So I love music and thought you guys would like to know the songs I listen to when writing this story.

Play list for "it" :

1) Selena Gomez-Ghost of You

2) ACDC-Highway To Hell

3) Pink-Sober

4) Taylor Swift-Haunted

5) A Fine Frenzy-Almost Lover

6) Anna Nalick-Wreck Of the Day

7) Avril Lavigne-Forgotten

8) Britney Spears-Everytime

9) David Cook-Lie

10) Evanescence-Hello

11) Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes

12) LeAnn Rimes-Wound Up

13) Evanescence-Everybody's Fool

14) Linkin Park-What I've Done

15) Matchbox 20-Unwell

16) Pink-Fuckin Perfect

17) Christina Aguilera-Walk Away

18) Kelly Clarkson-Where Is Your Heart

19) Mariah Carey-Breakdown

20) Christina Aguilera-You Lost Me

21) Avril Lavigne-Nobody's Home

22) Kelly Clarkson-Haunted

23) Pink-Sober

Play list for "Him" :

1) Avril Lavigne-Unwanted

2) Cheyenne Kimball-Four Walls

3) Christina Aguilera-I Am

4) Fallout Boys-Thanks For The Memories

5) Lifehouse-Halfway Gone

6) Miley Cyrus-Scars

7) Pink-One Foot Wrong

8) Simple Plan-How Could This Happen To Me

9) T.I.-Castle Walls Ft. Christina Aguilera

10) Pink-Just Like A Pill

11) Evanescence-My Immortal

12) Ashlee Simpson-Catch Me When I Fall

13) 3 Doors Down-Here Without You

14) Avril Lavigne-What The Hell

15) Bon Jovi-Wanted Dead Or Alive

16) Bruno Mars-Grenade

17) Christina Aguilera-Make Over

18) Def Leppard-Photograph

19) Green Day-Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

20) Katy Perry-Pearl

21) Kenny Chesney-Ain't Back Yet

22) Nickelback-Burn It To The Ground

Thanks to SophiaCollins and tsunamicurl for reviewing. And to answer tsunamicurl question you'll have to keep reading to find out what "it" is.

I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TWILIGHT STEPHENIE MEYER DOES.

"Him"

After I unpacked I decide I was going for a walk. La Push wasn't that big so I ended up at the beach. I always love the beach it was a place I could escape and relax at when I was a kid. It was 4:30pm and I had my first session with Emily at 5:00pm, I really didn't want to sit there and listen to her while she went on and on about how I was feeling and how I was adjusting to La Push.

Just as I was about to get up to go to my first session I saw a boy coming out of the woods. He had cut off jeans and no shirt and he was hot. His hair was short, and when I look into his brown eyes he look really angry at the world, but when we locked eyes he eyes softened and he was looking at me like I was the only thing that mattered to him. I wanted to look away but I couldn't. I didn't even know this boy but I felt safe and like I could tell him anything. I didn't know why I was feeling these things and knew I shouldn't be. I didn't even know the boy's name. Just then another boy came out of the woods shouting at him to hurry up. He looked pained to look away from me, and that angry look in his eyes came back. His whole body seemed to shake and he looked like he was going to rip out someone's head for making him look away, but did look away. Once he broke eye contacted I did the only thing I could think of, I ran. I didn't know where I was running to I just knew I had to get out of there. I heard someone shout something at me but I just kept running.

I ending up back at my uncle's house. Just as I was about to go to my room my uncle came out of the kitchen. With a soda in his hand. " Where are you off to?," " you know you have a appointment with Emily right now." he said taking a sip of his soda.

" I know, I know." I sighed.

"Will than you better get going, she waiting for you." " It's a good thing you only have to walk next door otherwise you would be late." he said.

" What do you mean next door?" "Well her office is being redone so she's having all her sessions at her house." " Don't worry nobody's allowed to be in the house other than you and Emily, and she left a enough time in between her clients so you won't run into anybody you don't want to see." he said. I had a feeling that having my sessions at her house was going to be a bad idea. "You'll be fine," he said when I didn't look convinced.

So I sighed and walked over to Emily's for the worsted hour of my life.

