I'm glad you all seem to like this story so much, so here's the conclusion. Enjoy! The Lyrics are to Taylor Swift's Everything Has Changed ft. Ed Sheeran
Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time.
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind.
"You came," she whispered, her tears still threatening to fall, but a small smile beginning to grace her lips.
"Of course I did. Nick called me and told me that you'd collapsed, that you were in the hospital. I've been here ever since; they wouldn't let me in the room until now."
She felt a tear run down her cheek. "I'm sorry for pushing you away, for ending it."
He sat on the bed and wiped her tear away, feeling her cheekbone so close to her skin. "Don't apologize. Liv, what happened?"
"You," she sniffled. "I haven't slept more than a half hour at a time since we broke up. I wake up crying. My heart aches every second of everyday. I can't eat. I've been living off of coffee and have an ulcer to show for it. Brian, we weren't talking, but I never realized how much I truly love you, how much I truly need you in my life until I wound up here," she whispered.
"Olivia," he whispered and pulled her into a gentle hug, afraid to break her fragile frame. "I should have come back. I should have fought harder for you."
She shook her head. "I'm okay. I'll be okay, just, please Bri, please take me back. I need you more than I've ever needed anyone or anything."
"Hey, I'm here, and I'm never going anywhere again." He saw her smile grow, a light in her eyes that had been absent for so long. "Can I kiss you now?"
"Please," she whispered, pulling him closer, their lips crashing together. She rested her hand on the back of his head and let out a gentle moan. She broke the kiss and looked into his eyes. "I've missed you so much. These past two and a half months without you have been torture. I love you."
He took her face in his hands. "I love you, too. I can't even describe how much I've missed you."
She smiled. "Well, since we're here and together, I have some good news. It's still sinking in for me too, they just told me."
"Told you what?"
She felt the tears welling up in her eyes. "I'm pregnant."
"Pre—"
"I had the same reaction. Three months along." She took his hand and rested it on her stomach. "We both love you, and we both need you in our lives."
He pulled her in for another kiss, breaking the kiss after a few minutes. "We're having a baby?"
She nodded quickly. "Yes." She wrapped her arms around him. "God, I want to sit up and talk for days, but now that you're here, and your mine again, no sleep is really catching up with me."
He smiled and caressed her face. "Get some sleep baby. I'll be right here when you wake up."
She moved over in the bed a little and patted the space in the bed. "Come on, I want to be in your arms. Please?"
"What about the doctors?"
"Hey, they want me here for a few days to eat and sleep and what not. Well, if they want me to sleep they need to let you lay in bed with me."
He nodded and climbed in next to her. "Okay, come here."
She smiled and rested her head on his chest, closing her eyes, letting her arm drape over him. She let out a sigh of contentment. "Mm, I've missed this."
He wrapped an arm around her tiny, frail body. He felt tears well up in his eyes. Olivia, his Olivia, had become a shell of the woman she was when he left. He hated himself for not rushing back into the apartment when he heard her sobs for him after he left. He gently rubbed her back. "I missed it too." He kissed the top of her head, holding the kiss a little longer. "Get some rest, baby. We'll talk when you wake up, okay?"
"Hmm." She took a deep breath and drifted off, his heartbeat lulling her into a deep sleep.
Brian ran his fingers through her hair, looking down at her. "I am so sorry, Liv. So, so sorry," he whispered, knowing she was sleeping. He should have gone back, he should have fought harder for her, he should have kept trying, day in and day out until he got her back. He never should have left her alone for two and a half months.
Brian too drifted off into a light sleep about an hour and a half after Olivia fell asleep. The time he was awake he was just watching her. Watching the rise and fall of her breath, he was memorizing her all over again. He felt her stir and felt her lips on his chest. "Liv?" he asked sleepily.
She looked up at him. "Hey baby," she whispered. "That is the most I've slept solidly in almost three months." She kissed him softly. "Thank you."
Brian kissed her back and smiled, running his fingers through her hair. "Any time, babe."
She let out a sigh. "I guess we need to talk, don't we?"
"We probably should."
Olivia sat up. "Bri, I never should have pushed you away. I never should have slapped you. We should have talked and figured out a way to make it work."
"Well, I deserved the slap for the Elliot comment. I never should have brought him up. I said it to hurt you, and I'm sorry." He lifted her chin. "I'm sorry I didn't fight harder to stay Olivia, I know I already said it but seeing you like this… God I hate myself for not fighting harder, for not bursting back through that door when I heard you crying and begging for your forgiveness."
She looked into his eyes. "I was lonely, and I didn't think it could get any worse and I didn't know what to do, so I did the only thing I know how to do. I ran. Little did I know that it could get worse… without you. We need to make this work, Brian. I need you, our baby needs you. I know it's going to be hard with IA, but just promise me you'll come home and wrap me in your arms and kiss me. Promise me you'll fall asleep with me every night and wake up with me every morning."
"I can do that. I'm not IA anymore, I'm in computer crimes. The hours are so much better, and no undercover."
Olivia let out a breath. "We're gonna make this work. You and me, and baby, against the world," she whispered and kissed him passionately. She heard her stomach growl and she smiled. "I think baby's hungry."
He smiled. "Let's get some good food in your belly, and then we can cuddle up some more and just relax."
She smiled and looked at him. "That sounds absolutely perfect." Olivia called the nurse and rested her head on his shoulder.
The nurse walked in a couple minutes later and smiled. "How are you?"
"Better now," she said looking up at Brian. "I'm actually hungry, starving really."
"I'll get you a tray. Chicken and rice okay?"
