Wing's of a Butterfly

Chapter two Episode Butterflied

CH1 Sara is attacked by Dr. Lurie and Grissom decides it is time to tell her a few things about his feelings about her. So yes GSR,

CH2 Sara's in hospital, what happens now Grissom?

Warning I'm still slightly on the depressed and confused side, like I always say keep smiling yeah ... : I'm smiling

Ps in the uk blues and two are the lights and sirens of the police cars an such for people who are confused when I use it in my stories

Slight changes nothing major, spelling and stuff :)

The ambulance quickly got Sara in the back of the vehicle safely, but when Gil and Jim was about to enter the ambulance them selves, the two paramedics asked if they followed in their own cars, because of the extent of her injuries and the amount of blood, they needed the room to work on the wounds while they get her to the hospital, Desert Palms.

Grissom was angry about not going along with Sara, but thought it was best that way she'll be alive and stronger when she arrives at the hospital.

Brass followed the speeding ambulance to the local hospital, switching on the blues and twos so they could go through the red lights and traffic if needed.

"Hurry Jim" Grissom spoke whilst he buckled his seat belt,

"Gil I'm going as fast as I can" Brass answered in his own frustration, he still could not sort out what just happened tonight.

They arrived at the Desert Palms hospital shortly after the ambulance did, and they both headed straight for the reception. Passing a few minor injured people and an old lady they arrived at the front main desk.

"Can I help you gentlemen?" The young receptionist asked when she lifted her head from the computer screen, her smile caught Grissom off guard, he was full of anger sadness and yet there is a women who was bright and smiling that loved her work. Feeling that her sunny appearance was not welcome.

"Yes a woman was brought in here just a few minutes ago, Miss Sara Sidle" Grissom could barely catch his breathe, they ran from the car park to the desk.

"Let me check" She typed in the name and within a few seconds the screen flickered, "Right, yes she is here, a Sara Sidle but she went immediately to surgery but you can wait in the relatives room and I'll contact the doctors to say you're here" Brass nodded at her "Oh one more thing, she only had ID for who she is, I need you to fill in this form about her details and such" Grissom took the forms and gave his thanks to the young woman, then followed Brass and went to the relatives room, once there, they were surprised that no one occupied the room.

The room was silent, two couches sat opposite each other and at the back of the room was a table with fresh coffee in the pot, its aroma fill the room with a welcoming sent, as the two gentlemen opened the door, Brass's senses went into overdrive for a caffeine fix, Grissom just walked in, depressed and confused.

"I'll call the guys, they need to know" Brass spoke and Grissom just sat down, not even grabbing a coffee from the pot that looked fresh.

"Cath, yeah Grissom and I are at the hospital with Sara"

"Sara? Whats wrong" Catherine asked quickly,

There was a pause in the conversation Brass didn't want to explain this over the phone,

"Jim, is it Gil or Sara" Catherine was getting impatient

"Sara, it's Sara Cath, it doesn't look so good" Brass's voice began to break, his emotions was getting the better of him already, tears threatened to fall so much that they stung his eyes that was already reddened by the scene that unfolded earlier.

"God Jim what, what the hell happened" Catherine's voice was already in distress

"Lurie found her and..." Brass could not finish his sentence,

"I'll call everyone, hows Gil?"

Brass took a glimpse at his friend who was now holding his head in his hands, crouched over and slightly rocking backwards and forwards, Brass shook his head and turned towards the phone again,

"I'm not sure, really Cath I've never seen him like this, some thing happened in the interrogation, look I got to go I'll see you soon yeah, Gil needs my support" Brass hurried to end the phone conversation, still feeling that it was best to them all together in person,

"Yeah okay see you guys soon promise, we'll be right there bye" when Brass heard Catherine hang up, he did the same and went to get some coffee for the both of them.

"Here you go, you'll need this" Brass spoke while passing Grissom the coffee cup filled with a caffeine boost,

"When do you think the doctor will come to tell us any news?" Grissom couldn't help but have a little fear, after all, Lurie was a doctor. Grissom shook the thought out of his mind.

"I'm not sure Gil," he looked at the door seeing a doctor about to enter the room "But I think they heard you" he said with a slight smile, a small attempt to lighten the moment.

The doctor entered the room, 'ah fresh smell of brewing tea and coffee' He thought to himself before looking at his file within his hand,

"Family of Sara Sidle?" he asked, Grissom nodded straight away, "Right then I'm doctor Ket, she is in surgery at the moment, the guy who did this really did a number on her face and upper chest area" the doctor said and sat down on the coffee table in front of the two men.

