Chapter two: Even love unreturned has it's rainbow.
No one could ever imagine that the great Fitzwilliam Darcy could be tormented so much because of a woman. Staying at Rosings Park and listening to his aunt, was a real torture for him, but not so painful as not having Elizabeth. It was even difficult to sleep at night, he often dreamt of several misfortunes that could happen to her and that couldn't put him at ease. He looked as if he thought it tainted to be loved by her, but he could not avoided it. Nay, he had never loved any woman before, his life was always too busy, his thoughts too much absorbed with other things. Now he loved a certain person so much that he hadn't any fear of expressing it on his part. He knew how she could be loved. He had not loved her without gaining that instinctive knowledge of what capabilities were in her. His soul could walk in a glorious sunlight if by his power of loving, could win her love.
The third day, the cousins departed and after a long journey they arrived at Pemberley. The Colonel, who had the guardianship of Georgiana as well, was very eager to see her. So was her brother. Georgiana Darcy was the only person who could make him smile like nobody else. She was a real delight! Soon, they were found on the great halls of Pemberley, with the young lady waiting for them.
"Richard, how much I missed you!" the young lady said and hugged her cousin. He put his hands protectively around her and hugged her tight as well.
"Tell me that Darcy wasn't torturing you all this time that I was gone." He laughed.
"If you mean his silence, then yes indeed, that was a real torture." she replied and Darcy frowned.
"Tell me, dearest, how was your day." Darcy smiled.
"Is there something wrong? You seem so taciturn brother" she asked and seeing that she was not going to receive an answer, she turned to her cousin and said "What Lady Catherine did this time?
Fitzwilliam laughed "You know her too well, don't you? But I think this time, the matter concerns Miss Elizabeth Bennet."
"Miss Elizabeth? Why, what happened to her?" Georgiana asked concerned.
"Can you change the subject please?" Darcy interrupted.
"Not, if it involves you and her."
"What do you mean?" Darcy almost blushed.
"Really Darcy, do you think that we are so morons that we don't understand that you're quite attached to her." His cousin paused. "Its pretty obvious"
"That is absurd" He defended himself
"He has already too much worry for her." He paused. "The most unfortunate event happened"
"What?"
"Her father died many months ago" the colonel replied.
"Oh my god! That's grave indeed! I cannot imagine what she's been through"
A light conversation followed with the cousins teasing each other. They talked about the season and Georgiana played couple of songs to entertain them. She knew very well that her playing gave her brother pleasure and today she wanted desperately to lighten his spirits. She was aware of his affections towards Elizabeth and she could understand why he loved her so much. Elizabeth Bennet could be a wonderful wife and sister to her, she really enjoyed her company when she had visited them with her aunt and uncle. Seeing Darcy happy with that woman, was a simple reason to make Georgiana satisfied as well.
That evening, when Darcy was found all alone with his thoughts, he started to think how he should approach her or how he could find Elizabeth. He didn't know where to start , going to Longburn was always a possibility but apparently not the best one. He didn't want to expose himself or raise any expectations, at least until he was certain that she loved him back. Suddenly, his valet entered and handed him his letters, finding him completely lost in his thoughts. When he left, Darcy locked the door and leaned back in his chair with his hands cradling the back of his head; his feet were stretched out and resting of the desk. He then, picked up the letters and started reading. The first one was from Mr Bingley.
Darcy old friend,
I hope that you are well, but then again what could happen to the master of Pemberley? I hope that your sister is well too. We are all expecting you to come to London, the balls are greater than ever. We are so excited to see the Darcys again.
As for my affairs, I have the most wonderful news to tell you. Two days ago, I saw Miss Bennet in a ball, I'm sure that you remember her. She looked absolutely divine, more beautiful than I remembered. She is an angel, Darcy. We talked and laughed and we danced almost all her dances. I must tell you that I have not yet get over her, my affections are still so strong as before.
I also apologised on leaving her so suddenly back then and she forgave me. What a beautiful creature she is! I honestly do not know how I lived without seeing her for over a year. I also have to thank you for telling me about yours and my sister's involvement on that matter. It gave me a change to start all over again.
That's all from me. I do not wish to hear any of your news, I expect you to tell me on person in a few days, as you promised.
Farewell,
Charles Bingley
Darcy read the letter one more time, just to make sure that he comprehended what his friend wrote to him. He was indeed so happy and relieved that his friend had met his match and that she accepted his faults. He also hoped that Elizabeth could have such a forgiving nature as her sister, so she could forget all the troubles that his pride cost her, even though that he made amends. But most of all, he was so relieved that he found a clue that could guide him to Elizabeth, even if that came unexpectedly. Charles had seen Miss Bennet, which meant that she knew where Elizabeth was. That information was so valuable to him as a bar of gold, or even more.
That night, Darcy didn't slept too much, not only because of their departure tomorrow, but because he was so excited to see her. He could feel his heart beating near his ear and whenever he closed his eyes, she was there. Most of all, he thought of her momentarily holding a hour-glass, containing time. She contained his past and his future, both now cramped together, with such gentleness. Ever since that first meeting, he knew that she was going to be his fate, however from time to time he have disguided that knowledge to himself. But, now after all this wasted time, he was determined to grab whatever she was willing to give him.
AN: Hello again! First of all, it's very important to mention that your responces overwhelmed me, I never thought that I could ever receive so much support. So, thank you all! It means the world to me to know that you appreciate what I do.
Secondly, some of you were a little bit confused if the elopement happened. Of course it did, the story begins after a year of the fateful meeting of Lady Catherine's with Elizabeth, except that Darcy never learn this development, until now. Also, you mentioned that there are some grammar or spelling mistakes and I'm sorry for the inconvenience. You see, English is not my first language and sometimes I make mistakes, without realizing, but I'm getting better. I promise you that the upcoming chapters will be better.
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