Ayuzawa
He's so stupid…
No, what am I saying? Of course he's not. He's smart and talented and helpful and I have completely fallen head over heels in love with him. I feel so sorry for calling him so many insulting names and pushing him away when I wanted him with me.
I don't know what I could have done without him. At first I thought he was a stalker, but he was just concerned about me. He didn't want me to get hurt, he loved me..
And I made him wait for so long for me too. I really am no good at things like love. I don't know how it works or what I'm supposed to do or what to say. But he knows… he always knows exactly what to say.
I've been so wrong about him; I thought he was never serious about anything and that he just teased me because he liked to make me angry. But he just wanted my attention; he just wanted me to look at him.
I feel so weak when he would kiss me; I forget everything in the world. After a long day he would hold me so lovingly in his arms I feel like a small fire has started between us.
Why does he let me go? Why doesn't he say more sweet things to me? Why does he back away when I do the smallest things like smile?
He's fighting something all by himself, and I can't stand it!
I may not be the most feminine of girls but what else am I suppose to do? I will protect him no matter what. I won't let anyone hurt him. I will make sure he stays right by my side. Because it seems that both of us understand that next to each other… is where we want to be the most.
I want to be able to say that I love him. because whenever I do, he gives me this heart-melting smile that makes him look (dare I say it ) absolutely adorable.