EJ CULLEN'S POV
What is Love? Why do we seek? If in the end it only brings pain. Why do we crave it like an addiction we can't stop? Like if it was heroin and we are the drug addict. It feels good, lets us get out of control but in the end its bad, deadly. I sit and remember the feelings that lead me here. I cant believe I would, I actually would harm her but it was too risky to lead her on. It could of never be, she is fragile, breakable with a pulse and blood, blood that drives me insane, and so this would be the moment I would destroy my life more. I had the motives, I had the plan, It would all be over. I hated the nagging feeling in the pity of my stomach that told me this wouldn't end right. The sun was setting in, I could see the glitters of the orange red sun in the sky even if the clouds were trying to hide it. I looked around trying to find something to distract myself, something equal to her beauty but I couldn't find it. Ironically she calls me god- like, but It was all a lie, I'm a deadly creature and she doesn't see it. I wish she could feel the razor teeth underneath, she doesn't see the danger but I did and I wouldn't make the same mistake my father did I wouldn't risk her innocence and I wouldn't take it. Because I wasn't my father Edward Cullen I was EJ Cullen. And this wasn't a Romance Story And This wasn't going to end with a Happily Ever After.
GABRIELLE MARIE WALDORF'S POV
Liz had woken me up from the most terrifying nightmare. the thought of it brought chills to my skin. I had been running from something I cant figure out it was all dark. I had a feeling today wouldn't be good I don't know It was just an unexplainable force. It seemed that even the weather agreed with me It was foggy and you couldn't see the sun. As I open the door to my closet and grabbed A Charlotte Russe, black 1 shoulder white bow tank top, A red satin elastic waist skirt, A black floral see through pair of leggings, & Starburst bow tie platforms. I also grabbed a White Cardigan since It was a bit chilly outside. As I walk downstairs everything seemed perfectly well my family was having breakfast together as The Elite Family we were. I smiled despite feeling in my stomach telling me the opposite. I kissed my father's cheek, and hugged both my sister and mother as I grabbed a piece of toast and said my goodbyes. As always I was too eager to see my vampire boyfriend EJ Cullen and my best friends Bella, Reneesme and Alice. I didn't get to well with Rosalie because of my human status and because I think Emmett accidentally told her, he thought I was beautiful as her because well she was supposed to be the most beautiful being and got jealous. As I step outside, I felt the chilly winds of New Jersey and the sun shined a bit, I was glad it did and I was also glad my boyfriend had the power to go out on the sun and not spark because believe me he sparked like a billon of diamonds and so did his family. I turned around and saw them the 8 beautiful vampires and 1 tanned werewolf. I smiled and ran towards EJ, the brown hair green eyed handsome16 year old and give him a kiss which he abruptly ended it. I looked at him confused, he had never stopped me before, I was usually the one who did. Then out nowhere Alice says " I totally approve of that outfit". I smiled and replied "It's not like I had a choice, I found my closet empty and only fashionably Alice approve outfits in it, Have any idea where my clothes could of possibly gone to? I arched eyebrow at her. "To the less fortuned ones" Alice replied with a smirk on her pale face. Unbelievable, this was the second time she done it to me I laughed despite the clear tension in the air.
EJ CULLEN'S POV
Oh god, how could I possibly resist her. She was absolutely gorgeous in that outfit, too good for me. I cant believe I stopped the kiss, it was quite clear something was wrong, she noticed it but thankfully before she could say anything Aunt Alice spoke up. As they talked briefly I warped my arms around her, I could hear her beating heart which if it was on my power I would never let it stop. It was a melody I gotten used to hearing but one I would soon stopping hearing soon. I smelled her scent in, trying to memorize it, trying to burn into my brain. I knew I would never forget it and I didn't want to but at same time I knew it would torture me to remember it. I looked at my family and for briefest moment I saw the pain expressions on theirs faces at the fact that soon they would be losing Gabrielle as part of the family. I smiled, as we all stood there in the silence. "We should get going, or else we are going to be late to school" My mother said in her authority voice. "Let's get going, before she starts yelling" I said as I intertwine my hand with Gabrielle's.
GABRIELLE MARIE WALDORF'S POV
His kisses, his touches they all felt cold I didn't understand it. I still had this awful feeling around me, I knew something was wrong. I just didn't know what, But I had a feeling I would soon.
EJ CULLEN'S POV
We had finally made it to school. As we walked in, I looked at my family and whisper to them to leave me alone with Gabi, I was going have the talk with her. As my family left and said their goodbyes to Gabi, I turned her around and made her look at me
GABRIELLE MARIE WALDORF'S POV
The feeling wasn't going way and EJ's family left, I knew what was coming wasn't good, specially by the way he was looking at me. His cold green eyes piercing into my blue ones.
EJ CULLEN'S POV
"We have to talk Gabrielle" was the way I had decided to start the talk. I knew she knew something was wrong because I rarely called her Gabrielle unless it was a serious matter and this was one.
GABRIELLE MARIE WALDORF'S POV
Oh! No, this wasn't going to end well, I knew it. The words he just said were breaking my heart piece by piece. I tried my hardest to look comfortable but it seemed I wasn't good at faking it.
EJ CULLEN'S POV
"Lately I been feeling things I never I thought I could feel, I thought I could keep pretending to me completely human But I'm not. I loved you once but today don't feel the same way I did before" and with those words I broke her heart.
GABRIELLE MARIE WALDORF'S POV
I could understand it but my heart not wanting to feel the pain made my mind not understand. I looked at him and all I saw was his cold stare. I didn't want to feel anything. I would and had made myself not comprehend anything he was saying. "You don't meant that" I said softly not trusting my voice from completely breaking.
EJ CULLEN'S POV
Ï looked at her. I could see the tears that were clouding up on her eyes. I didn't want to see this anymore so instead I looked at wall "I do, I don't hold any feelings for you anymore I don't love you" I lied to her.
GABRIELLE WALDORF'S POV
And with those words he broke me completely, I couldn't feel anything. I was numb I think it was for the best, that way I wouldn't feel the big hole that was ripping my heart apart. "Is there someone else, please don't lie I want, no I need the truth EJ?" I said trying my hardest to not let my weakness show, he was silent and didn't say anything "DAMN IT EJ IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE?"I asked angered by his silence.
EJ CULLEN'S POV
"Yes, there is her name is Tanya and Its over, I don't feel the way I used to, I know it hurts you but Its for best, so please I don't want to her your messages, I don't want to know how you been, Its Over Gabrielle" I said as I walked out of her life
GABRIELLE MAIRE WALDORF'S POV
I watched him leave, my mind hadn't comprehended anything until he left, It was over I no longer meant anything. And that's when I felt it the pain unbearable, and I knew the now it would be my constant friend. I felt tears rush down my cheeks and I didn't try to prevent them I let them fall, My eyes were red but I cover it off with make-up and walked into school, acting as normal as I could.