"How bad is it?" Brass was the first to release the question. Grissom shifted in his seat, 'how bad is it? Is she ok is my question' Grissom felt the anger rise in his stomach.

"A few hits to the face and head trauma probably a result in hitting her head against the car or floor, she has a high risk concussion but we don't know how bad it is until she comes around, if she comes round. Two broken ribs that has caused serious damage to one lung and internal bleeding. She is pretty much in a coma, thats all I know so far" The doctor Ket found his hands more interesting than the faces of Grissom and Brass.

"Will she pull through" Grissom allowed himself to finally speak, the doctor gave a slight sigh and took off his glasses, rubbing the bridge of his nose,

"Well as you know, at this point, we don't know. After the surgary and some recovery from Miss Sidle, then perhaps I could tell you more, we don't know I'm sorry"

His pager went off and he quickly stood "I do apologize but I am needed in surgery, I or another doctor dealing with Miss Sidles case will bring more news to you as soon as possible" and with that he made his exit.

Grissom then stood up and started to pace the small room, "This, this can not be happening" he spoke under his breathe harshly, Brass just sat on one of the sofa's and watched, almost afraid of the hidden temper that Gil Grissom could hold.

'This can not be happening'

'Sara, why didn't I warn her'

'I should have been there, this is my fault'

These were the thoughts racing though his mind before a familiar face appeared in the door way,

"Hey Gil" Catherine spoke as she entered the room, "The doctor said Sara's coming out of surgery soon, and we can see her after they've placed her in a room, and cleaned her up" she gave a small smile, which is all she could manage.

"Thank God " Grissom swung his arms in the air in relief, finally sitting back down while the rest of his friends Nick and Warrick entered along with a very upset Greg.

"So, whats the update?" Warrick asked, almost afraid of the answer, he saw Grissom begin to rock back and forth on the couch. His frustration was getting worse and Grissom didn't know how long it would be before he loses it.

"Brass" Nick asked,

"Well, she's not doing so good, head trauma, two broken ribs and internal bleeding" Brass's voice sounded as if he recorded himself, hoping he did not shed a tear of many that were daring to fall.

"Head trauma, internal bleeding, now I know thats bad" Greg couldn't help it, he too paced the room as Grissom once did.

"They don't know yet Greg, shes in a coma along with a concussion they don't know the full extent of the damage yet, until she wakes up or until they do more tests they won't know more, so please calm down your making us more nervous than we really are" Grissom took a deep sigh after that.

The room fell silent, even Grissom thought his hearing was going, but he could still hear the busy hive of the hospital.

'Was she there'

'Did she see the confession'

'Is that why she was there so late'

'This IS my fault'

'He, I should have got him there and then'

Thoughts and questions ran though Grissom's head making him tired. Each passing thought gave him more questions which brought more frustration and the fear of a tear to fall from his reddened eyes. Anger rose quickly every time blaming himself for Sara's situation.

The lack of sound, forced Grissom's eyes to rest for the first time that night, and he began to welcome the peaceful domain of slumber. But all he saw was Sara. She was smiling, saying good night after shift and then suddenly he finds her in the crime labs car park, dying.

"Brass, you said something happened at the interrogation, what?" Catherine asked, sipping at her coffee Warrick past out,

"Well, the only person who really made a confession was Gil, if you know what I mean" Brass looked over to see his dear friend for years finally sleep, slightly moving in distress of the most recent memories.

"Sara huh, God its been almost four hours" Catherine was about to protest more but Grissom's sleep ramblings, everyone turned towards the friend,

"Leave her alone!...worth the risk...Sara...SARA!" Grissom quickly sat up in a cold sweat, his breathing was quick and short.

"You okay Gil" Brass asked and got a coffee for himself and Gil. Cafine seems to be the main source of energy and strength.

"I'm ... fine" he spoke low as he took the coffee from Jim's hand, the smell invaded his nose as he sipped it. The hot liquid soothed his burning throat. Grissom let out an exhausted sigh and shifted in the seat.

The doctor that entered before once again graced everyone with his appearance. Everyone stood up, "Sara Sidle's family?" he asked, seeing more than two men from before, everyone nodded.

"Right shes in her own room. Surgery was a success but we're still in the dark at this moment in time. You can see her but not for too long okay, there is a maximum of visitors, follow me I'll take you to her" he finished and silently asked for everyone to follow him out the room.

Chapter three coming soon...

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