When we had got down to First Beach I had noticed that all the guys had already showed up. I thought about it and even though there was still a hint of pain that lingered from Edward leaving, these guys filled up most of the gap. In its own little way they were my new friends, my new family. I found a cozy spot on a piece of drift wood and looked in the giant flame that was in front of me. All of a sudden these thoughts came rushing threw my mind, Do I like Jacob more than a friend? Do I want to be more than a friend? Did I want to be intimate like we were in his bedroom? Well I knew that answer, hell yes I want to. Every fiber of my body wanted his touch. To feel his strong hands around me giving me warmth and taking away any pain that was once there. Before I knew it a girl that I had not recognized had walk in with Jacob. He had his armsa around her caging her like she was his and no one could toucher her. The way he held her made me want to erase my name from this earth.
"Hey bells, you want met to sit with you?"
He asked sarcastically.
"No I'm fine, who is your friend?"
I tried not to sound so uptight.
The girl had looked at me like she was going to do something.
"Huh? Oh this is Amanda, she a real good friend of mine."
Then he smiled and they walked away.
Without a second glance.
When he sat down she climbed in his lap and he starting biting on her ear. I wanted to deck her right in the face. Then I heard a droned tone in the background but all I could concentrate on was 'that slut is sitting on his lap. She had took hold of his hand and slid it so close to the hem of her skirt one more move would have sent him shooting up her, but he did something I didn't expect. He laughed and pulled his hand away and looked at me. With strong look in his eyes. Oh what I would give to know what that look was.
"Bella! Earth to Bella."
A voice called out that almost sent me sailing to the ground.
"Yes, yes what is it?"
"Are you in or out?"
I guess my face gave it away that I was totally lost because then he said,
"Truth or dare, are you in? Are you even listening?"
I giggled to lighten the mood, " Of coarse!" I rang, more enthusiastic than I meant to be.
"Alright then."
I felt so embarrassed that I would had covered my face if not for the flames casting a red tint over everything. What was he doing? Better question why was he doing it right in front of me?
"Alright we will start with Embry."
Said Quil who I guess started this,
"Alright! lets go with dare!"
"I dare you to -"
Everything went out of mind is was all black nothing mattered, because he kissed her. Right in front of me he kissed her I guess Emily had saw it because she came over and put something cold and hard in my hand. I was to shock to look I didn't want to look. But I did so I could break the trance that was binding me to him. It was a bottle? Then I caught on.
"Beer, why did you give this to me. I never drank in my life."
I said while the bottle shook in my hand.
"Drink it you wont have any fun if your like this." she paused, " I'm …sorry. That he did that."
"Its okay, or at least I will be."
And with that I popped the bottle open and took a giant swigg.
Next thing I know is that I'm laughing and I am walking away from the fire with someone. When we got far enough he grabbed my waist and kissed me urgently. I pushed him away, for fear that the lips that I was kissing were not who I wanted them to belong to. And I was right the face was so famiiar, but I couldn't get his face clear, for the darkness masked him. Then I realized that it was one of the random guys that Sam had invited.
"I have to go, this is wrong."
I said with a little bit of a slur.
"Don't go yet its starting to get fun."
"No sorry I want to go."
I said suddenly wanting to get the hell out of there. But I didnt want to go back to the fire because of Amanda and Jacob all lovey dovey. So I went to the house. When I walked in all I saw before the tears started streaming down was that Amanda was pinning Jacob on the floor nearly dry humping him. I turned on my heal and was about to walk out when I heard,
"Bella! Wait its not like this, this isnt what you think it is!"
That perfect sentence spoken before your life starts crumbling
Okay so no lemons yet but its almost there.*_*
So far what is going on is that Jacob has a mysterious girl and Bella want her dead. *Not literally*
Reviews? Yeah I would love them, also if you want to message me and give me a few ideas you might like to see in the story I will put them in there unless its like Edward and Bella fall in love again…Hah, not!
But seriously tell me what you think and give me some ideas 3
-Sarah