Author's Note: Here we go.. Things are going to be a little bit interesting in here. Don't hate me because of Jacob.. haha. Sorry, but I do not own the amazing characters that you would see in this story(they are by Stephenie Meyer). Maybe only some.. The songs that you would see aren't mine also.

I WOULD RECOMMEND IF YOU DOWNLOAD THE SONGS THAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO WITNESS!!! I really think that if you listen to them you are gonna be like "OMG! totally the POV of the character" or something along those lines. I am going to try to have songs, poems etc.. inside every POV and chapter..

Here are the songs that are going to be in the Chapter.

Falling Away by Miguel Escueta and In the Sun by Jospheph Arthur. Your reading experience would be so much better if you hear these songs!

Thank you Christina(if you don't know who she is she is my editor and co-writer and Best Friend!)

ENJOY!

Chapter 1: Falling Away in the Sun
Jacob's POV

Here we go, it's crashing down around
Through the speed as we try to define
Doubts re-surface, waves you can't withstand
We find ourselves here once again
And we're…

We're falling away
We're falling away
We're falling away from this…

It has been hell for me for the past few months; I can't seem to replace him. Every time I look at Bella, all is see is a corpse, a soulless body. Am I not enough? I try and I try… But it just wouldn't seem to work. No matter, I am not going to give up.

Edward doesn't deserve her. Heck, I don't even deserve her, but sometimes think that I am better than that bloodsucker. At least I am not the one that left her at this state.

It's good to see Bella getting better. And I'm glad because I am the cause of it. I'm making progress at least she's smiling now, and becoming approachable. God, it makes my heart beat furiously just to see that smile of ---.

"Ahhh!" No! It can't be… I told her. Shit! Bella, no, no NO! We agreed that we are going to cliff diving when I AM THERE!

I ran as quickly as possible. I know she's at the cliffs. The thunder and the winds are picking up. I can smell her. There's a storm out there, I can't believe she would do this. Don't die Bella, Please don't die is all I can think of before coming after her.

Wasn't it enough to let you feel the sun?
Am I not worth every fall?
We've gone too deep to just let this fly
So please hold on and let me save us
Please hold on and let me save us

I jumped off the cliff. I immediately sought her in the violent waves. Swimming as fast as I could, I then grabbed her, and stoke to shore.

I put my head against her rising chest. I can hear her heart beating slowly. Breathe, Bella, Breathe. Wake up please…I wished silently.

Her tempo is slowing down. I need to save her before --- Don't think about that Jacob. I suddenly thought. I looked at her slightly parted lips; I began to wonder if that leech even realized what he was leaving behind. Then I looked at her closed eyes. Why is she feeling all of this anguish? I can see the wounds that he left behind. If only there's away to hold her together…

I slowly approached her, it's this or she dies. As I closed the proximity between our lips, I enjoyed the feeling because maybe this is the only chance I get to kiss her. I breathe into her, lingering for a bit. I don't want to disappoint her by deepening the kiss; it's not the right time. Breathe Bella.

How long must I weather this storm?
I'm drowning into your condescending eyes
Please bend for me, even just a bit
Can't you see that I am already broken

Oh… can't you feel it?

We are falling into the abyss that we just can't comprehend

Oh… don't you know that some wounds just never heal.

Bella's POV

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

The beam of the sun awoke me, as I thought I was going to the dark or maybe my paradise, I felt my eyes open. The salt-ness of the waters is causing my throat to ache. I coughed. I tried to sit up but someone was holding me down.

"Bella stay down, or you'll be hurt."

I remember that voice… Jacob! Everything started coming back to me. The hurt, the pain, and the suffering, my heart broke into pieces again. I also thought about the cliffs, the dive, and nothing more. I struggled for a second time to get up, I want to see Jacob, my life saver, because I don't want to see him, hiding behind my eyelids.

"Bella, stop, I am going to carry you back to my place, I'm sure Charlie is worried."

I didn't persist anymore; for once I heard that voice I knew that I was safe. I sensed Jacob carrying me, carefully handling me like I was a fragile vase. I snuggled into his warmth, and let the haunting face come to me once again.

I heard mumbling around me. I can decipher some voices, Charlie, Billy and Jacob, I'm not familiar with the rest.

"Is she suicidal!?!"

"It's all his fault! I cannot bear to say his name anymore!"

"What was she thinking? To jump of that cliff in this weather is she crazy?"

"At least she's alive, I never thought a girl like her would do that though."

Since I don't want to hear anymore of their talks, I managed to get up. I let my eyes wander, and decided to let is reside towards the group in front of me. After a few seconds, they managed to notice me awake. And guess who suddenly appeared to my side…

"Bella! Jesus, I can't even leave you alone for a few hours and you already—"

"Jacob, can you please not remind me on what happened?" I quickly stopped him from saying. "Thank you though," I told him. And then I saw him smile widely at me, I couldn't resist curving the sides of my mouth to curve up, despite of the life threatening things I just did.

I dont know anymore
What it's for
I'm not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
Cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe you're not even sure what its for
Any more than me

End of Chapter.
Author's Note: Don't worry it's not a Jacob and Bella story.. Now, REVIEW please, because it keeps my motivation in writing going.. and I want to know what you all felt. You all need to be ready for Chapter Two. I'm in the process of writing it. It's going to be posted soon. !!! Thanks for reading! REVIEW!!! Things are going to be a little bit interesting in the next chapters.

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