A/N: First, my native language isn't English but I always read FF in English so I decided to try writting one. Any grammatical and spelling mistakes are mine, so if you see one just let me a comment about it :) Thanks!

Also, this is a three-shot RPF. It's NOT Quinntana but RIVERGRON. I don't know... I'm a huge fan of Brittana and HeYa but after season 4 I just thought that maybe Quinn/Dianna deserved a chance with Santana/Naya. So I give it a try. Hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee and I do not know the people I'm naming here (but I wish I did!). This is a fictional story loosely based on real people that I do not actually know. All characterizations and events are a product of my imagination, even if I wish they weren't just that.

"I'm in love with you"

Chapter 2

Dianna's POV

It's almost midnigh when I hear a knock on my door. I got back home from France a couple of days ago but I'm still on vacation so I'm spending my time being lazy on my couch. I get up and go to the door to see who's here.

It's Naya.

Saying I'm surprised is an understatement. We haven't talk since that day in Paris when I called her. She said we would talk soon. Well, she never called.

"Hi... what are you doing here?" I ask confused.

"Hi" she looks at me in the eyes. She's wearing dark blue jeans, a plain white top, her favourite trainers and no make up at all. It's not even remotely fancy but she still looks beautiful to me "Can we talk?"

I nod and move to a side so she can step in. I close the door behind us and look at her.

"Why did you say you're in love with me?"

I've expected for the subject to come up at some point but I didn't think it would do it so soon. She catches me out of guard. I look into her deep brown eyes looking for some sort of clue. She doesn't blink, nor looks away. She seems nervous but still somehow secure of what she has asked. So I muster up all the courage I can find and say the most obvious thing.

"Because I do" I reply in a whisper trying to sound calm even if I feel like the floor is moving under my feet.

"But why?" she insists.

I don't even have to think of an answer.

"I'm in love with you 'cause you're the most wonderful person I've ever met. You're so sweet and kind and funny and so so beautiful. I'm in love with you 'cause when you smile the world ligths up and when you sing everything else just disappears. I love the way you move, the way your eyes shine when you're happy, how you can always confort me when I'm down, your laugh. You have no idea how much I love your laugh, I could recognize it anywhere. I'm in love with you 'cause when you hugh me or take my hand or even just say my name I feel like the most special girl in the whole universe and 'cause..." I sigh, kind of frustrated. I can't put in words what she makes me feel, all sounds so small and insignificant compared with my feelings for her "I don't now Nay" I say looking to the ground. Even my voice feels small "I love you just 'cause you're you"

I look up and find her looking at her feet, her hands in the front pockets of her jeans. We stay in silence for a while, maybe a minute or two, maybe less, but it feels like hours to me.

"Are you ok?" my voice is quiet and concerned. I don't know why she's so shy all of sudden but I fear it's because she's thinking about the things I said. I fear that she might run away. I put a hand on her shoulder, trying my best to control my insecurities. My mouth feels dry and I feel incredibly weak.

"I guess" she pauses and sighs "You...I mean, I..." she takes a deep breath and I wait for her to continue "This really confuses me"

"Why?"

I realize I shouldn't have asked her that after the words come out of my mouth.

"'Cause I... I like you. A lot. And... I don't know what to do about that"

I remove my hand from Naya's shoulder and that makes her lift her head. I close my eyes and lean into the door. I should be happy but Naya looks so insecure that I don't know how to take what she has just said. I don't feel like I could deal with that right now. I need a shower, a full glass of licor or something like that and a good night of sleep.

"Please, say something...?" she begs in a whisper. I open my eyes. She's close to tears; I wish I could relieve her doubts but I don't know what to say, what to feel. I mean, she said she likes me but she's with Sean. She's straight, for God's sake. I'm a masochist for falling for her but I'm not going to allow myself to go anywhere further than that. I just can't.

"I don't know what do you want to hear Nay" I answer sincerely "Oh God, this is all so fuck up" I groan to myself.

