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Chapter 2

Tommy shook his head. It was no use now, once she was in his head for a second she was there for good and there was no way in hell she was getting out. Atleast not before he went to sleep. With shaking hands he picked up the paper, the headline impossible to miss. JUDE HARRISON'S NEW SINGLE, INSOMNIA, OUT! How was it that the smallest things for her managed to make headlines. Her release hadn't gotten near as much press as her not showing up to sing or the fact that all of a sudden her producer had just up and disappeared. 'Insomnia huh? Good title, lyrics?' With that last thought he flicked the internet on his computer and began downloading the song. As soon as it started he could feel his insides turning, it was about him. Tommy buried his head in his hands and let the words sink in. Why hadn't he told her? Why couldn't he have given her that simple courtesy of knowing why the hell he was abandoning her with no real reason? And he knew the answer. He just didn't have it in him to admit to it, not yet.

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With squeaky breaks and a smoking engine Jude's bus pulled over to the side of the road. She'd just barely gotten on the road to start her America/Canada tour for her sophmore album and drama was already ensuing. Of course she couldn't help but laugh when she saw the reason for the buses malfucntion.

"Speid!" She yelled through her laughs.

"Si' Senora!' He yelled back, hopping off the bus in nothing but a pair of jeans, showing off a slim but sexy six pack that he'd worked hard for, and wrapping his arms around Jude's waist.

"Those are mine!" She cried and flew into another round of hysterics. Her bras were dangling in the engine, half of them caught in tubes and wires that meant nothing to either of them as he caught her lips with his, her hands sliding up his chest. "Do you wanna go inside?" She asked, a hint flitting around in her voice. He nodded enthusiasticaly while she laughed and shook her head as she dragged him on the bus. She couldn't think of Tommy right now, she couldn't do it. And that's what this tour was doing. It was starting up all those emotions she'd felt on her first tour.

Taking off her jacket and tank top she revealed a black bra and wrapped her arms around Spied's neck. 'I can't think of Tommy, not Tommy no!' She cried inside herself as she felt Spied's kisses leave her mouth and begin traveling down her neck and towards her breasts. Reaching behind her Spied unclasped her bra and pulled it away. She loved this part of Spied, he was such a horndog but he was careful and sweet. They hadn't gone all the way yet, but that was cause Sadie had called at the precisely wrong moment, killing the mood. Now, with the tour door shut to her room and everyone knowing full well what the door shut and do not disturb sign meant, they didn't have to worry. 'He's gone. Tommy you're gone! Get out of my head! Please!' Were the thoughts screaming in her head as she traced Spied's chest before reaching his pants. Carefully she unzipped and unbuttoned his pants, pulling them off and showing off his hot Spongebob Squarepants boxers.

"Those are hot," She joked. He play slapped her and she did back but was stopped by a deep passionate kiss on the lips from Spied. She never got tired of kissing this kid, but for the life of her Tommy wouldn't go the hell away and leave her alone, even though no one had the slightest clue to where he was.

"So are you," Spied said to her before repeating the gesture and removing her pants, showing off a black thong with a jeweled heart in the back. "I do so appreciate that," He said with a sweet smiling before smiling wider. She knew that he liked it and with that she leaned farther into the bed and pulled him all the way on top of her, slipping off the last of their garments, he was now fully over her, his hair hanging down and his eyes staring into hers with love and adoration. He knew she loved Tommy but he still loved Jude, for reasons he couldn't explain she was the only one he wanted. That's why he understood how she felt about Tommy, because that's how he felt about her. Leaning down he gave her yet another passionate kiss before sliding into her. Her nails dug gently into his back as she accepted him. "Jude. . ." He slowly said as they picked up a steady rhythm with each other, her hips rising with each thrust.

"Hmm?" She asked, concentrating on the task at hand. That's what this was for her, an extremely feel-good-task. She felt she had to do it because with her orgasm on it's way Tommy was being pushed out of the way. She could feel Spied throbbing harder and with her hands and hips made them go faster and faster until she knew Spied was almost there. She felt the liquid flow from him into her and they both collapsed in a silmultaneous orgasm.

"Wow," Was all he could say. Jude smiled at him and pulled him into a loving hug.

"Thank you," She whispered in his ear before nibbling it gently and giving him an affectionate kiss.

"For what?" He asked, lying down next to her and pulling the blanket over them both and placing his arm around her waist, pulling her very close.

"For everything, for being so sweet and just, everything." She said, kissed him again, and snuggled into the crook of his neck. With sleep over coming her and knowing she narrowly escaped Spied saying I Love You she fell asleep, just as Tom Quincy slipped once again into her already troubled mind, for in the depths of her heart she could feel, this was going to turn out to have been a very big mistake.

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"Tiffany, you're not pregnant huh?" Tommy said nonchalantly to one of the girls he'd hired to "cheer him up." He'd been seeing her since about the time he got there, they weren't serious persay, atleast he wasn't. He was just trying to get his mind on anything but an eighteen year old blonde that was going on tour right now.

"No, babe, doctor took care of it." She said, sliding one hand down his shirt.

"Took care of it? Excuse me?" He said, jumping up and pulling away.

"I mean he told me I'm not, no abortion I swear." She replied, nodding towards the negative test on the table. Tommy sighed with relief, abortion was one thing he was against with his whole heart. The other thing he had in his heart was Jude Harrison. But no one knew that here. No one. He was alone.

Tiffany reached over and unbuttoned Tommy's jeans, pushing him down she straddled him. Kissing him slowly she pushed his pants down and let her tongue slide into his mouth, nudging his. He returned the action and within seconds he was on top of her, thrusting Jude Harrison out of his mind and as far as she would go. But not before moaning into Tiffany's ear.

"Jude . . ."

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AN:I hope no one was offended by the sexuality in this chapter, that's why I rated it M. I think I just needed to show how Tommy & Jude felt about sex with someone other than each other because they haven't experianced it together. Jude feels it a task and Tommy does it hoping he'll forget her. The more Reviews the faster that chaps come:D So review!

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