EMPOV:

I walked Bella to class and sat down next to her in biology. Great. It's the birth video today. I'd already seen it a million times.

"Okay, kids. Today, we're going to talk a little bit about sex. Then we're going to move onto the birth video." Everyone groaned in unison.

As the teacher droned on about the importance of safe sex and finding the right partner, Bella was shifting in her seat. She hated the sex talk.

Her blush reminded me of the time we fooled around in the 8th grade. We were at my parents' house and we decided to drink some of the vodka my dad had stored away. It was downstairs and we were watching "Cruel Intentions" when the part came up about that girl learning how to have sex.

"I'll never have sex. I don't think anybody even looks at me." Bella pouted. I laughed at her.

"We're in the 8th grade. Why are you worried about having sex now?"

She shrugged. "I guess it's not mostly sex. It's that I don't feel... attractive. Like, at all." Then, I looked at her in a different light. Bella never talked about feeling inferior. She was the smartest kid in school. She was popular. She had a great sense of humor. Then, I noticed. She was beautiful.

"Okay." I smiled. "What would you say, if we experienced some things together? I mean, I've never really been kissed..." I trailed off. She blushed.

"Uhm. What do you want to do?" She bit her lip and twisted her hair around her finger.

I leaned over and kissed her on the lips gently. "I want to kiss you." It didnt' feel wrong. not at all. In fact, I guess I'd always expected my first real kiss to be with her. She was my best friend.

She nodded and I sat her on my lap. I ran my fingers over her face and she trembled. Hell, I trembled. I was just as nervous. This was Swan we were dealing with.

I brought my lips to hers and she closed her eyes. Then I followed. Our mouths worked together softly and patiently. No weirdness.

Then, she was straddling my lap. My hands snaked through her hair up, her back, and then around to her chest. She arched at my touch. I lifted her shirt up and played with her chest a little more.

She moaned and I moaned and I felt myself get erect. I stopped it at once. She was Swan. My best bud since forever.

I snapped back to reality and smiled at Bella. She wrote on a piece of paper and shoved it to me.

"What?"

I wrote back.

"Nothing. Can't I look in your direction?" I laughed under my breath.

"No. This is embarrasing enough. I don't need you staring at me through a sex talk."

I laughed again.

Finally the bell rang and Bella was allowed out of her akwardness. Of course, Dickward was waiting for her outside. It wasn't that I was jealous, but he just seemed so... blah. I just didn't know how much I liked this kid. He was weird and akward and shit. Plus, he played soccer. Who plays soccer?

"So, Bella. I was wondering if you were free this evening." Edward smiled at her.

She looked at me almost pleading with me to step in.

"Actually, Cullen, she's coming to my house tonight. We've got English homework to work on."

Bella smiled at me in relief.

"Oh. Maybe I could help you?" He offered.

"We're all good. Thanks." I scowled.

Cullen looked at me through narrowed eyes. "Fine. Bella, I'll talk to you later." He stomped off like a child.

"So, you might as well come over anyway. I've got nothing better to do. I think Jasper was going to come over and play guitar hero or something."

"Cool. I'll see you later." She kissed me on the cheek. "I'll meet you at the jeep after school."

---------------------------------------------------

We were driving to my house and Jasper was already there.

"What's up dick bag?" Jasper yelled to me.

"Not a whole lot ass face." I laughed.

He ran over and hugged Bella up into his grasp. This didn't bother me. Jasper was a cool mother fucker.

She sniffed at his shirt and grinned. "What kind of cologne is that, Jazz?"

He smiled. "Panty dropper cologne, babe."

She giggled. "Do you always wear panty dropper cologne to Emmett's? Or is this a new thing you two are trying out?" She burst into to laughter.

"Hell naw, Bells. I wore it to school." He smirked.

Today was gonna' be a good day. No Rose. No Fuckward. Just me and my two best dudes, Bella and Jasper.