Well I can see this isn't doing to well, i hope it gets better. So here is chapter 2 even if no ones reading it. Well it is near christmas so that could be it to but anyways here you go.

Oh by the way you say the name Kimara (Kim-are-a).

Chapter 2: Kimara

Rowel stood up shocked. "You mean...you don't...that's impossible."

Angel stepped foreword with his arms now unfolded. "What's going on?"

"Maybe one of the plains got your mind all jumbled." Spike subjected now sitting up straight.

Rowel looked back and forth between Spike and Angel. "My mind is perfectly fine." Rowel shook his head and began pacing. "This is impossible. The whole word doesn't remember who Kimara is but me. This isn't right." He muttered to him self then stopped and turned to Angel. "Where's your books?"

Angel pointed to the corner of the room where a small book shelf stood with demon history books staked in it. Then he looked at Spike worried.

Cordelia shook her head, shaking the little bit of confusion away. Things were always confusing around this place. "Can I go home now?" Cordelia whined.

Angel nodded still watching Rowel franticly search through books. "Yeah sure"
Cordelia smile. "Good. See you tomorrow." With that she gathered her things up and walked out the front door.

Again Rowel shook his head. "This isn't right. All it mentions is Drusilla, no Kimara. But there never was a Drusilla."

Angel walked toward Rowel. "Who's Kimara spouse to be?"

Rowel scoffed. "To make a long story short he was with Kimara not Drusilla." Rowel pointed to Spike. "Drusilla never excited. There was only ever Kimara in his life as was he in hers."

Angel and Spike knew Rowel would never lie to either of them. And it was impossible for another world to affect someone's memory who wasn't from that world. And they also knew Rowel was acting too serious to be lying.

Spike thought for a moment. The only women he had ever loved in his life and undead life never truly loved him back. Cecily no doubt about it, never had feelings of love for him. And Drusilla, she did love him but only in the beginning. Eventually she lost interest in him and began carrying on with others. "Did she love me?" Spike asked while still staring off into space.

Rowel smiled and nodded. "Always, with every fiber of her being. She loved you from the first moment she show you. Although she didn't know it was love then, she didn't understand what love was. But as she grew up and began understanding what it was she knew it had been love the whole time." Rowel paused and laughed. "The first time you two met, you were 12 and she was 5 days old. You know it's amazing how much times have changed. Today it would be discussing for two people to be in love with a 13 year age difference. But back in the day it was normal." Rowel shook his head trying to get back on topic. "Anyways, Kimara was screaming bloody murder from being handled so much but her mum put her in your arms anyways. She kept on crying until she looked up at you. The moment she looked up at you and saw your face she stopped crying. You told me that story once. You know you were so proud of her, almost as much as she was proud of you. She never once thought about leaving you. Never would she let that thought cross her mind. She knew she was nothing with out you, her life would be hell. And now the one thing she never wanted to think about is true. She's living in hell. That is if she remembers ...or if she's even still alive. "Rowel shook his head at that thought, "No, no one would ever think about killing her."

Spike stood up from the coach and walked over to where Angel and Rowel were standing. If what Rowel said was true, then someone took away the one person in his life that ever loved him back. Spike didn't know what his life with Kimara was like but he knew it had to be better then the one he was living now. "I can't remember her at all but I know I want her back."