Here's the second chapter thanks for you like would be highly appreciated.
They say in order for a friendship to work,both have to take turns being the lider,and the two always agreeing about the stuff they did.
The way me and Karma worked was said,I did. It wasn't that I let myself be used, It's just I found it as a simply dynamic. Sometimes I would say and, she those were rare occasions.
As the years passed my life got more and more had started as a perfect life,ended up being far away from perfect.
When I was eight my parents got a was not in my vocabulary,it shouldn't have to be in any kids vocabulary.
My parents had started to act strange the last couple of they weren't the perfect couple,but they complemented each other.I came home from school that day,I heard some shouting in their bedroom,words I couldn't make out.I jumped a little when the door to the bedroom opened with a loud mother marched down the stairs looking angry,not just displeased but fully raged.I stood there for a second just waiting for something to happen,I finally moved when I heard the engine I wasn't tall enough to look out the corridor window I grabbed a little stool that was behind the coat only thing I saw was cars behid,I was pretty sure she was going really I went to my room,it was the best option who knew how my dad was right were they even fighting?was a thought that never left me these couple of months.
My door opened slightly,my dad was standing there he had red eyes I assume were from crying,but I said nothing.I sat idly on my bed. "Amy,Hunny I.."He never called me Amy unless it was an important issue. "I..Your mom..I mean we"He seemed lost for he took a deep breath,and started again. " Amy,your mom and I,we aren't functioning as well,as we used to."His eyes never mine when he was talking. "That happens sometimes in a relationship,and I have tried to salvage the damage but It couldn't be done."I was pretty sure he was talking to himself,I didn't even know the meaning behind all those words.I think he sensed my confusion.
"Hunny there are times when Mommies and daddies,they can't be mommy and daddy together lose love,or things happen." "Daddy,I don't want you and mommy to not be my mommy and daddy"I started to have an inner panic attack. "No,no,no Hunny look me and your mom will always be your parents we just can't live together anymore,things happen and we aren't okay 's why me and your mom will get a divorce."
My eyes started to water,my lip was trembling as I talked. "What's a divorce?" "It's when mommy and daddy have to go their separate ways,so everything between them can be solved." "Daddy please don't leave nor mommy,please make it work daddy please."I started sobbing and dad looked so hugged me. "Please daddy,don't go." He took something out of his pocket. "Look my little baby girl,I want to give you something,My mommy gave me this when I was little."He pulled out a necklace,that had a big key was silver and had little diamonds in the circumference of the key. "My mom always wanted a little girl,she only had I turned out to be a boy,but she loved me even though I wasn't her dream in life.Always keep this necklace hunny,whenever your sad look at this and remember all the love that this necklace mom would have absolutely adored she died she told me to give this to my mather if it was a boy or a means love,that even if she ever stops loving you,I never will."I was still crying,but now they were silent tears. "Daddy please don't leave me"I fell asleep in his arms. "I always loved you,from the first day."Those were the last words I ever heard from I woke up he was suddenly I was left with just a mom.
I cried for mom came the next day her first words were "hurry and pack up,you will be staying with Karma for a few days.I have to do somethings." I started to panick,I didn't want her to leave me too. "No mommy please don't leave me."my lip started to got to my level and looked me in the eyes "I'm not,just because he did doesn't mean I will." "Where is my daddy?"I started to sob again,my mom looked exasperated. "Amy hurry up,pack up I don't have the time for this." My mom did little to none to comfort the ride to Karma's everything seemed so depressing to passed a park,our park,I chocked on my sob and tried not to let my mom hear me we got there Karma's parents greeted us .Ashcroft took me to Karma's room.I'm guessing they didn't know anything of what was happening,just that something happened.
The environment of the Ashcroft household was very different to was cozy and everyone was always doing was putting photos up her bulletin board.I just sat down in her bed,I didn't care about anything,I just wanted to be alone or with my dad.
"Hi amy,wanna help me put it up." I shook my head .Amy continued putting her were of us,some of her family but mostly us. "Are you okay?"She asked me.I didn't didn't seemed upset by my silent it was time to eat,we went down to the table.
Zen was talking about a girl he really .Ashcroft was telling his son some advice,he was his little man.I didn't want to eat,I wasn't hungry but I ate so no one would bother was in their own thing,so I stopped eating.
My hands were on my lap,when suddenly another hand grabbed hand belonged to Karma,she put her hand on top of mine.I felt a flustering kept her hand like that until we were done 's mom wished us good night.
The clock on the night stand said it was 11:00p.m,Karma was was dark except for the moons wasn't fair I thought to myself,Karma was very lucky she had a brother,a mother but most importantly a the thought of my dad a soft sob escaped my tears fell from my eyes,I lost my dad I didn't even get to say goodbye.
I felt movement beside me but I didn't care. "Amy" Karma said in a drousy she noticed my tears,she was brought to her five senses. "Are you okay,what's wrong"maybe it was the fact that nobody had told me those words or that it was late and I was tired but It looked like a damp broke.I started crying and couldn't hugged me very tightly. "Tell me what's wrong." "No..I"my body started to was still so fresh. "Please stop crying,or you will wake up my mom and dad then you will be tortured."I still couldn't control gave me a full embrace and for an 8 year old she did a better job in consoling me than I finally calmed down I told Karma the was the only one I would ever go into full detail about it.
"Let's sleep"She grabbed my hand and interwined t with hers.I looked at her weird. "I will never leave you Amy,and so you know it's real we can sleep with our hands together if you ever feel alone just tug my hand and you know where I will be,Besides you"My heart did a thing where it raced.
I may have lost not only my dad but also my mom,but I still had she ever let go of my hand I will just tug and pull her back in.
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Hope you enjoyed.I fixed the gramar mistakes.I hope you enjoyed.I hope you don't think I over reacted Amy's reaction to her dad I felt it was necessary.
