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Epov:

After Alice left I kept hunting just pondering things. Bella had promised me she wouldn't go see that mutt Jacob but she did. She doesn't get that I go crazy when she's there because she's around the wolves and we can't see her. I can't exist without her but she doesn't seem to care. I need to tell her how I feel though because I can't keep doing this. I love her more than my own life but she needs to choose.

After I finished hunting on Sunday evening I went to the house to find Bella waiting in my room. Alice and the others are going shopping to give us space to talk.

She was sitting on the bed when I walked in. She looked guilty but her eyes didn't hold any remorse.

"Hey." She said hesitantly when I didn't walk to her

"Hey? That's all you have to say?" I asked disbelieving

"I know I promised I wouldn't go to Jacob's but he needed me. He's going through a lot with our engagement and he needs a friend." She said

"He needs a friend? What about the rest of the pack Bella? You cannot possibly be his only friend." I stated

"I am his best friend Edward and he needed me." She said getting some anger in her voice.

"He needed you? What about me? Did you not care at all how I would feel? What about the promise? Does that not matter at all to you?" I said raising my voice.

"Edward I didn't mean to break the promise but I had to and it's not even that big of a deal calm down." She said defiantly.

"Calm down! Bella It may not have been a big deal to you but it was to me! You don't understand that do you? All you cared about was that the mutt-"she cut me off.

"Do NOT call him that!" she screamed.

"Oh so I can't call him that but it doesn't matter to you when you sit there and hear him call me and my family bloodsuckers and leeches? You just don't care do you? You know you call us your family but you don't act like it around them. You need to choose Bella because I can't do this unless you're sure. I can't make you like me to have you regret it the rest of your life. I can't sit here every day wondering if you love him and not me. I also can't just sit and watch you hurt me and my family! You know you never even hang out with Alice anymore. I love you Bella more than anything but you have to choose and until you do I don't think we should see each other."I Screamed going to a whisper at the end.

By the end of my rant she had tears streaming down her face and she kept opening and closing her mouth. But I thought it would be best if we didn't talk until she figured things out.

"I'll have Alice take you home." I said

"Edward I-"she started but I cut her off.

"I think you should take time and think about everything before we talk again." I said and then even though it killed me to do so I walked out the door and ran to the meadow before calling Alice to go take Bella home. Once that was done I broke down dry sobbing.

Bpov:

After Edward left I sat there sobbing. I knew he was right. I need to choose I can't have them both even if I want to. I didn't realize how much I was hurting Edward. I'm so selfish. I don't deserve him. I didn't even realize it hurt him when Jake called him that and I should've. I really need to apologize to him but he doesn't want to see me. He probably hates me. I also hurt Alice. I haven't even really spent time with her since they got back because I'm always trying to go to see Jacob somehow. The Cullen's risked their lives for me and I repay them by treating them like dirt. I'm a horrible person.

I hear Alice come in the room and she just shook her head and waved a hand for me to follow her. Now I know why she isn't talking to me and I feel really bad. I can tell in her eyes that I've hut her a lot but I hurt Edward more and right now I need to focus on that. When we got out to the car I got in and we drove to my house silently. When I was getting out Alice broke her silence.

"You know Bella I really thought of you as a sister but you treated Edward so badly lately and I need you guys to work it out and then we need to speak as well. I hope you guys can fix things but if you hurt him again I don't think we can be friends. He's my big brother and he doesn't deserve to be treated this way. You have basically cheated on him not physically but emotionally. You told him you love him more and are engaged to him but engaged people don't do this." With that she drove away.

I went up to my room and cried myself to sleep.

Apov:

I felt bad saying those things to Bella but I know she needed to hear it. She hasn't been realizing what she's doing to Edward. When I was driving back to the house I got a vision.

Edward was sitting in the meadow and dry sobbing but then he started to actually cry. Venom tears were streaming down his face as he shook with gut wrenching sobs.

I was horrified. Bella had changed Edward a lot when she came and mostly for the better. But vampires don't cry. Now Edward was hurt so bad he actually cried! I raced as fast as I could to the meadow to find Edward still crying. I ran to him and pulled his head in my lap as he cried.

"Alice do you think she loves me more? Honestly." He asked once he'd calmed down.

"I don't know how Bella feels Edward but I can tell you that she risked her life to save you. The way she looks at you Edward it's with so much love and even though she may not have a good way of showing it lately. But I know it will all work out. Trust me I know these things I said as I tapped my head and looked at him knowingly.

He smiled a small smile and then we got up and ran back home.

As we were going into the house he spoke to me.

"Alice thank you. You've helped me so much ever since I met Bella. You're the best little sister ever." He said

"You're the best big brother too Edward no matter what." I said

He hugged me before returning to his room and I ran to Jasper.

A/N: Thank you to all of you who reviewed! I will try to update again tomorrow. Let me know what you think of this