A/N: Hiiiiiiii! Sorry it's been a while, had a lot on my plate & I've only just come back from being on holiday for two weeks! But yeah, this is the next part & i'm not too sure about it. It just doesn't feel completely right, so it may change a bit if i figure out what i don't like about it! Reviewing is always appreciated, especially on this chapter as I really do need to sort it out! :D. Anyway! Hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own KH or any of its characters.
Revelations
"So...?"
I mumbled as I sat in the most sickening situation ever, trying to
find something to focus my attention on. Here I was sat in Naminé's
room trying not to watch her suck Roxas' face off. Great, this
is exactly what i want to be doing right now. Things couldn't
actually get much worse right now. Pulling myself up off the
floor I walked over to bookcase in the corner of the room which was
as far away as possible from Roxas and Naminé. The bookcase held a
selection of books, DVD's and CD's on it. I looked through the
stack of CD's trying to find something at least half decent to put
on, but that was a harder task than I had imagined. I always thought
that she would have good taste in music, but I was clearly wrong. She
just seems too 'deep' for this mind numbing noise -- know what I
mean? Yeah, I know U make her out to be an airhead, but we all know
she is a genius; you only have to look at the books she has to know
that. But people can surprise you. Saying that, i'm surprised Roxas
can put up with this crappy music, whenever we're out and some
rubbish music comes on he is always the first to complain that its
making his ears bleed. I smiled at the thought of me and Roxas just
hanging out, something which we hadn't done a lot lately. I sighed
out aloud as I plugged my ipod into the stereo which was next to the
bookshelf. At least me and him both like this.
The change in music made Naminé break out of her Roxas trance, she turned to look at me with a pout on her face. Oh dear, what now. "I don't like this music...it's all whiney!" she said in a voice that reminded me of a small child. I shuddered as I replied. "Well I like it, and so does Roxas." I walked back over to where they sat and sat back down. Naminé turned to Roxas and from what I could see looked at him with her big puppy dog eyes and said "Roxy...can we please put something else on? You know I don't like this!" I turned away and looked out the window, she made me feel sick. "Come on Kairi...it is her house..." he pleaded. I glared at him as I stood up and stormed over to the stereo. "Fine, do whatever you want! I'm going. Not like you care!" I yelled. I scooped up my bag and stormed out of her room, down the stairs and out of her house, unstopped. Thanks Roxas. So much for best friends.
Tears began to stream down my face, I didn't move to wipe them away, I've been holding this in for a while now. Stupid bitch, she has him brainwashed. She really has him under her thumb. I really am losing him to her. The final though made me want to scream out aloud, but I didn't want to draw attention to myself. So, instead I kicked the nearest lamppost with all the force I could. Snap. That didn't sound good, nor did it feel good. Pain shot up my leg and my foot felt like it was on fire. My tears of anger soon turned to tears of pain. I collapsed on the pavement and cried. I tried to move but I couldn't without nearly passing out from the pain, so I just sat and cried more.
The sky turned on orange pinky colour, that under other circumstances I would have appreciated more. I shifted over to where my bag was and searched for my phone. Jeez, I have a lot of crap. I should really sort it out, no wonder i can never find my keys. Ipod, hairbrush, psychology text
book...phone! I flipped open the phone and scrolled down until I found my mum's number, just as I was about to press call, the silence around me was broken by the sound of someone calling my name. I turned around and saw Roxas running towards me shouting my name. Shit! I look a mess! I tried wiping away the tears and sorting my hair out, not that it would help much. My eyes were probably bright red and swollen because I had been crying so much. Wait. What am I doing? I shouldn't care what he thinks anymore. He just chose her over me – and i'm supposed to be his best friend!
"Kairi, what happened?!" he said as he drew closer to me. Uh oh. I can't tell him the real reason. I bit my lip as I tried to think of an excuse. "I...urm...I fell over and hurt my ankle..." I lied. Roxas was now sat with me looking at me with his piercing blue eyes. God, why did he have to be so beautiful? I snapped out of my thoughts as I realised he was talking to me again. "...what am I going to do with you, hmm?" her joked as if the scene at Naminé's hadn't happened. I glared at him again. "Nothing you couldn't do with Naminé" I snapped back. He looked completely thrown by that comment. Damnit! Get a grip Kai! I pulled myself up to leave, but fell back down as pain shot up my leg again, and new tears formed in my eyes. Roxas sighed out aloud and stood up offering his hand to me. I took it and he helped me up. He put his arm around me to support me as he helped me to his car. Bliss! I don't care about the pain; Roxas has his arm around me. Oh wait, now that hurts. Don't pass out, don't pass out! My thoughts turned to concentrating on not passing out. I sneaked a glance Roxas who looked lost in thought as I hobbled over to the car.
Once I was finally sat in his car and I didn't have to put all my energy into not passing out, I turned to face Roxas. He was staring at me again. "Right, stop staring! I know i'm a mess right now, you really don't have to remind me." i mumbled. Roxas smiled and ruffled my hair. He is so perfect, I can't stay mad at him, and I hate him for that. "Kai...you still look beautiful" he muttered. My mouth dropped open and i was speechless. Words would not leave me mouth. I tried, but nope, nothing. How attractive of you Kairi. "I mean...I...I...urm...doesn't matter!" he stuttered as he began to drive me home. I just looked at him. Did he really just call me beautiful? He has never called me beautiful in the history of our entire friendship.
For the rest of the journey we made small talk about irrelevant things, my mind was on other things and it sure looked like Roxas' was too. As we pulled up outside my house for the second time that day, Roxas turned to face me, it was the first time he had looked at me since well the 'incident'. His eyes were full of an emotion that I couldn't figure out. Hope? Or maybe regret? I shuddered at the latter. "Kai...I'm sorry about before. I have to be on her side or she gets annoyed with me. It's complicated." He mumbled. WHAT?! "Oh, Roxas i'm sorry...I just thought that perhaps you would stick up for your best friend!" I said sarcastically. "She best be giving you amazing sex if you picked her over me!" I spat. Tears began streaming down my face again. Before he could reply I flung open the car door and hobbled as fast as I could to my house. Please let mum be home, please! I prayed as I approached the door. Click. Yes! I love you mum! I opened the door and stepped inside. Click. The door locked behind me, leaving a stunned, speechless Roxas on the other side. SheSH
