"Sasuke-kun! Sasuke-kun please wake up!" cried a hysteric voice. Its so bright. Everything is white here. Is this heaven? No, it can't be. That is not my Naru-chans voice. It actually kinda sounds like...Sakura!?!? But the blood and the funeral! That couldn't have been a dream, could it? Well if it was then that means that Naruto is still alive!
"Sakura?" replied a soft voice. Kakashi and Sakura looked down at the hospital bed and Sakura burst into tears and began weakly beating at his chest with her fists. "Sasuke you baka! What the hell were you thinking! I just lost Naruto and now you try to leave me too!". By the time she had finished, all hope that Naruto was still alive faded away and left a broken Sasuke. His world was crashing around him. His one and only love committed suicide and he couldn't follow him. All in the room was quiet. The only sound was the heart monitor beeping slowly. Assuring Sasuke that he was still alive. And also assuring that Naruto was kept waiting.
He did not want to keep his koi waiting.
He ran his fingers through his raven hair. He was alone now. Kakashi had to take Sakura away fearing that she might loose it completely. But they did bring a picture of him and Naruto. At least they tried to make him happy. He stared at it longily and then he wearily eyed the bandages on his pale wrist. Contemplating how to kill himself. He did feel guilty about hurting Sakura but she could never understand what he was going through. Naruto managed to work his way into Sasuke's ice cold heart and like hell was he just going to escape like that after he made Sasuke love him. For years Sasuke tried to figure out these feelings that he had for Naruto. They were nothing like a brotherly love because at one time he had felt that towards Itachi and this was in no way the same. It wasn't hatred because he felt that towards Itachi now and it still was not the same. It was not merely friendship because at times he dreamed about Naruto and himself doing things that friends did not do. But when he had finally figured out his feelings and ran to Naruto's house to tell him of his newfound love, he heard a scream inside Naruto's house. He was about to knock but then when he heard another scream he became worried. He kicked down the door and ran into the bedroom. What he saw would eat him away on the inside for as long as he lived. There lay Naruto Uzamaki on the floor covered in his own blood. His wrists were bleeding he had a faraway look in his eyes. Sasuke screamed his name but by then it made no difference. Naruto was dead.
After reliving yesterday in his head, it only made the desire to end his life stronger. He loved Naruto. He couldn't live without him. He may have been Konoha's light but he was Sasuke's world. Everything revolved around the little blonde and now that he was gone, Sasuke had no reason to live. He had already killed Itachi. He was gay so he would never revive his clan. Besides even if another male could bear his children he would only even consider being with Naruto. So with Naruto gone, the clan was doomed. But that didn't matter anymore. He didn't care. He just needed Naruto. Suddenly the picture fell off the night table. Sasuke slowly picked it up and when he looked at it he was suprised to find a giant crack in the glass on top of Naruto's face. He was a firm believer in signs and this wasn't a good one. Something was unsettling Naruto's soul. That thought led Sasuke to wonder why Naruto commited suicide in the first place. Yea, the world is a bad place but to destroy yourself at only 17? His own death would have to wait. Sasuke would find out why Naruto did it. And he would fix whatever Naruto couldn't in his life.
Just wait a little longer Naruto. I'll be with you soon koi.