Chapter 2

EPov

I had never needed to tell someone to back off, and now when I had to I somehow didn´t want to. I watched as the new girl went to her next lesson and I knew Alice judged me in silence, because I was not only a vampire, but also a mind-reader.

Aww... what did you do now, Edward? Little to harsh, was it not?

I tried to ignore her, but I knew she was right. But I couldn't explain the sudden need to get to know that girl, and even though it wasnt illegal, it should be.

Rosalie hadn´t seem to noticed what had happened, or that the new girl had been so amazed by their choice in clothes, which seemed to surprise me because girls in her age didn´t care so much about fashion.

"Why did you say those things? You know what I saw." Alice tried again and I shrugged.

Rosalie looked up and seemed to abandoned her own world for a moment and tried to figure out what was going on.

"I told her to stay away, she approached me. What was I supposed to do?" I said but tried to find Rose´s mind in the school to see if she was hurt and found out that she started to blame herself instead of me and I felt a bit of regret.

Alice crossed her arms.

"Well. I think you did what you had to do, brother." Rosalie said before Alice could speak again.

In that way we don´t have to deal with stupid and curious humans... Rosalie thought for herself.

"She is probably crying right now. You know you can´t change what´s supposed to happen!" Alice protested a bit angry, and as Jasper and Emmett started to get closer to the lockers Jasper hurried a bit when he sensed his mate´s emotion.

"For once in my lifetime Alice, I doubt you." I said and left them in the corridor.

As I reached my brothers they saw that something was up and they let me pass while hoped to find some answers from their mates.

I went to my black sport-car on the school´s parking lot and turned up the volume on my stereo and let the music from the black rebel motorcycle club fill the car. I drummed my fingers on the steering wheel as the first song started.

The thought of ditching school was very attempting, but somehow I felt to attached to the new girl to leave just yet. I had to understand my feelings, but at the same time - feeling so interested in a human girl was no good.

I searched once more for the human girl´s mind and found out that she had met Logan Steel who unfortunately was her english-parter. He was very popular with the girls, maybe because he seemed to have such an innocent face, which made it more difficult to know him for who he really was. As he started to admire Rose´s appearance my hand on the steering wheel tightened and my jaw tensed. She didn´t seem to notice where his thoughts went and I almost left my seat and went to the classroom to throw Logan into the window. But then Rose started to speak.

Well... I must admit that you are the second person here that makes me feel welcomed, there was this girl that tried to force me into her group after she had introduced herself, and there was this other guy...

She hesitated and I waited, curious about what she would say about me even though I knew I had behaved badly.

I just think that I maybe aren´t as welcomed as I thought. She finished and she got depressed again.

I sighted frustrated and hated myself for making her feel that way and tried to come up with an idea of making her feel better. I couldn´t approach her, so what could I do?

The passenger-door slammed open and Emmett grinned as he took the passenger-seat.

"What´s up?" He asked and turned down the volume a bit.

I waited to answer and tried to find a way to explain to my brother something that not even I could understand.

"This girl... I hurted her bad." I said with a low voice.

Emmett tensed.

"Did you...?"

"No!" I said furiously when his thought started to picture Rose in physical pain.

"I would never... I mean, I don´t even know what´s going on, Em..."

Maybe you got a thing for a human? Emmett was obviously joking around, but was unsure of my response that he thought his answer instead of saying it out loud.

"Yeah, after a hundred years alone I have finally find the one." I said sarcastically.

Emmett laughed.

"Oh boy, that would be so weird, right? A vampire in love with a human?" He said and somehow his words didn´t seem so funny anymore.

Emmett noticed my silence and started to feel anxious.

"Really, what´s going on? We are worried that we have to leave forks or something..." Emmett said seriously.

"Like I told you before... I don´t know. I just know that I can´t be near that girl." I answered.

I didn´t notice Emmett´s answer because suddenly Rose´s mind caught me again. She had been drawn in her notebook the whole lesson, and as Logan pointed out the similarities with me and a pair of black eyes she had drawn I felt weird, like I blushed (which was impossible to do as a vampire).

Alice, that had been in the same class as her the whole time had also noticed this and thought this was cute.

I can really see them together. I can´t wait to see a happy Edward for once. She thought and didn´t seem to know that I was watching the whole thing. I signed frustrated again.

"Well... it seems like you have stuff to figure out so I let you be for some time, but when you do know what´s up, please tell us. ´Kay?" Emmett said before leaving me in my car.

I switched the CD to Johnossi and was happy when the english-lesson finally was over and Logan had to leave Rose to caught his French lesson.

As Jasper and Alice passed her Jasper caught her emotion and a hit of loneliness came from her and I felt once again regret for causing her that pain.

It was time to decide if I would leave or not because the teachers started to worry about my absence - I had never missed a class in this rainy days until now.

Authors greetings 2#

I know it might be a little bit confused with the similarities with "Rose" and Rosalie. But I will use Rosalies nickname as little as possible and hopefully it won´t turn out to be a problem. XOXO

BTW - Thanks for taking your time and reading my fan fiction, I´ll try to catch some awesome Emmett humor in it as soon as I can!