Based on a prompt in which Aoko gets rejected by Kaito (bc he wants to end it with Pandora and Kid before accepting her feelings) and *eventually* falls in love with Kid instead.
Tears cold as ice rolled down her cheeks, painfully irrigated by her fierce hot blood. Wind swirled around her, infiltrating her poorly covered skin and rolling her in a transparent blanket at the same time. The people passing near by, the eternal city's lights and sounds were assaulting her eyes and ears. She ignored it all.
I'm sorry, Aoko. But...
"Don't say it", she begged, bitting her lip as the memory appeared again in her confused brain. "Please, don't say it."
I can't answer...
Her knees against her chest, like a wall against the entire world. The fabric of her skirt in her clenched fist, tighting it up with such strenght it was about to be torn apart.
...To your feelings.
An ugly cry came out of her throat.
It was not fair. But it was not like it had ever been in the first place.
In front of the big clock, her body as tiny as an ant compared to it, Aoko was weeping. She did not want to cry. Did it really deserve her tears? It wouldn't change anything anyway, no matter how many of them were falling to the cold ground, on this lonely night.
She had always been afraid to be alone, especially in the dark -even though this last part was more a childish fear than rationnal issue. But something was scarier than this.
She could not remember how she got here. She could only remember Kaito's rejection and sorrowful expression, on the path home.
Did she run away, naturally followed the way to come back to the place they met as if it would rewind time? Was she so desperate not to see him anymore, she refused to go home? She could not tell.
She merely had her school uniform on her. No bag. No phone. Not even a single yen.
Even if she wanted, she could not go home. Her father would worry sick... if only he knew.
"Ah, who am I kidding?" She bitterly laughed, desperatly trying to wipe her non-stopping tears. "Tonight's Kid's heist... Dad's too busy to worry... about m...me..."
She wanted to laugh. It only hurt her already painful heart more. She buried her face into her knees.
Disappear. Disappear. She only wanted to disappear from this world where she failed her best friend, trying to confess childish feelings before their paths would definitely separate after their last year of high school, where her parents were stolen from her, one by a job where everyone made fun of him despite his restless efforts, another by unfair destiny. Where the man she hated the most in the universe was loved by the entire population.
"Vanish", she wished to herself as she tapped upon her cheeks. "Vanish! Nobody will miss you, anyway...!"
"I'd gladly grant this wish, Miss; but a true magician cannot make such a sad will come true."
Her heart jumped, her eyes widened as this one last man, this one whom she thought the less to be here at such a moment, was looking down at her with a smirk.
"Kid!..."
She gasped, unable to even make an intelligible answer at first. On the other hand, he leaned down to her in his usual perfect white suit, presenting her a colourful handkerchief close to her face.
"Tears do not match your face."
He was about to wipe out her drenched cheeks, when she instantely slapped his hand and jumped upon her two legs.
"Don't touch me! EVERYONE! HE'S HERE!" she screamed. "THE REAL KID'S HERE!"
She expected the near crowd to run to her, making her able to find a phone and call the police ; but her yell met nothing but silence and emptiness.
"...Eh?"
No one. There was no one anymore. The street was desertic. The people. The lights. The sounds.
Everything had disappeared. Only the faint noise of the wind remained.
"...How..."
"You wanted to disappear from this world." Kid calmly smiled. "But I couldn't answer to your wish; and when confronted to a problem, turn it upside down..."
"...You made the world disappear?"
If she could see his eyes underneath his hat and monocle, she would undeniably see a malicious glimmering in them while he nodded.
"That's not-"
"Possible? Nothing's impossible to me. I thought you'd come to notice it, being the inspector's daughter..."
She frowned. Wouldn't he be toying with her for no reason?
"What do you want? You should be at your heist. If this is about the time we got trapped together... I don't really consider I own you anything."
"Even though I saved you? Twice?"
The images of him grasping her so she wouldn't get impaled by the trap's 'punishment', and sweating while she realized he projected himself on the broken glass instead of her, flashed through her mind. She was, of course, grateful for that. But they'd never had gotten into such a situation if he never stole in the first place.
"I did not ask you to do so." She protested, her hands firmly on her hips despite tears still running down her face.
A slight silence infiltrated the air. Aoko wished she could ignore him, escape him, go home. But if she did, he would see how trembling her whole body was -and it was a sign of weakness she did not want to show to this man.
He eventually laughed, his lips twisting in a way... so familiar.
"Is this because your phone recorded when I said I had to strip you down to exchange our clothes?"
Her eyes opened widely. No, he could not!... Her father took immediatly her phone afterward as a proof object, and he promised they would go over that-
"You are horrible! Pervert!"
"It was a necessary sacrifice I was willing to make", he smirked very proudly. "And you are right, you don't own me anything. I, myself, have no regrets about acting as I did."
She frowned. Which part of it was a 'sacrifice'? Was it a way to say he didn't enjoy the view?
"You're still a jerk."
She did not say it with as much conviction as she wished she did.
"How cold-hearted, Miss."
"Whatever! Just answer me! What are you here for?! What are your reasons?!"
"Is there to be a reason?"
"Uh?..."
He dreamly glanced at the shining stars upon them, his hands in his pockets.
"I am the only man left in your life, after all. You lost your best friend -or at least you think so- with whom you shared friendship and romantic love. You lost your father -because of me, I won't lie- with whom you shared family love. There's only me left. The man you hate the most passionnatly."
She did not know what to answer. Her wrath lightly faded away. She did not even hate him that much. She did not like him, either. He just was... an anomally she wished could be gone of her life.
