A/N: I am Really sorry it took me this long to update this story, I want to thank everyone who has been waiting for me to update, I Caught the bug of Writer's Block. I want to thank everyone who's like this fan fiction. I'm also Planning to start a FanFiction soon on Full House. So look for it. You know the Drill, Read and Review.
Jesse paced around his room, he was upset. Today was the day that his Munchkin Michelle Tanner had lost his life. He couldn't believe that this could ever happen to his niece… he thought nothing could ever happen to any of them, nothing bad at all. And than this happened. This had really upset him so bad he temporarily gave up music. He almost broke down and lost it.
He had heard that Danny's therapist told him that it was a very good idea for one to write a letter to a deceased person, to get the unsaid feelings out. He didn't know what to do. He had held all this feeling inside him – he was too afraid to let it all go, he feared that writing this letter would make the pain hurt all over again, and than he would have to go over losing Michelle all over again. She had reminded him of his sister so much, that it felt like he was losing his sister all over again.
He than snapped back to his senses, if he was going to write this Letter, it wouldn't be saying goodbye, it would be expressing his feelings that he never got to tell her. Sitting down, he ripped out a couple pages from his notebook and Began Writing.
Dear Michelle -
We've known each other for a very long time, ever since you were born, and you were always my favorite neice, and you helped me through a lot of my problems, even if you didn't know it, and even when you couldn't even talk back. You also helped me when I was Apprehensive about Becky having the Twin Boys, and you wouldn't take no as an answer, something I was very annoyed at first but when I look back I am glad that I've always stuck around.
There was a time that I was feeling trapped from living with you, Stephanie and D.J. That was the worst time, now that I think of it, and it was because of you, that I came back. And I just think what I would have missed if I hadn't got really worried over you, I would of missed everything in your life, I am Blessed that I got to spend all of my time with you, I just wish you were still around, the Pain hurts deep inside, and there is not a day I do not think of you. It hurts so Much, it feels like I've also lost my Sister again.
We've had very good moments, and we've had very crazy moments, like when Joey and I Chaperoned your class to the Museum and you went and pulled out a Dinosaur bone, that caused the whole collection to drop. That was one of the most memorable times. There was also a time that you and I got locked in trying to exchange a Christmas Gift.
But there was also Sad times, right after Becky and I got married when you didn't realize that I would have to be moving into Becky's House, and you didn't want me to leave. That was one of the times I felt horrible, I did not want to leave you, but I had to move in with Becky. I was so happy when she decided that we were going to make an apartment in the Attic. You were overjoyed when I got to move back in with you, I remember the exact look on your face.
And than there was the time that I had almost broke your heart with my Selfishness, when I went out on tour in Japan, when I forgot to call you when I was on tour and I said that I would. When I think back to it now, I was a real evil person. There was nothing more important than keeping a Promise that I've made.
You've also really helped me get over the loss of our Papuli, especially when I was trying to get over it by keeping myself busy. You're the one that helped me get my feelings out to him, you were the one that said it was okay to cry, and that's what I actually did, I cried. And than there was that Family Picnic where I blew you off for song writing, I am totally glad that I came to the Family picnic instead of just trying to write a song.
I just miss you so much, and I wish you peace. I love you so much, Muchkin, please, Rest in Peace, Michelle Elizabeth Tanner.
Jesse.