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My thoughts were interrupted as I heard the lunch bell ring. I grabbed my stuff and headed for the door but not before Jenna slammed me into a wall. I dropped all my books and fell to the floor. "Watch where you're going momma Clare!" she said laughing. What really hit me was when my old best friend Ali joined in. We had been best friends until Jenna came. I could tell Ali everything and we had sleepovers, we talked about boys, and we just were so good together. And now here I am on the ground while she points and laughs at me. I could feel the tears coming out of my eyes. I picked up my stuff and ran to the bathroom.

Once I got in the stall I broke down and cried. I reached into my bag and found my old razor. Before I started dating Josh I used to cut myself. I never felt good about myself. If you look at my arms now there are only faded scars nothing new. Josh was the one who noticed I was cutting and made me stop. But when I was with Josh I was happy I didn't want to cut, but now that he's gone I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I put the razor to my wrist when all of a sudden the baby kicked. I dropped the razor. The baby kept kicking really hard. I held on to my stomach. Then it hit me this is the baby telling me not to cut. Sometimes knowing that this baby is coming makes me feel better. Like when I have this baby I'll have a reason to live. I smiled and threw my razor in the trash. I want my baby to be proud of his/her mom. I wiped away my tears, grabbed my bag, and headed for English.

English has always been my favorite class. The main reason is because I love my teacher Ms. Dawes. Whenever she talks to me she looks at my face instead of my stomach. All the other teachers see me as that girl who got knocked up, but she still sees me as me Clare Edwards a girl who made a mistake. I walk in my class and say: "Good afternoon Ms. Dawes how are you?" She smiles I think she likes having a student who is still respectful. "I'm just fine Clare, how are you?" How am I? Well I almost just cut myself in the bathroom because my old best friend was making fun of me but then my unborn child saved me. I put on a fake smile "I'm fine thank you". I walk over to my seat and see Adam reading ANOTHER comic book. I've never really understood Adam's infatuation with comic books, must be a guy thing. "Hey Adam" I say. He puts down his comic "Oh, hey Clare sorry I couldn't make it to lunch I had an appointment with Ms. Sovea". Adam said looking down on that last part. I put my hand on his shoulder. "It's fine" I say empathetically "Are you feeling alright?" "Yeah I've been good she just wants to make sure it's ok I'm done with counseling". He said smiling. "That's really good Adam I'm proud of you." I said. Honestly I am so proud of how far Adam's come he used to be insecure and quiet and now he's shown his true self his fun and goofy self. You see Adam's transgender, which means he was born in a girl's body but he thinks he's a guy "between the ears". I don't know much about it, but if Adam says he's a guy I believe him. He's been my best friend since Ali dumped me and I'm so happy he's in my life. I gave him one last smile before Ms. Dawes started class.

"Ok class" she screamed. "Settle down! Thank you. Now we have a new student coming all the way from the states! Son, come in don't be shy."

Then the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen walked through the door. He had black shaggy hair that covered his eyes, he wore all black, and had a smirk plastered on his face. I couldn't help but stare at him. "What's your name son?" Ms. Dawes said "Eli Goldsworthy" he said in a dark velvet voice.

Eli Goldsworhty

"Now where should we put you Eli? Hmmm oh I know how about right in front of Clare."

I was still in a daze when Ms. Dawes said my name.

"Clare, Clare CLARE!" I heard Ms. Dawes scream

"What?" I said stupidly. I could feel myself blushing.

"She's right here". Adam said still laughing at me.

"Thanks" said Eli. I watched him walk over. I kept my head down hoping he wouldn't see my red face.

"Real smooth" I heard Adam say.

"Shut up" I said whispering.

I sighed.

This is going to be an interesting year!

Hey guys! Hoped you liked! Now for the record I am totally AGAINST Eli and Imogen as a couple so I don't even know how I'm going to watch tonight. Everyone pray that Eclare will be together again!

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