This is chapter 2. After a certain someone called my brother (one of my best gal friends but her nickname Damon so brother get it now?) kept bugging me about it I'm finally updating it!

Sorry it takes so long I have a hectic life that consists of marching band and more marching band and homework.

So I don't own VD or its characters that would be Smith, L.J. Smith. I also don't own any of the songs I use in this chapter (they make the effect more dramatic)!

Today is the day that I plan on going back to Stefan, I cheated on him, I figured it out though, and I love him I always have. I don't know what cursed my mind to want to be with Damon. I went into my car and started towards the boarding house. Then my phone rang, 'If you're still alive my regrets are few
If my life is mine what shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going, I get whatever I need

I sit alone in my room everyday. I refuse to come out and eat blood. I feel no emotion now. I'm ready to die. I can't live without having Elena.

Soon I plan on dying. I have it worked out. A drunken vampire, drunk on whiskey and vervain mixed together, with no blood in them, and a gun should do the trick I won't have to live at all. I can simply die without Elena. She wants Damon, fine she can have him, but I'm not going to stay on this earth and have to seem him and her everyday. I'll make sure Elena knows it's her fault.

I laid down in my bed and called her cell phone.

"Hello?" She answered, "Stefan, is that you?"

Then I pushed play on my stereo so she could hear it.

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

Then I wrote the note 'I'll love her till I die, Stefan' I took one of Damon's old guns and put it to my head, my phone still on, and pulled the trigger.

Today was the day I planned on proposing to Elena, I loved her and she felt the same way about me. I went to Vegas and got the best engagement ring I could find that would fit her finger. Then I started the long drive back to Virginia to my love, and my puppy blood loving brother. Then my phone started to ring, 'And you wait for me Ever so patiently
Yeah, you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and It's everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me.'

I answered, 'Hello Beautiful Elena."

She was crying I oculd tell, "Damon, Stefan is dead." I slammed on the breaks.

"He can't be dead how? Hwy?" I was crying vampire tears. No one can kill my little brother, "Who was it?" I said angrily.

"You and Me. That's who did it." I stopped.

"That's impossible he didn't mind it why?" I was at a loss for words. My brother was dead and it was because of me and Elena being together.

Cliff hanger! Damon cares about Stefan, now what will happen now that Stefan is gone and Elena and Damon feel guilty? Find out in another oh I don't know another month or so when the marching band season is over.

I might type sooner if I have free time. Which isn't very often like today is a rare occasion.

K then the songs I used:

"Help I'm Alive" by Metric

"Whiskey Lullaby" by Brad Presley

"Wait for Me" by Theory of a dead Man