CHAPTER 2

"You want to have what now?" Cristina asked literally screeching at her.

Meredith sighed she knew her friend wasn't going to be pleased after all they were only 22 and kids should be the furthest thing from their minds .

"I want to have my boss's baby why is so hard to understand?" She asked quietly.

"I think i need another tequila for another shot of tequila please." Cristina said to the owner who was standing nearby and nodded at her "Coming right up." he said and went and got Cristina her tequila.

Cristina turned her attention back her friend who was waiting for her to say something "Are you serious?
why would you want one now?" she asked downing her second shot of tequila that Joe had just brought her.

Meredith just shrugged as she stared down at her empty glass " I don't know working for Derek has made me realize i want one... with him." she mumbled as Cristina raised a eyebrow.

Her friend shook her head " So let me get this straight you want to have a baby because of your boss?
that's totally lame."

"You don't understand you should see how hot Derek is i mean he has better hair then we do."It was true the man had the best hair which went well with a lean hard body,with the most devastating blue eyes she had ever seen.

Cristina rolled her eyes "So what? just because he has great hair doesn't mean you should go and have a kid with him,besides he's probably not interested in you."

Her friend was probably right so Meredith decided to let it go "Your right besides why would he be interested in me,he's a single attractive man who can have any woman he wants."she said rambling a little bit which annoyed Cristina a little bit.

Cristina montioned for Joe to come over "Can we have another round of tequila please?" and minutes later they were drinking and Derek was the last thing on her mind,which was for the best right?

Meredith arrived at Derek's house the following morning and quietly let herself in with the key that he had given her months before,and began the process of putting on the coffee which she knew he would want as soon as he got out out of bed for which judging by the time on her watch should be right also began the task of getting his usual breakfast ready to go as well,it's sad she thought she would know his routine but then again she wasn't was still deep in her thoughts when she felt his presence behind her.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Derek asked suddenly amused when he watched Meredith literally jump.

Meredith turned around and watched a smile suddenly appear on his face "No nothing,i mean uh no big deal."she lied not wanting him to know where her thoughts were.

He knew she was lying so he decided to let it go and went over to the kitchen counter and grabbed himself some coffee "So how was your night last night?"he asked nonchalantly.

Meredith gulped as she watched Derek poured himself coffee and then turned his attention back to her "
Fine it went just fine,i uh just had a quiet night in at home yep just a night at home."she said clearly rambling.

Derek frowned and before he could question her the sound of his daughter could be heard across the room and heard the sigh of relief coming from Meredith." I'll go get her."he offered and watched Meredith shake her head.

"No i'll go get her you just have your coffee and your breakfast and i'll be right back with Chelsea." she said and ran quickly towards the baby's room where she saw Chelsea laying there wide eyed waiting for someone to get her.

"Well hello there beautiful did you have a good night sleep?"she cooed at the baby who was gurgling at the sound of her voice and Meredith reached for her smiling "I see that you did,let's get you all changed up and fed."she said and did the necessary tasks and then headed towards the kitchen where she saw a still there Derek who by now should have left for work.

Meredith frowned and looked at her watch indicating it was seven am "Derek shouldn't you leave for work?"

Derek couldn't help but stare at the sight he knew he should leave but he couldn't help it the sight of Meredith holding his daughter took his breath away and this wasn't how it was supposed to be,after all she was 22 and barely out of shook his head he absolutely could not go down that road,so to distract himself he reached out for his daughter and held snuggled her into his chest.

Meredith looked at the both of them and her heart began to pound watching the way he held his little girl in his arms made her wish to be a part of before she knew it he handed her Chelsea and watched him put on his suit jacket and pour some coffee into a mug and grabbed his suitcase,just before he walked out the door he turned back and looked at her.

"Meredith?"

"Yes?" she asked her heart began to pound.

Derek walked back to her making her feel a little nervous "Are you okay or something? you look a little flushed." he said noting the flush that was beginning to appear on her face.

Meredith gave a fake little chuckle "Yes i am i'm fine just go to work we'll be just fine right Chelsea?" she said to the baby who gave a little squeal.

He wasn't convinced that she was fine so he let it go for now" Okay well if you need anything just give me a call." he said and quickly gave his daughter a peck on the cheek before heading out to work.

Meredith gave a big sigh in relief and focused her attention on Chelsea who was staring at her with those beautiful blue eyes that she inherited from her father as well as the dark curls,it was clear to Meredith that Chelsea didn't look a thing like her mother except for the nose she noted amusingly and she wondered what would possess a woman to leave her child,a newborn at vowed to herself that if she ever had a baby she would never walk away from it no way no how.

"I would never leave you if you were my child." she murmured to the baby who by now was tugging at her hair.

Meredith laughed softly and gently removed the tiny little fingers from her hair " I can tell you agree with me so why don't we go out for a walk then beautiful." she said and just like that the day had finally began.

It was just after 12 am and Derek wasn't home and normally that wouldn't bother her but with her unexplainable attraction to him made her feel very uncomfortable and therefore,Meredith wished he would hurry up and get was about to give him a call when a cry from the nursery distracted her,sighing she got up from the couch and made her way to the nursery where she saw Chelsea flailing her wrists angrily.

"Okay i'm here now shhhhh." She murmured and picked up the baby and began the process of changing her diaper and putting a new one on. And still Chelsea screamed and she decided to try and feed her so she left towards the kitchen and prepared a bottle figuring that she was making her the bottle Meredith went back into the living room and sat down and gave her the bottle which she greedily accepted and began to stared at the baby and felt a sense of motherly love and for which reconfirmed her belief of having a baby. I most definitely want a baby and i want Derek to be the baby's father she thought and for some strange reason felt a sense of dread pitting in her stomach when she heard a voice come from behind her.

"You want to have a baby with me?"

Okay so i apologize if this chapter sucks i know it's not my best work so i apologize for for the most part i hope you enjoyed it i had fun writing it and i know i will enjoy writing more chapters to come especially after this one. So please read and review it would mean alot if you did and i will try to have a new chapter up again soon,thanks and enjoy!