Disclaimer: The song is my one favorite song but that doesn't mean it's mine it's LINKIN PARK's and Doctor Who is my favorite show and I would love to own it but I don't BBC network does. Lyrics comw from .com and from listening to the song and names of companions that will be listed may not have been with him for long periods of time...

The Doctor was waiting for his new companions, Amy Pond and Rory Williams, to finish unpacking their things. While he waited, he decided on working on the TARDIS with the radio playing modern day music, or the modern day Amy and Rory know to be, 2010. Currently "Waiting for the end" by LINKIN PARK was on.

Yeah!
Yo!

This is not the end, this is not the beginning

Just a voice like a riot rocking every revison
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythym
And though the words sound steady something's empty within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear

Not really paying any attention to the lyrics he starts humming along to the song. Between you and me the Doctor doesn't know why exactly the TARDIS needs to be repaired, he just plays with the tools and controls. It wasn't until the next half of the verse he started to think; he could relate to this song

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

He sits up hitting his head on some miscellaneous pipe, dropping the sonic screwdriver as well. Realizing this is how he feels about every one of his companions. Susan, Barbara, Ian, Vicki, Steven, Katarina, Sarah Jane, Romana, Adric, Tegan, Ace, Rose, Martha, Donna, etc.

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is
Trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What will happen to the Pond's?

He begins to ask himself

Nothing will happen to them. Not this time

He's determined not to let anything happen to his new companions and friends. They're all he has.

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is
Trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't gotWhat was left when that fire was gone?

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I'm picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh…

All I want to do Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
I'm holding on to what I haven't got
I'm holding on to what I haven't got

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
(I'm holding on to what I haven't got)
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady something empty's within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
(Holding on to what I haven't got)
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear

Thinking of everyone he has met both good and bad., the person he was thinking of most was the one and only Rose Tyler. An ordinary pink and yellow human who had a boyfriend and worked in a shop. A 19 year old girl who had dropped out of school and lived with her mother. When he met her he was in his 9th incarnation saving her from the autons.

What he would give to see her one more time. But he can't he has Amy and Rory now. It's high time to forget about her and enjoy the precious little time he has with the Pond's

I'm not sure how I feel about this it may get deleted. It's not my best so yeah