It's been two ridiculously long years since I've seen or touched Wolf. I haven't talked to him in two weeks and I'm beginning to think we're drifting apart. My Wolf, he's six foot three with long midnight blue hair, deep dark blue eyes, and a slender yet built body. He was and still is the only guy to catch my heart and keep it with his striving determination. The first time I met him he had his hair pulled back in a low ponytail and was wearing a bandanna on top of his head that I learned later was his signature look. His eyes had held interest and amusement at the fact that I was standing in front of him. Wolf haunts me so bad that I find myself wearing his jacket more then I do my own. I question if he thinks of me or if he's at his breaking point of sanity as I am.
It's been two painfully long years since I've seen, held or hugged Panther which is weird considering I never thought we'd be separated like this. I haven't heard from him in a week and I wonder what he might be doing. My Panther, he's six foot three, same height as his brother, with short messy midnight blue hair, bright, but dark blue eyes, and a slender yet built body, just like his brother. The first time I met him I felt an instant connection to him and I should have felt guilty about it, but I didn't. He had been wearing a hat, but my sister was quick to knock it off and his eyes held happiness in them. I miss him so much that it's painful and I'm often caught reading one of his well written books and wearing his hat. I wonder if he still feels guilty for leaving the way he did, and if he misses me as much as I miss him.
It's been two heartbreaking years since Phoenix left, since I've touched or talk to him. I haven't heard his voice since they let us know they had landed safe and it's painful. My Phoenix, he's six foot six, has two toned hair with the upper part being a slate color and the back being a dark navy. His eyes are a beautiful burgundy color that shines red and he has a well built body that hides his soft side with an icy side. The first time I met him I ran away from him before he could get a proper introduction which was a natural reaction for myself. I'm often found in his room or wearing one of his scarves which were his trademark. I hide the fact that I miss him, but I do wonder what he's doing right now.
The three of us, Owl Lioness and myself, met in middle school and we instantly formed a bond like that of true sisters and we are by heart. We all had this single dream in common, we all wanted to go and live in Japan and after we pestered our parents and saved up the money we finally got to move here Lioness's freshmen year of high school. We had made a promise and a pact that we would stick together and stay together no matter what happened and that's what we told our parents as well. The day we moved to Japan we started looking for jobs which we found a week later and we rented a small one bedroom apartment that didn't look worth a dime, but it's all we could afford at that time. We got settled in by the first day of school which turned out to be their school and with all of us in different grades it was a little trying to stick together. We earned a reputation within a few weeks of being the three sisters of fire after we had proved that we were no play things to anyone.
We went to school then worked and did homework together everyday and we often felt a little overwhelmed with it all. Fox had to wake us up every morning which was a difficult task seeing as we were all exhausted during the week days. The weekends we stayed home and did what ever we had to for school before we just lounged about. We weren't exactly the social butterfly kind of people which is probably why we rarely met anyone new. We had seen the three of them from afar, but never really met them because they were of a higher status then us. That was until the day Owl met Phoenix and our promise got harder to keep.
The first time I saw Phoenix, he was standing with his back against the wall of the school with his eyes closed and a stone like facial expression. I had wanted to go and see if he was real, but Fox and my fear of people kept me from doing so. The next time I saw him he was giving everyone a glare or the cold shoulder, except for the two boys who were walking side by side with him. The first time I met him I had just read a class essay to the seniors and once the class ended he had approached me. His eyes had burned a crystal clear image of a phoenix into my min, but before he could get a proper introduction out. I ran away. I ran straight into Fox's arms which startled her a bit before she lead me away from the room I had been in. I met him again the next day when he cornered me into a corner of my class room and had started talking to me. I was kind of excited, but scared that he wanted to talk to me and it didn't help him much when Fox slammed a book in the back of his head and both her and Lioness told him to piss off. A few days later and I was sitting nervously with a note in my hand on his desk waiting for him to arrive. That's how our relationship kicked off, but out of all of us Fox was the last to let a guy close to her.
The first time I saw Wolf I told myself to never get involved with him for he looked to be a player and I wanted nothing to do with guys like that. The day I met him was the day I kicked a seniors ass for slapping my sister. I had not expected to see him in detention, nor did I like the fact that I had to spend two hours with him. I told him from the start that he was to keep away from me and clean the back of the rooms while I did the fronts. I didn't speak to him and made any move I could to avoid him which included me leaving both of my sisters in Phoenix's care at times. The first day of my junior year and it was pouring when we started to school and with my luck he was standing right inside the doors. I had ignored him, but when we got out of school later that day it was still pouring and Phoenix decided to offer us a ride. I had wanted to accept his offer, but with Wolf there I had turned sharply and started towards home without my umbrella. The small event that took place after that got the two of us on dating terms, but it was a few days later when I decided to make it public. Lioness had her own complications when it came to Panther, but that was all due to the prick she was with.