"...That doesn't make any sense."
A frank laugh got out of his throat again. "Feelings aren't supposed to always make sense. I think magic works that way, too. The heart has reasons which reason knows nothing of... Pascal, was it?"
Did he seriously thought he could impress her with that?
"He wasn't talking about human feelings in this extract", she firmly protested. "It was about the relationship mankind has with God."
"Just because a sentence was used in a specific context doesn't mean it cannot be applied in another if done right: isn't all what double-meaning and interpretation is about? Without that, I couldn't write my dear riddle cards... and 'I don't hate you' wouldn't mean 'I love you' any longer in love declaration. Isn't that right, miss Nakamori?"
She caught a bright blue glitter in his eyes who pierced through her. If only she could read into her own heart as much as he did. It was... frustrating. How could he know all of that about her, anyway? They barely talked for the few times they met. Then how come he knew exactly what was wrong?
"I should not love Kaito. I know I shouldn't" she admitted. "For my own sake. I mean, I am an ugly, flat-chested girl... just as he says. I am no match to anyone. I knew he'd reject me. I know he would. And yet... I still tried... And I... I..."
She felt liquid pearls form in her eyes again, her throat twitching at the truth she was about to tell. As useful as trying to extinguish an eternal fire.
"I ruined everything! I lost everything! Now, he will go away after we graduate... And we'll lose contact, because it'd be too awkward to talk afterward... and... a-and... I'll regret it all my damn life..."
Her nails gripped her filthy uniform as she tried to not scream -she did not care about damaging it anymore. Anytime soon, it would end up in the attic, along with her high-school life memories... and the one she made with Kaito's her whole life.
It was hurting. Hurting. Hurting. She had lost many friends between middle and high school -distance knew very well how to torn apart many friendships. But she never thought it would happen with Kaito. It wasn't even imaginable.
When they will turn into adult... before, she thought it would change nothing. Time would be nothing. They'd still be the goofies they always have been. They would always tease one another until one cracks. They would eat ice creams. He would offer her blue roses she always wondered where he kept. They would always eat at her house -and from time to time he'd have the horrible surprise to have fish for dinner. Forever and ever.
But everything changed, because of her stupid actions. Just because she told herself she wasn't willing to keep this a secret anymore. Because she wanted to be 'more than friends'.
...What a stupid expression. She wanted them to become lovers. This was the real, actual word.
Was it anything more than a teenager curiosity? Would it have bloomed into true love you see in the movies? Ridiculous.
It is not like it mattered in anyway now. Everything was ruined.
If only the clock they were under could rewind time just a little, little earlier...
She suddenly felt something soft caressing her head. She lifted her eyes -only to see Kid patting her.
She was about to burst out in rage for a second, thinking he was mocking her -nevertheless, soon his pat became a sweet caress of his glove on her wet cheek, as soft as the feathers of a dove.
"You should not give so much credits on a man's thought, miss. Boys, exceptionnally at that age, often say things they do not mean. Furthermore, you cannot know what will happen in the future. Even I can't. It is why life is exciting. It is why we yearn for tomorrow."
"But you- you said it yourself! Now the only man left in my life is... you... Ah... ah. I always get the short end of the stick, it seems..."
"Who said it was a bad thing?"
Before she could even get a surprised expression on her face, his arms hold her tight. Tighter than she has been hugged for years. And again, so familiar...
She could feel his heartbeat, which was the only proof she had that this miraculous phantom thief was an actual human being and not a robot programmed to steal. His warmth, quickly spreading on her skin, somehow comforted her. The tears weren't heavily falling on the ground, now. She had a shoulder to cry upon.
"Nobody can see the beautiful rose you've blossomed into, can they?"
She did not answer. He simply raised his head, looked at her right in the eyes.
It was as if the blue shade of his irises could penetrate the darkness of anything the world could offer, even her own shadow. It felt like she could abandon herself to him without the slightest fear.
"But I can."
Her sapphire-alike eyes had the reflection of the full moon upon them, and the tears made them sparkled like legendary jewels. A sweet wind made her uniform and hair flutter along with his cape.
When his firm lips met hers on this strange night, she neither had the strenght or the desire to push him away anymore.
"OUCH! It hurts!"
The big bump on Aoko's head was the proof of a troublesome wake up. How did she manage to hit the wall in her sleep?! She touched her forehead, a slight tear of pain stuck in her eye.
"I was in the middle of a dream here!"
She freezed. The white suit of Kid's appeared in her memory.
A dream. A dream.
It was nothing but a dream! She put a hand on her heart, sighting in pure relief.
"Oh, thank God!"
Everything made perfect sense, now. For the love of God, she did NOT kiss Kid in the most illogical way, she did not cry upon his shoulder: it was nothing but merely a trick made up by her unconscient!
"That was why he looked so much like..."
She suddenly remembered. Everything was not a creation of her mind. Yesterday... she...
She could see it so easily. Her and Kaito, on the way home. Her, with her confused words, her freezing body, trying to confess to this boy with whom she had shared most of the sweetest childhood that could ever be. Him, not understanding. Denying.
Rejecting.
I'm sorry, Aoko. I can't answer...
"...To your feelings."
The words died upon her trembling lips. Ah... so it did happened, didn't it? The memory of her running home, not even looking back at him, not even knowing if he tried to follow her, exploding in tears as soon as the door of her empty house was closed. Crying herself to sleep. Eventually falling into Morpheus' arms only because her mind could not take how desastrous and destroyed she felt.
Her unconscient just tried to comfort her. It appeared crystal clear to her now.
"Ah... I really am... pathetic."
