanks" I say with a small blush rushing to my cheeks.
"No problem" He responds casually.
We walk silently and I watch him as he kicks a rock down the dirt road leading to the seam.
His dark brown hair flops cutely in front of his dark grey eyes. All the seam people have features like this. Except me, my mom used to be a merchant before she married my dad, and so I have my mom's bright blue eyes and sun kissed blonde hair.
"Hey Rory" I ask while staring at the rock he's still kicking.
"Yeah, Prim" He responds still walking.
"If you were to ever get reaped how would you react" I ask. He seems caught off-guard by my question and stops to think for a second. His brows crease and he rests his head on his hand.
I stare at him expectantly waiting for an answer.
"Well, I would probably be scared; I would also be upset because I know Gale would volunteer for me, and even though Gale is a pain he's family" He says while looking me in the eye, seeing if that answer was good enough for me. He takes my silence as a yes and we continue walking. Soon he starts talking to me and before I know it I'm smiling and laughing as usual.
Maybe I should, keep this to myself wait until I know you better.
As the sun comes out and beams on me I pull of my blouse and shove it in my backpack so I'm wearing my blue skirt and my white tank top. Rory stares at me for a second before quickly turning away.
Before I know it the sun is so hot I feel like I might turn to pudding if I keep walking. I moan quietly from the heat of the sun.
Out of nowhere Rory pokes me in the arm.
"What" I ask.
"Nothing" He says with a smile. "I just felt like poking you".
"Oh" I say with a smile before poking him back right in the cheek.
Rory quickly pokes me back.
I glare at him playfully before poking him right in the belly and running away.
"You get back her Primrose !" He yells well chasing after me.
I giggle as I run but soon Rory has caught my hand and pulled me back toward him, which causes me to trip and stumble backwards rolling down a hill. I pull Rory down with me, and we giggle as we fly down the hill.
And then we start to slow until finally we stop. I can't help but smile as we lay on our backs, covered in grass, with the sun shining down on us making this moment perfect.
I poke Rory in the arm and he softly pokes me back. And we just lie there, softly poking each other until eventually Rory gives up and just lies on his back. I look over at him, and he looks stunning with the sun shining his skin and making his hair look bright and glossy.
And right now I feel like taking his hand in mine and telling him, Rory over the past few weeks I think I've fell in love with you, but no, I would never risk ruining our friendship this early.
I'm trying not to tell you, but I want too, scared of what you'll say. And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling but, I'm tired of holding this inside my head.
Beside me I hear Rory get up and sigh.
"Prim we should be getting back" He says while helping me up.
I nod and follow him back up the hill. We reach my house soon and he says goodbye before turning around and walking away. I watch as he leaves. Hoping that maybe, just maybe, he would turn around and come running back to me saying that he didn't want to leave my side. But no, I sigh as he disappears from eye sight and then I head inside with nothing but him on my mind.
I've been spending all my time, Just thinking 'bout you,
I don't know what to do; I think I'm falling for you.
I've been waiting all my life, and now I found ya,
I don't know what to do, I think I'm falling for you
I sit down at the table and pull out my homework and try to study for a test on the 65th hunger games but all that comes to my mind is the boy I was studying my whole way home.
I think I'm falling for you
His dark grey eyes.
I'm trying not to tell you, but I want to, I'm scared off what you'll think.
I think about how I almost told him today. I need to be more careful.
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling but, I'm tired of holding this inside my head.
Study, just study. Finnick Odair was the winner of the 65th.He was fifteen, no wait fourteen.
Concentrate Prim, Concentrate.
I've been spending all my time,
Just thinking 'bout you,
I don't know what to do,
I think I'm falling for you.
I've been waiting all my life, and now I found ya,
I don't know what to do,
The sun shining off his dark brown hair….
I think I'm falling for you.
His perfect smile…
I think I'm falling for you
The way he can always make me smile, laugh and forget all the bad, even on the worst of days.
I'm so confused, is this what love feels like. I've never liked someone; I've never had a crush. Is Rory my first crush?
I just can't take it, my heart is racing.
Emotions spinning out.
I've been spending all my time,
Just thinking 'bout you,
I don't know what to do, I think I'm falling for you.
I've been waiting all my life, and now I found ya,
I don't know what to do, I think I'm falling for you.
I finally decide I'm not accomplishing anything by sitting here so I go outside and lay in the long grass outback.
I can't stop thinking 'bout it,
I want you all around me,
I don't know what to do, I think I'm falling for you.
I smile lightly and relax in the grass.
Oh, oh, oh no
Oh, oh, oh no
I think I'm falling for ya…
My eyes slide shut and soon I fall asleep.