A young women answered the door, who must have been Emily. She had long black hair and brown eyes. But when she smiled half of her face stay in a frown, she had three long scars going down her face. I quickly stop staring at her scars knowing that I had my own scars to hide that I didn't want people to see.

She smiled and said " you must be Laura, I'm Emily it's so nice to meet you." " Come on in and lets get started," she said happily. I sighed and prepared for the next hour.

" So Laura why don't you have a sit and make yourself comfortable, I'm sorry for having to do your session at my kitchen table but my office is still being redone," she said while open my file. " It says here that you are from Rhode Island." " It must be a big change to have to leave all your friends and family, and start over in a new town." I was playing with my bracelets when Emily noticed and said, "Those are pretty bracelets, why do you wear so many?"

I could tell this was going in a bad direction and I knew I had to stop her before this went to far. And before I started remember "it".

I look at her before she could say anymore and said, " look you seem like a really nice lady but I don't need your help, I'm not telling you anything so you might as well quit while your ahead."

She didn't seemed as shocked as I thought she would be.

" You know its okay to get help, everybody needs it from time to time, I know you been through some tough things that nobody your age should have to go through." " I'm also not going to make you talk about anything your not ready to talk about." " Just know I'm here to help you." she said.

" I just want this to be over, I don't want to be here," I said. Just then a wolf howled and it sounded panicked. Emily looked a little worry but soon recovered when she remember I was still sitting there.

" Do you want to leave?," she asked.

" Yes, I don't want to talk anymore."

"Okay you can leave, since its your first session I'll let you leave early. We can continue this tomorrow at the same time, okay," Emily said.

" Okay," I said a little relived and shocked that she's letting me leave so soon. She walk me out and wish me good luck, and that she would see me tomorrow. I was just happy to finally be out of there.

I was just heading to my room when my uncle asked me from the TV room, " so how did it go, your home a little early." " I thought your session was suppose to be an hour."

" It was fine, Emily let me leave a little early." " I'm meeting her tomorrow at the same time."

" Are you sure it went fine," he asked a little worried.

" Yeah it was fine, I just want to go to my room and rearrange some things."

" Okay, call me if you need anything," he said unconvinced that it went okay. I know the second he got he would be running over to Emily's house to find out how it went.

When I got to my room it looked like a bomb went off. I didn't really unpack. I just took everything out of my boxes and suitcases and now all my stuff was in piles everywhere. So I decided to straighten up and make my room my own, since I was going to be living here for a while. The first thing I went to was my radio. I plugged it in and turned the radio up. I was halfway done when my uncle call from downstairs.

"Laura dinners really," he said. I was a little worried about what my uncle made for dinner, when I was little he would always tell me that everybody has a talent and cooking was not one of his talents so he was more than willing to pay the professionals to cook his food. And when he did try to cook he ended up burning or not cooking the food all the way through. Luckily he ordered pizza. Dinner was mostly quite. My uncle asked me again about my session with Emily, and if I was excited to start school tomorrow. It was pretty quite after that. My uncle and I use to be so close, I use to be able to talk to him about everything. Now it feels like we barely know each other.

When dinner was done and I said goodnight to uncle Richard I went back to my room. It was around 11:00pm when I was finish with my room. It was getting late so I took a shower and got ready for bed. Just as I was about to lay down in my bed I hear a wolf howling. I know I'm not in Rhode Island anymore but I hope I don't have to hear that all night.

When I woke up the next morning it was raining of course. And it was my first day of school. I started to get ready for school thinking about the dream I had last night. I never given my dreams much through but for some reason I couldn't get my mind off of this dream.

I was running, then I ended up at a clearing when a girl with pale white skin and wild red hair and eyes came out of the woods. I knew something wasn't right with this girl. She didn't seem human. She smiled at me and was going on about how she had to teach those dogs a lesson. She was just about to attack me when a silver wolf came out of the woods. I don't think wolf is the right word because this wolf was huge. The girl had me by the throat…

And that's when I woke up.

When I got downstairs my uncle was already gone. He left a note saying he would be home at 7:00pm and would bring food home. And wish me luck on my first day at school. So I got my coat and headed out to my car for my first day of school. It didn't take long for me to get to the school. When I pulled into the parking lot I looked around and it didn't look any different from any other schools. I was just hoping that I could make it through the day without anybody noticing me.