The next sequel… Without further ado….
Chapter 2
What will happen to me?
Bella's POV:
It's been a week since he left. The day that he left makes me miserable. I didn't eat or drink anything, and I didn't go to school. Every night, I would scream in my sleep, begging him to come back, and in that case, Charlie would come to my room to see why I'm screaming. One day, I always… Okay, that doesn't help. Everyday, I always think of him, about the days we spent together. Now, my life is totally crushed. I might actually try to kill myself. Eventually, I'm gonna get killed. That's the only thing to do.
Before he left, he told me not to do anything reckless or stupid, and I told him yes. Since I'm such a klutz, it's very easy to get killed. And, that means, I broke my promises to him. After all, I had no desire to become a vampire. That would make Edward happy. He never wanted me to become like him, and now, his dreams come true. I turned on the radio, and 'Unfaithful' by Rihanna started to play.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Cause I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it ills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
Our love
His trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it through his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore
And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer
No, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah
I rolled restlessly on my bed, hoping death would come and take me away, crying my heart out loud. My hopes are fading away, not a chance that Edward might come back.
Edward's POV:
I asked Alice to keep tabs on Bella. I just can't bear to leave her. I've just made the biggest mistake in my whole life. I wouldn't go hunting until it was necessary, and I always try to keep out of the crowd. I'm at Tanya's house, and everyday, I would lock myself in my room in her house, regretting what I have done. One day, when I was out hunting with Alice, I heard Alice thought, 'What the hell is she doing? She's gonna get killed!' I asked her, "Who, Alice?" "Bella." she replied. I darted into the house, grab my keys from my room, went to my Volvo, and then sped up. "You're gonna be at the place where Bella is before she try to kill herself!" Alice shouted.
At the highway, I realised that Bella tries to kill herself because I left her, so I sped up until my speedometer read 200 km. When I reached Forks, I'm trying hard to figure out where she would be, finding out I had no idea, I texted Alice, and she replied, "The cliff near your meadow." I parked my car at the house, and found Bella's truck there too. I ran to the forest behind, trying to locate her scent. When I found her scecnt, I ran in the direction that leads to our meadow, and found her on the cliff near the meadow. I stopped her before she could jump off that damned cliff, and kill herself. "Bella!" I shouted. "What are you trying to do? You promised me not to do anything reckless!" I spun her so she is looking at me. I gasped, she looked very depressed, her eyes looked lifeless, and her cheek doesn't have the same rosy colors that once were in there. She's a whole lot paler than me, and that makes her looked like a ghost.
Bella's POV:
I'm at the cliff near my used-to-be meadow, the same place where Edwarde once brought me, trying to get killed. One more minute, I thought. And when I'm about to jump off the cliff, a pair of strong hands pulled me. I took a deep, shaky breath, and smelled my favorite scent in the world. I've got to be dreaming, I thought, and someone's shouting interrupted my meditation. "Bella! What are you trying to do? You promised me not to do anything reckless!" Somebody spun me around, and when I opened my eyes, I gasped. It's Edward! He's here, trying to stop me from killing myself. He shook me, and then said, "Bella, I will not forgive miyself if you get killed!" "Edward?" I whispered. "Yes, it's me, love." he said.
And it began to drizzle. Edward carried me, and he began to run towards his house. At his house, he found a towel and began to help me dry off. After we're both dry, he pulled me onto his lap, covering me with a warm blanket. "Ssh, Bella. Ssh…" he's trying to calm me down. "Edward, is that really you?" I still whispered. "Yes, it is." I snuggled closer to his chest, and started to cry.
