Howdy guys!

So... I've been thinking, and I've decided to write a part for Lily too. But after this, it's really gonna be over.

Don't you just love these two? :D

Okay then, let's begin!

Sev.

You were so brave. So brave in keeping my son safe. And for that, I am thankful.

Thank you, Sev. Thank you so much.

You think I hate you, don't you? After that night. After that mistake from you. You think I have never forgiven you.

But I have, Sev. I have forgiven you. I could never stay angry at you. But… we couldn't be together. I'm sorry, but we couldn't. We were never meant to be together in the first place, Sev.

I know you tried to protect me. From the first day our eyes met, from the time you introduced me to the world of magic. When we came into Hogwarts, I wished so hard to be in the same House as you. I didn't care whether I was in Slytherin or Ravenclaw or in any House. I just wanted to be with you.

I guess I was too naïve to think that.

We were split apart. But I thought that it was okay. We could still meet in classes, or at lunch and break times. I still wanted to stay with you.

And I did. I thought our relationship could last.

But slowly, we drifted apart. Yes, we still met, and chatted, and laughed, but… it didn't feel the same. It wasn't the same as before. You felt colder to me. I know, I was cold to you too. Because of the Death Eater wish. You wanted to be a Death Eater. Maybe that's why we weren't as close. I felt repulsed. But I couldn't leave you. I was already too attached to you.

You were like a brother to me, Sev. An older brother who would take care of me no matter what happens. I've always thought of you as my brother. And no more.

But that fateful night broke everything. It broke everything apart. I know you didn't mean it. But that word severed the last thread of trust and friendship that held us together, Sev.

I admit it, at that time, I was angry with you. When we were small, you said that born in a Muggle family didn't mean anything! I never knew you would say that. That… that word. Especially to me.

But you did.

I was heartbroken, Sev. How could you?

But staying angry at you won't change anything, nor make anything better, would it? So I forgave you. But we were never friends again. I could see you longing for me. I was longing for you, too, Sev. But I knew, once we got back again, the same ending would be waiting for us. Once is enough, Sev. I didn't want to cry again, nor I wanted you to be sad again.

So I shoved down my feelings for you, and I tried to love somebody else.

And that somebody was James.

He helped me, Sev. He saw me crying in the toilet, that night when we broke apart. He comforted me. And at that moment, I decided. I hoped that he would be the one to patch me up. And he was. He isn't as bad as you think he is, Sev.

But saying all this doesn't help, does it?

I tried to persuade myself that we were no more, that I had no feelings for you. I never had any more feelings for you other that a brother. I told myself that everyday, and I tried to forget you. To forget you, so that Severus Snape was only a boy I met in Hogwarts, only a wisp of memory inside my head. That's it.

But did it work?

I married James, I was pregnant, and I had Harry. Harry Potter, my pride, my joy, even until now.

I thought I finally found a happy family. A family to come back each day, and see a loving husband and a cute little toddler waiting for me. So I could forget that painful relationship with you.

But Voldemort came. He came for us. I tried to protect Harry with all my might. I begged him to spare my boy. There was a green flash, and everything was gone.

That was the end.

But now I am here, Sev. I'm coming for you, Sev.

Because after I died, I could finally collect my thoughts. Thoughts about you. I realized, I couldn't forget you. I never forgot about you.

I was lying to myself all along, Sev. Lying to myself about you. True, I loved James. I still love him, but your place in my heart could never be replaced. By James, by Harry, or by anyone!

I love you, Sev.

I can finally say this.

I can finally say this out loud.

You weren't only a brother to me, Sev. You were much more. But when I was still alive, I couldn't admit it. I couldn't admit to myself that I had fallen in love with someone who aspired to become a Death Eater, someone who wanted to follow Voldemort.

Mostly, someone who was supposed to be only my best friend, and no more. But after I passed, I knew that I couldn't deny myself any longer. When I saw you weeping and begging Dumbledore, I felt my heart rip again. Each and every step you made, I followed you. I always watched over you, Sev.

I love you.

I'm coming to pick you up, Sev. I want to be with you again, to see that smile when you're satisfied, and that warm glow emitting from your eyes I still remember from childhood.

I'm coming, Sev.

Wait for me.

Once again, please review my story! I was kinda depressed for my Snape part cuz no one reviewed... BOOHOO... So please, take the time to click and type something, whether it's a 'hi', or a comment, or anything!

I really want to know what people think about my writing. KAY? *puppy eyes*

Bye for now!

~Stormy~