Lauren couldn't stomach the idea of Sadie with another. She felt her heart plummeting to the depths of oblivion when the voice of another addressed her former lover.
The darkness enveloped Lauren's frame remaining in the shadows she spoke again self-assuredly. "Well?" her voiced cracked a little, swallowing the battered emotions that erupted from within her.
The last hour had been a complete nightmare for Lauren, the moment her guests left the excruciating dinner, Jo commenced with her interrogations. She demanded to know the truth her anger setting Lauren over the edge.
She exploded leaving a heartbroken Jo to pick of the pieces of Lauren's betrayal with another woman. She couldn't keep it a secret any longer it was bound to come out. The truth was Lauren didn't have a single clue what the fuck she wanted, or what she was doing.
The few moments of solitude had given her time to cool down, and think about Sadie. How much she liked the young woman, how much she yearned for the sweet taste of her lips and the warmth of Sadie's flesh against her own.
Sadie had brought life and excitement into Lauren's life, reminding her of how she once used to live. Free of the mediocre disease that had infested her life.
The idea of going to see her had popped in when she flagged a cabby Lauren remembered the other night Sadie had given her address to the flat.
But now that she stood in the darkness breathing in the cold air, listening to the voice of another; she felt like an idiot.
"I recall you saying to stay away from you, so that's exactly what I'm doing." Sadie's said calmly, suppressing her anger and ache.
Hanging up she shoved her mobile in her bag and looked at Laura,
"Listen, seems my flat mate has a bit of an issue which requires my attention." She said squeezing the annoyed woman's thigh next to her.
"How unfortunate for us." she sighed pressing her soft pouts against Sadie's lips, kissing her until Sadie pulled back.
"I'll see you later yea?" Sadie's lips whispered against Laura's.
The beautiful woman smiled "Looking forward to it." She responded licking her lips before reaching into her clutch and pulling out her card.
"Call me." Laura almost beckoned as she waited for the car to stop and got slowly looking back at Sadie, a disappointed look swept across her beautiful face.
Sadie watched her conquest hips sway with the wind, giving her a show before she disappeared into the darkness her building.
Sadie finally gave a weary sigh her heart began to thunder; reaching into her bag for her mobile, her shaky fingers pressing the bright green dial.
She blurted out the address of her flat to the cabby and called Lauren back.
"I'll be there" she muttered hanging up quickly.
She couldn't handle hearing Lauren's voice at the moment.
Then it hit her like a bag of bricks, Sadie had taken the money what if Lauren was setting her up? What if Jo told her about the robbery, but then again at this point Sadie didn't give two bloody shits.
Her milky fingers brushed along her jawline; relaxing against the seat she closed her eyes.
Sadie was heartbroken, and Lauren was the only one who could give her a cure, or at least answers on how to fix this mess.
"Long night?" the bearded male blurted out.
"You have no idea." She laughed opening her eyes.
"Everything is fucked and now looking at me going back to the shit." She said.
"Everyfing always fucked love, one time or another it gets fucked it's up to us to fix it." He rasped out.
"Yeah…" she whispered, her eyes scouring the starlit sky then the familiar street they came upon.
The car finally stopped and she trembled uncontrollably while she reached into her bag and looked for a few bills.
She gave the wise cabby a wave and build up what little front she had.
Sadie felt like she could even stand but somehow her heels found the wet pavement.
She turned around and slammed the door shut, turning around to face Lauren who sat on the bottom steps.
"What is it?" Sadie said coldly, trying her best not to fall apart.
Lauren stood up swiftly, but still kept her distance. It was hard to see in the darkness that sheathed their eyes from one another, but never the less she tried.
"Listen, I'm sorry about earlier its just I've never been in that situation before and…" she stopped looking down for a moment.
"And you couldn't be a fucking adult and hear me out after I tried to explain myself." Sadie cut in. her voice trembling slightly.
"Look you don't understand what it was like in there!" Lauren said running her fingers through her silky tresses, looking down to find a hint of reason, painted upon the pavement.
"All I know Lauren is that I never cared for anyone like I did you, I just wanted to give you something for a change but I guess it was stupid of me" Sadie said rushing past her.
She reached into her bag, searching for a key but the thought of Lauren watching her made her nervous. "Sadie, I told her…"Lauren said in defeat.
"Congrats, that bloody doesn't matter does it" Sadie said quickly, feeling the hot liquid grazing down her cheeks, her heart thundering inside of her chest but she would not cave.
Not now.
"Im here for a reason, because I don't want to…" Lauren paused placing her hands on her hips, looking down inhaling a breath of courage.
"I don't want to lose you Sadie, I just don't know what the fuck you did to me but I don't want to let go…" she said whispering the last bit, making her way behind Sadie.
Laurens arms coiled themselves around the dogderess small waist, burying her face into the back of her hair.
She inhaled deeply relishing the scent she couldn't get out of her thoughts. The scent that made her knees buckle with passion.
Sadie's entire body trembled against her former lovers, her scent igniting a spark inside of her but she kept her composure.
"Tell me you don't want me." Lauren's breath brushed against her ear.
"Tell me you don't feel something there in the depth of what we have created Sadie…" she said desperately, holding her tighter but only to turn her around quickly.
"Tell me something because I'm falling and I need you to save me…" Lauren's said in a whisper, her crystal gaze meeting Sadie's.
"Tell me what you want?" She said to Sadie, holding her firmly, waiting for her lover to either save her or yank out her heart.