"That sounds absolutely wonderful. Then again, I'm pretty sure liver and onions would sound good at this point."
"If you want—"
"No, no chicken and rice is fine, thank you," she smiled and saw the nurse walk out and she nuzzled further into Brian's embrace. "I can't wait to get out of here, sleep in our bed again."
"A couple nights won't hurt."
"Bri, I haven't slept in our bed since you left."
He looked down at her. "Why?"
She shrugged. "Didn't feel right, sleeping in our bed by myself, not sure if you'd ever come back. I'd have slept on the couch for the rest of my life."
"Well, the minute we get back home we'll go right to bed and sleep for days. And whatever else you may want to do," he smirked and winked.
"I… I probably look so awful."
"Baby, you're beautiful."
"Bri, don't try to make me feel better. I'm skin and bone; you can see the vertebra in my back, my ribs, my hip bones. I look sickly."
Brian kissed the top of her head. "Okay, baby you just tell me when, and I'll be right here."
She looked into his eyes. "I'll get there," she smiled. "And I'm never going so long without food again. It's weird, it's not even like I was purposely starving myself. Even the smell of food made my stomach turn. I know I should have tried to make myself eat… I wasn't hungry. Time blended together. I didn't realize how long it had been."
He nodded. "I'm just so glad you're okay. I'm so glad that you're back in my arms."
She rested her head on his chest. "I'm always going to be here, baby. I'm not going anywhere ever again."
He held her tight. He didn't know what else to do; all he knew is that he never planned on letting her go again.
After a couple days, Olivia was released, Captain Howard told her to take some time to get back to her fully functioning self before she returned to work. She only took a couple days, but when she went back, she was definitely back at the top of her game, going after perps, helping the victims, doing what she was best at. The weeks passed and Olivia gained back the weight she lost and some from the pregnancy. A small bump was forming where their child was growing.
Olivia put on one of Brian's favorite bra and panty combos and one of his ties and sat at the desk they had in their bedroom, her feet propped up on the cherry wood surface. She heard the door open and close and heard her boyfriend's voice call out for her. "In here, baby."
He walked in and looked at her. "Nice tie." He smirked.
She pushed the chair away from the desk and walked over to him and wrapped her arms around him. "I got my body back," she whispered in his ear, gently biting his ear, then his neck, pressing her body to his. "And I want you."
He wrapped his arms around her waist, his hands trailing down to her ass, grabbing it. "You are so sexy," he whispered in her ear, kissing her neck.
She tilted her head and closed her eyes, letting out a breathless moan. "Mm, I've missed this."
He smirked and picked her up and carried her to their bed, laying her down and climbing on top of her. "I've missed you," he whispered.
She looked up into his eyes and pushed his suit jacket off his shoulders, untying his tie and taking it off of him, tossing it to the side, unbuttoning his shirt, running her hands over his chest. "I missed you, too. Baby, make love to me."
He kissed her passionately, running his hand over her body. When her back arched he slipped his hands beneath her and unhooked her bra, taking it off of her and tossing it to the side. He kissed her chest, taking one of her nipples into his mouth, flicking his tongue over it. He let her breast go, kissing back to her lips. "You're so sexy in just my tie and your lace thong."
She let out a soft moan feeling his tongue on her breast. "I bet I'll look even sexier in just the tie."
His hands trailed down her sides and took the sides of her panties in his hands, pulling them off her legs. He kissed up her legs, kissing her inner thighs. He looked up at her. Her head was thrown back, her eyes closed, her back arched. He got close to her pussy, so close she could feel his breath on her clit and she let out a moan.
"Baby please," she begged.
He lapped at her pussy, tasting her and letting out a moan. She tasted so good. He pushed two fingers inside of her, his lips wrapping around her clit, sucking on it. Her hand found its way to the back of his head, tugging at his hair. She moaned and bit her bottom lip. He started moving his fingers in and out of her, quickly, he wanted to taste her when she came, he wanted to make love to her, he wanted to make her come over and over again.
"Fuck, baby!" she gasped and felt her legs start to shake around his head. "Oh that feels so good. Oh baby, yeah. Oh I'm gonna come," she whined. She felt every muscle in her body clench, stilling his fingers inside of her as she came hard, as Brian licked her clean, taking his fingers out of her and sucking them. "Oh that's so sexy."
He kissed back up to her lips. "So are you, and you taste fucking incredible baby." He kissed her again, letting her taste herself on his lips. He heard her moan pushing his shirt off of his shoulders, and run her hands down his chest, undoing his belt and pants and pushing them off, taking his dick in her hand, starting to stroke him. He broke the kiss and moaned.
She ran her hands back up his chest, resting them on his shoulders. "I need you. Now," she whispered.
He looked down into her eyes and slowly pushed inside of her. He felt how tight she was and he groaned. "So good, baby."
She seethed and arched her back as he filled her so completely, stretching her walls. "Oh, yeah baby. Please move, oh God, please!"
He started thrusting into her at a slow, steady pace. The only sounds through the apartment were the sounds of their soft, breathless moans and grunts, their lips smacking as they kissed passionately, slowly, rough. This was the first time in what seemed like forever that they had been together like this, and they wanted tonight to last, needed tonight to last.
They made love for hours, falling over the edge of ecstasy together, screaming each other's names. He fell on top of her after they rode out their orgasms and kissed the skin of her shoulder. "God I missed you, Liv."
She had her eyes closed, a lazy smile on her face. "I missed you too, Bri." She ran her hands over his back and hugged him tight. Her lips were next to his ear when she whispered to him. "Promise me forever."
He looked into her eyes before kissing her softly. "Forever and a day," he whispered against her lips.
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