In Chapter One of Leena's Escape, Leena finally convinced Dr. Varava to let her out of her straight jacket. After being led back to her room she soon discovers she has not been locked in quite as securely as she should have! Thanks to everyone for their positive feedback on Chapter 1. I really appreciate it! Enjoy!
I decided that waiting for the right moment to escape would be my best option. It was getting late but God forbid should one of these asshole orderlies see me. I sat on my bed and curled up. The hallway lights cast their eerie shadows through my cell window. As I waited my thoughts once again drifted off to Dr. Varava. I got wet just thinking about him! I smiled to myself as I wondered what it would be like for him to make love to me, to hold me, to take away my pain.
I couldn't help either thinking about how I was denied all of this by my adopted father. I thought about how I was forced to murder him and his family for denying me the romantic love I know I deserve. I think I did them all a favor by putting them out of the misery of this world. Sometimes I wondered if I should do the same to myself and do likewise. Yet then how would I ever find love? Is being loved so much to ask for?
I picked up my Bible and opened it. Inside I kept pictures of the men I killed. I murdered two when I was working as a prostitute in the Estonian capital. Although I had brief romantic relationships with both, they both proved to be abusive to me. I slit one's throat and knifed the other man to death. Knives are my favorite weapon by far! So easy to use! The third man was Konstantin, my adopted father. I picked up the small photo and held it to my heart. All that make-up and primming and prepping for nothing! A person may ask what was it all about? WHY did Leena act as "Esther"?
It was simply about a young woman yearning to feel romantically wanted, accepted, and validated by any man who would pay attention to me. My adopted father actually slapped me in the face when I tried to "seduce" him! Well, the whole family died that night. I nearly decapitated Konstantin that was how enraged I was. As I sat in my cell my mind could not get not stop thinking about how I butchered them all. How his children cried and begged for mercy. How his wife cried bloody murder. I could care less! Dr. Varava on the other hand I feel I could have all to myself, not that I would ever get the chance. All I wanted to do now was get the fuck out of this hospital and as far away as possible.
I knew exactly where I wanted to run. My sister Syrah lived in the capital of Estonia..Talinn. I stood up and walked back over to the cell and cracked it open ever so slightly. Just as I peered out I glanced Dr. Varava and an orderly walking up the hallway towards my cell. I knew they were coming over to me. Quickly I closed the door and sat back down on my bed and pretended to read from my Bible with what dim light there was in my room. I took the food tray I still had with me and placed it besides me. A knock sounded.
"Leena, are you awake? It is Dr. Varava, may I come in?"
I couldn't help but melt! "Yes" I replied softly. The door opened and in came that stud muffin pf a doctor (and the orderly who wasn't too bad looking himself). "Your door was unlocked" said the doctor. My heart sank. I thought I was fucked. "Looks like it's going to have to wait another day" I told myself. "It wasn't my fault, doctor" I added matter of factly. He nodded and sat besides me while the orderly stood on the other side of the room. "Not hungry?" he asked referring to the full tray of food I had besides me. "I'll eat it later", I said staring at the cornbread and sausage on the tray. Inedible dog shit, in my mind.
He rubbed my back up and down. "Leena how are you this evening?" he asked. "I'm holding out okay" I told him staring into his big blue eyes. "I'm very proud that you have calmed down Leena" he told me. "I hope you stick to your promise" he added. I nodded and placed my head on his shoulder. "I'm glad you came doctor, I don't want to be alone" I cooed. He seemed a little unnerved but didn't push me away.
My knees felt shaky at this point. I was so hot for the doctor, he just reminded me so much of the men who were once in my life. I took his arm and put it over my shoulders. The orderly looked on almost confused. The doctor seemed flabbergasted and cleared his throat. "Leena, did you take your medication?" he asked. I nodded and smiled wickedly at him. "You know a woman like me gets so lonely in here" I told him.
"Leena?" he sensed what I was up to. "What are you trying to do?" he asked. "THIS!" I shouted and lunged on him and pressed my lips against his while grabbing his collar with both hands. I shoved my tongue into his mouth and French kissed him for what was a moment of pure bliss. He flailed and I was quickly grabbed by the orderly.
"NO, NO GET OFF OF ME YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" I screamed. "This is inexcusable Leena" said the angry doctor. "Karl, take her out and get the straight jacket!" he ordered. Just as the orderly began to begin dragging me out of the cell to what would surely be a straight jacket I escaped his grasp and grabbed the food tray on the bed. He turned away from me in confusion for a split second as Dr. Varava looked on. "THINK FAST FUCKER!" I screamed as I smashed the tray upside the orderlies head with all my strength. Food flew everywhere as the man fell to the ground stunned. Dr. Varava was too shocked to move as he sat stunned in the corned on the bed.
I hit the orderly several times over the head until he was unconcious. A steady stream of blood spewed from his nostrils as he lay there in a small pool of his own blood. I looked up angrily at the doctor, my hands clenched at my side before heading to the door and slamming it behind me. The doctor shook, his mouth opened in silent terror as he glanced at the orderly and then back to me. "Leena, calm...calm down...we can talk about this" he said in a broken voice. I picked up the broken food tray once again. "There is nothing more to talk about doctor" I said in an angry tone. "Please Leena, I have a family" the doctor pleaded. "Don't worry, this will only hurt for a second". "NO!" he screamed before I struck him in the head with the plastic tray.
Plastic shards flew everywhere as I hit him again and again. Soon the doctor too was unconcious. I knew neither of them were dead and simply decided to leave them there. I picked up a large plastic shard that had broken off from the food tray. I knew this would make a good weapon should I have to stab my way out of there. I grabbed a ring full of keys off of the orderlies belt. Dressed in a white shirt and white pants and barefoot I knew I had to get to my sister's fast. She lived about 5 miles away but first I had to get the fuck out of here and now was the time to act!
Chapter 3 is next - Will Leena have to spill any more blood to get out of the Saarne Institute and how will she manage the trek to her sister's undetected? Will her sister accept her or reject her? More coming soon...any and all feedback is appreciated! Keep reading and writing everybody!