The first time I saw Panther he was walking down the school hallway with Wolf and Phoenix beside him. He had this bright and cheerful smile on his face that could just light up a room. The next time I saw him he was at the talent show we had our first year and he was sitting in the front row next to Phoenix. Owl brought him backstage after the show and just as she introduced us Fox knocked his hat off. I had laughed at Fox's actions before my boyfriends at that time swept me away from my sisters and their friends. He had questioned me about Panther and I told him I had only just met him which didn't seem to please him, but at that time I didn't care much. It was during our summer break from school that I had walked up on my boyfriend with another girl and before I could stop Fox she had punched him. I didn't wait for the fight to escalate before I ran towards Panther, Wolf and Phoenix's apartment. I had beat on the door in such a way that I thought it would give only to have Phoenix swing the door open. I pleaded with him to go stop Fox before she got hurt and found myself in Panther's arms when Phoenix left. I told him everything that had happened and found myself falling asleep in his lap before Fox and Owl came back with Phoenix. It was a month later when we got together with Panther confessing to me and me jumping him in excitement as I spilled my heart out. We were the only ones to act like an actually couple with the fact that we held hands every time we were close to one another. It was two into that following school year that the boys found out the one secret we had been determined to keep from them.
It was four months after Panther and Lioness got together that the boys found our where we lived. The apartment complex wasn't exactly a safe place to live, but we were saving the money to move. The roof leaked badly when it rained and we had to keep our books and important things like pictures and documents in water proof bags and boxes. I had been over at Phoenix's place the night before and left one of my research books that I needed there. I was about to go and get it when he knocked on the door and like an idiot I swung it open. We were caught and we knew it, but I never thought Phoenix would have just given me my book and then said a small farewell before leaving. Fox had slammed the door in embarrassment after he left, but that only made it fall from it's hinges. Lioness and I both yelled at her before we went searching for our drill and put the door back up. We knew this wouldn't be the end of this, but we never expected what the boys did next.
The next day I had gotten up and fixed breakfast like usual, but just as the three of us finished breakfast someone knocked on the door. I had answered it only to find a complete stranger standing in front of me with a bunch of boxes. The man pushed me aside and told us he was here to pack our things and move them to a new location. I cursed him with Owl and Lioness standing there just as confused as I was, but he merely went about his job with a few other men coming in to help him. We demanded to know who sent them and we found ourselves marching straight over to our boyfriends house. Owl and Lioness told me to knock, but instead I kicked the door in in rage only to find the three of them standing there calmly. I gave them the choice of telling us what the hell was going on, or face my wrath and then spill it. Once they explained everything I marched up to each of them and punched them, Panther in the back of the head, Phoenix in the chest and Wolf in the nose before I plopped down on their couch. Owl and Lioness checked to make sure the boys were alright before informing them that I wouldn't be causing anymore trouble, for my plopping down on the couch had signaled my defeat. By the end of that month we were settled into our knew home with Lioness and I sharing a room and Owl getting one to herself.
We spent a whole year together with our fights, arguments, slamming doors, apologizes and our days when we'd lock ourselves in Owls room to calm down becoming a thing of habit. It was the end of the next year when things changed and the boys went away. The boys spent two weeks spending as much time as possible and every time we'd ask them what was going on they'd never give us a straight answer. He night before they left we each went on separate dates with our boyfriends and I found that it was very weird for we normally went on triple dates. I was wakened the next morning by a kiss to my forehead that was placed there by Panther and waited til he left the room to find out what was going on. He had left me a note on my bed side table and within seconds I pounced Fox and gave it to her. She had snatched it from me before finding one that Wolf had left for her on her table. She was out of bed within moments and woke Owl with a single screech that the guys were gone. We didn't get dressed, we just bolted out of the house and took Panther's car to the airport. Owl had called the airport on the way and figured out which security station they had to go through and that's were we stood waiting for them. They were surprised to see us standing there each of us teary eyed and glaring at them in hurt and anger. They took us to the side and explained everything to us while pulling their jackets around us for our sleeping clothes were not exactly appropriate for public places.
We spent the time that they had left with them before they boarded their plane for Russia. Fox was our rock right then and as soon as they left and she got us back home she broke down as well. We cried for hours before we forced ourselves to get up and get going. We waited for them to call us as they had promised and they did just as soon as they were leaving the airport and it gave us a little relief. They were suppose to return within a year, but Phoenix's Grandfather passed away and they had to stay longer. They have missed a lot in these past two years from Lioness's graduation, to my first newspaper article to Fox's first photography shoot and deal. We have moved out into our own apartment and all have our own jobs, me being a writer for the paper and a book writer, while Fox is a photographer for the same paper and for some models and Lioness is a singer and amateur artist, as am I. We go about our lives the best we can, but we all want one thing and that is for OUR BOYS TO COME HOME!