WARNING!- SOME CONTENT (SELF HARMING) MAY BE SAD TO SOME READERS SO PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU KNOW THIS WILL MAKE YOU SAD... WARNING!
Spencer POV
After seeing him drive away, I turn around to see everyone looking at the tests. "Guys..." I wimper but then I erupt into a flood of tears. "Hey,hey we're here for you..." Emily says bringing me into her embrace.
For a few hours, they sit with me. Giving me drinks and food, hugging me and just being there. They leave me alone in my house. My parents won't be home for a few days as they are on a business trip with Melissa. They always turn out to be somewhere else when I need them. How will I tell them? They will kick me out and force me to live on the streets... or have an abortion. I begin to cry, my emotions overtaking my actions.
Slowly, I make my way to my bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror. A shine catches my eye, Toby's razor. I begin to cry even harder and I pick it up. Hesitantly, I begin to slide it across my wrists. The slicing brings a sensation I have never felt before. I keep on doing it . I have never needed something as much as this before in my life. I deserve this. I have ruined my own life. I have pushed away people who I love. My friends will soon notice that they should leave me alone. Toby is good to get away from me. He's safe. I don't care about A anymore. They can do what they like to me... I have ruined everything. The next thing I know, I am in completed darkness.
Toby POV
I drive, I have no idea where to but all I know is that I need to drive. By the time my petrol runs out, I am stranded on the middle of nowhere in complete darkness. I didn't even notice it had turned into night time. I unbuckle my seatbelt and forcefully open the door. Punching me in the face, the wind surprises me. Slamming the door behind me, I notice where I am. The road leading towards the motel... I walk for a while until I reach the motel. Stopping, I play through all the memories this place has bought me. Spencer is in all of them. Glyceraldehyde... Goofball... A smirk creeps onto my face. The first kiss... Our safe place to land...
Tears roll down my cheeks. I cannot believe I have let the best thing in my life slip away from me... What am going to do?...
I know , I know. It's short but I feel as if it had a lot of things going on. Will Toby go back to Spencer or stay away? What's going to happen to Spencer..
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DramaQueen
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