Wow
I can't believe it has been five years since I updated any of my stories, well I can because so much has changed since then.
When I started writing them Fanfiction was my safe haven from the outside world, I could come here and escape from reality which is
exactly what I did. I was dealing with so much anxiety and other mental health issues that I would stay up all night on here and sleep the day
away which wasn't healthy. I was on here so much that my imagination ran wild and came up with its own ideas that I felt I needed to write
my own which is how these came to be, unfortunately I don't believe my self to be much of a writer even though my ideas never stopped. I
have so many that will never appear in writing even though I love them all. My anxiety over how bad they were and wondering why I did this
made me stop updating all together even though I continued reading in all fandoms, and still do. I have finally gotten to a point where I'm
generally happy and have all my anxiety under control(sometimes), which is a very good thing. I don't know where I would begin writing again
because while I always had the general plot figured out I never really planned things out which I feel you can tell in what I wrote years ago.
Most of my inspiration came from other stories I read and writers I love on this site, some of my ideas are a lot like their stories which I really
don't like since it makes me feel as if I'm copying them. If anyone reading my stories ever felt like I stole others ideas I truly am sorry, I feel the
same way. I don't really know what else to say other than thank you to everyone who still follows and favorites my work even though I don't
really understand why.
As to whether or not these stories will ever be continued, I'm not sure. I would love to say yes but then I would feel horrible if I couldn't, so for
now I will say maybe. If anyone wants to take these stories and try to continue them please do, and send them to me when you post them
because I would love to read them. If you do and I decide to pick up writing them again one day that is okay, then people will just have two
versions of the story, I hate having to do this because abandoned stories annoy me so much. I can't stand falling in love with a character and
their world only for it to just stop one day.
I hope I get inspiration for these stories again soon, if not thank you to everyone for giving my work a chance, it means the world to me.
If you have any story recommendations for the fandoms I read in please send them to me, I don't think I will ever stop reading on this site no
matter where I go. You can find the ones I like on my profile, send them even if they're your own , I would love to read them.
Well I can't think of anything else to say except sorry so I will just leave it there.
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