THE MEMORY STICK...
Tilly ran to open the door. Greeting the parcel man with a smile….
Delivery for Mrs Evans? He smiled..
Yep..that's me…. thanks…Tilly informed him…
The parcel man was delivering Tilly some boxes that her Parents had sent ..They were moving into a smaller house. Now that Tilly was away at Uni and had her own life in London they decided their house was to big..
As Tilly thanks the man…she heads inside…sitting on her bedroom floor she begins to riffle through the things…Oh god….She laughs pulling out a picture of herself from Juniors school…..As she sits smiling reliving her memories her eyes filled with water …..Mads? She whispered….Looking at a snow globe with a picture of herself and Maddie in it….Then she giggles as she shakes it…she remembered making them at an after school club…
The more stuff she pulls out the happier she becomes….Then she frowns as she pulls out a memory stick…Looking at it wondering what the hell was on it….Plugging it into her laptop waiting for it to load…
A few moments later the document flashed up on the screen…Tilly felt a knot in her stomach .And her heart began to race…..the memory stick contained memories Tilly would rather have not remembered…
It held the secrets of her and Jens forbidden relationship….Emails ,text messages, photos…
Tilly remembered she hid them all on the stick so no one would find them. She never wanted to delete anything Jen sent her….
Even after …After everything that happened between them she still couldn't bring herself to erase anything….
As Tilly looked deeper into the file she came across some of her old diary notes…Taking a deep breath she begins to read…
August 6th…
Jen kissed me again today…I cant describe how it made me feel…A thousand emotions running through my body…All good might I add…
Her lips feel so soft against mine…Her breath as sweet as her strawberry lip gloss…when I felt her hands slide across my back it sent shivers down my spine….she feels amazing to touch….I love the fact she glides her hand up my neck…When she looks into my eyes I feel my legs weaken. Her eyes are so big and beautifully brown I could get lost in them…..Im so glad she isn't teaching at Collage anymore….
Tilly remembered that particular day ….it was just before Diane had caught them at the folly….She laughs a little to herself as the look on Diane's face flashed through her mind…..
As she reads on she shakes her head… She forgot just how much she use to write down about the day to day motions of her life….She carried her diary everywhere but never wrote about Jen in it. .of fear someone might stumble across it….Her computer was her safe place where she could really open up to what was happening to her…
Tilly knew reading all of her old thoughts probably wasn't a good idea…As she was about to pull the memory stick out she stopped….her eyes flicker over the word….ABERSOCH ;0)
Tilly knew this diary entry wasn't going to contain tales of her time away with her friends…debating for a few seconds whether or not to open it…she shrugs….She had already experienced everything she was reading and knew what the words would say anyways so she clicked to open it…
ABERSOCH….Was great and its always cool to get away from the parents to chill with the gang….But this year Abersoch was different…
I cant believe Jen showed up….She actually drove all that way to see me…(I cant believe it)..
She felt bad about taking me away from the gang but I didn't care…I see them all the time…Having the freedom to be in Jens company …In public wasn't something I had the pleasure of like ever…so there was no way I was going to let her head back to Hollyoaks….
I was so shocked and impressed when Jen stripped off and ran into the sea naked.. I hadn't seen such a daring side to her before…I have to admit I was shitting my pants when she waved me in….Jen and I had only kissed before and now I was about to get naked in front of her….
Jen was so good about it she didn't bring attention to the fact we had no clothes on…..And weirdly as soon as I was in the water I wasn't embarrassed….I think I knew then that I was ready for more then some heavy kissing…..Jen had an amazing body. Why she chose to hide it underneath those floaty skirts I'll never know…
I loved how the water clung on to her skin…Omg..listen to yourself Tills….You sound like a right weirdo..LOL….
I had sex I had sex…Omg I had sex….And what makes it more amazing is I had SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEX with Jen….My god it was amazing…The best thing ever in my life….She is amazing. Beautiful ,sexy,loving,passionate…Did I mention sexy…
Jen knew it was my first time. I love the fact that she was just as scared as I was…She wasn't sure if we should take it to the next level….Bless her she was worried what with me being a vir….Anyways…
As soon as I felt Jens hands on me I thought I was about to explode….
Tilly slammed the laptop closed…She couldn't read anymore….She knew what happened that day…She didn't need to replay it….
Most of Tillys day was spent trying to forget what she had read…The only problem is that the harder she tried the worse it got…Jens name was permantly inked into her brain…
Why did I have to find that stupid stick for.? .She muttered to herself….
Tilly was 20 now…she had been living in London and Studying at Uni for 2 years. She had a close nit group of friends …a nice little job in a bar to help pay her rent…Even managed to buy herself a car..
Things were good for Tilly…
Over the next few days Tilly tried her hardest to push the thought of Jen out of her mind….Every now and again she would catch herself staring at the memory stick they lay on her bedside….
As Tilly sat staring at it she wondered if maybe she should throw it….But would that work? Or would she constantly be rummaging through her bin…..
Tilly grabbed the stick..pluggin it back into her laptop..pulling up some emails…
Hello gorgeous girlie
Im missing you…
Are you free later? Xx J
Tilly shook the words from her mind and skimmed the email for the email address…She knew it had been 2 and a half years since these emails were exchanged but wondered if Jen still used the same email address…Worth a go….Tilly thought…