Izaya walked home feeling giddy. The blush never once left his face and neither did his smile. He practically skipped all the way to him house. He never felt so happy in his life until he met Shizuo.

The blonde was sweet, handsome, and actually new he was a guy! He couldn't stop giggling. "I think I'm in love~!"

His smile faded slightly when he walked into his house, knowing that his parents would most likely be arguing about money. To his surprise, he was greeted with smiles and hugs from his mother and father.

"We're going to get to keep the house now~ Hurry upstairs while your dad and I count up the money~" He looked at them curiously. 'Money? Did they each get a raise?'

He headed upstairs, still thinking about the blonde. "I wonder if he has a girlfriend? Maybe he doesn't like girls that way?" He went into his room still thinking aloud. He closed the door behind him and slipped off his hoodie, tossing it to the foot of his bed. He laid out on his bed, looking over his wrists and forearms, seeing every little scar that lined them. New and old, they reminded him how much he really hated his body.

He dropped his arms to his sides with a sigh before reaching over to his nightstand for his pocket knife, his fingers touching something...circular?

He glanced over to the bedside table and saw a video camera sitting in its place, the recording light blinking as a sign that it was on. He was startled by his closet door sliding open. Out stepped a man in his forties, hair graying at the roots and a creepy smile spread across his face.

Izaya bolted from his bed towards the door, only to find that it was locked from the outside. The man came up behind him, wrapping his arms around his stomach and picking him up, carrying him back to the bed and tackling him to the mattress.

"L-let me go!"

"No way. I paid a good amount of money to get an hour with you. And you better be worth it." He held down his hands with one hand and pulled out a pair of handcuffs with his free one and cuffed his hands to the headboard.

"W-w-what are you doing?!" The man moved down and ripped off his jeans and boxers, causing the raven teen to shudder involuntarily. The older man spread his legs, causing panic to rise in his chest as he undid his own pants, releasing his large erection.

"No! S-stop! Please just let me go!" His pleading fell upon deaf ears as the man entered him, tearing his tender insides as he immediately began thrusting.

Izaya cried out in pain, feeling blood leak out with each thrust. Tears of mortification ran down his cheeks as his insides were near reduced to shreds. The older man ran his fingers through the raven's ebony locks before taking a fistful of it, turning his head so he faced the camera.

"Now smile for the camera~" A maniacal laugh escaped him as he came inside Izaya, the steaming semen burning the tears inside him. He pulled out with a smirk, taking a few tissues from the tissue box on the dresser and cleaning the blood on cum off his cock.

The teen attempted to catch his breath, finding it difficult when the man sat on his chest. "We're not done yet~" Before Izaya could say anything, the man shoved his cock into his mouth, causing him to gag slightly as he forced the length down his throat.

He started thrusting into his mouth, groaning when his throat tightened around his cock. He released again, a large amount of cum flowing down the raven's throat.

He pulled out of his mouth, Izaya panting heavily as his breath finally started to come in partially even. The old man uncuffed him from the bed and zipped up his jeans.

"Thanks for the good time~" He left the room which had become unlocked at some point, leaving Izaya on the bed.

He was finally breathing normally and ran to the bathroom. He turned the water on hot, hot enough that it was painful but bearable, and sat under the running water.

His mother knocked on the bathroom door before walking in.

"So did it go well~?" He refused to answer, to busy trying to clean the cum from his ripped insides, blood and semen flowing down the drain. She reached in and turned down the temperature of the water.

"Did it hurt?" He grimaced at her through the shower curtain, turning the water off and grabbing a towel from the curtain rack next to the shower. He pulled it around his waist, stepping paste her to brush his teeth and tongue of the terrible taste in his mouth.

"I know it was painful the first time but you'll get used to it after the next couple of clients." He did a spit-take into the sink and looked at her.

"Next clients?! What clients?! What're you-" He barely got to finish his sentence when his stomach lurched. He moved to the toilet before vomiting up the cum the man forced down his throat, coughing and gagging as it kept coming up. Tears flooded his eyes as bile began to come up instead of cum. His mother rubbed his back as he began dry-heaving. He finally stopped after a bit and brushed his mother's hand away.

"I'm...not...doing that...again..." He panted quietly, resting against the side of the tub. She looked over her son's arms, not really caring how many scars lined his arms.

"But if you don't we'll lose the house-"

"You'll lose the house... I have places I can go... I could go live with Mairu and Kururi at Grandma's out in the countryside... or even at Shinra's..." He stood up and went back to his room across the hallway, closing the door behind him before looking for his anti-depressants.

"Where are those stupid pills..." He finally found the bottle of pill capsules and took out four, downing them with some water before changing into some pajamas.

He flopped down on his bed and stared at the ceiling, waiting for the pills to knock him out for the night.

"I hope I don't wake up..." He rethought what he just said, knowing that if he didn't wake up that he wouldn't get to see Shizuo. He sat up in bed and felt his stomach lurch again.
He grabbed the garbage can next to his bed and began to puke into it, the partially dissolved pills coming up with the extra bile in his stomach. He teared up more at the pain from his stomach muscles contracting.

"...I'm sorry..."

So ya...now we know where Mairu and Kururi are~ But, anyway, yes Izaya is on anti-depressants but he uses them to help him sleep. He takes three or four every night to help him pass out.

His dad is mute and he argues with Izaya's mom through sign language. Read & Review~ Your reviews convince me to keep writing.