She hears me and a shy smiled crosses her lips. She takes a step foward, takes my hands and pulls me closer to her so she can catch me in a big hug. She places my hands in her waist and I bury my head in her neck although she's shorter than me, breathing in her scent as I feel her hands rubbing my back.

"So..." she begins "you think I'm beautiful" I smile in her neck and can almost sense her smirking in a very Santana's way "but you say nothing about me being hot. I'm offended" she teases. I laugh.

"You're smoking hot"

"Oh yes I am"

I laugh a little harder and my movements send a shiver through Naya's body. That makes me self-conscious and nervous again so I pull away slowly. We're both silent and shy and avoiding each other one more time that night. It's like a circle that never ends.

"You better go" I say to her.

"Di..." she tries "Can I stay here the night?"

"What?"

"Please..."

"But what about...?"

She cuts me off.

"Don't say it"

"Naya, you might not want to hear ir but you have a boyfriend, you know..."

"Please Di. I don't care. It's not like I'm going to cheat on him or anything" she raises her eyes to meet mine. The second she does it I know she's already won this discusion "It's just tonight. Please"

I sigh.

"I guess I can use the sofa"

My appartment is not that big. I wanna to keep it simple so I have no guess room. When Lea or any other friend is here we just share my bed. But I don't trust myself being there with Naya. I don't trust her either.

"Don't. Please come to bed with me"

I open my eyes wide.

"No way" I shake my head "No, no way! No fucking way"

She's still staring at me with her pleadding eyes. I hate her.

"Ok, ok" I surrender "but please stop looking at my like that"

She smiles slightly and holds her hand for me to grab as she leads us to my bedroom.

Naya's POV

I have absolutely no idea about why I came to Di's place in the middle of the night or why I said I like her or why I asked her to go to bed with me. My God, why the hell did I ask her that!? It's so no me... but I'm not even sure if I'm myself anymore.

I take Di's hand and walk with her to her room. I've been here before many times; we used to spend our "girl's nights" at Di's with Hemo and Le, but I know this time is going to be different.

Di frozes at her bedroom door, looking at her double-sized bed.

"Nay, what are we doing?" she asks me "I'm gonna go back to the living room..." she intends to leave but I'm still grabbing her hand so she stays.

I wish I could tell her everything's going to be ok but I'm not sure that's true. Jesus, she was right, this is so fuck up... Sensing her fears and her doubts I decide to be the braver one. I don't feel brave at all but I consider myself a good actress and even if Di knows me well I think I can pretend and not be discovered. She's no Hemo after all.

"Do you have some pijamas I could borrow?" I ask her trying to sound casual. My voice seems to get her out of her thoughts; she goes to her wardrobe and handles me a loose T-shirt and a pair of pink shorts. When she goes to the bathroom to change herself I put my pijamas on. It's strange this feeling of being awkward around each other. We've never had a problem changing clothes in front of each other before.

When I'm done I climb to the bed. From habit I lay in the right side and wait for Di to get in bed too before turning the lamp off. We lay there in silence, each one in her side of the bed, for almost an hour. I can't sleep and I know Di can't either though I'm facing the wall and not her. Her presence so near me but at the same time so far away disturbes me. I turn to face the ceiling and stay with my eyes open. The room is completely dark but it's darker inside my head.

I hear her take a deep breath and that's all it takes for me to turn to her and look for her hand. I feel her arm right next to me and follow it until I find her right hand resting in her stomach. I intertwine my fingers with hers. The movements of her torso (up and donw, up and down in a calm rhythm) slows down the speed of my thoughts until I'm almost not thinking at all, just feeling. I get closer to her and bury my head in her neck. I smell her skin (floral, sweet) and I can't do anything but give her a small kiss there. I just couldn't help myself. She shivers and I can feel her breath racing, just like mine is. She turns her head and kiss me in the forehead and it's the sweetest kiss no one ever gave me. I close my eyes as I feel Dianna's body turning to hug me.

I give her a peck on her lips before we both fall asleep.

Hey you! Thaks for reading! I have some ideas for the last chapter but I just can't make my mind: should they end up together or not?