chapter 2

"What? Why didnt you tell Toby?"

"Because, things are just getting back to the way they used to be and I wasn't sure that he would stick around."

"Spencer, he loves you more than anything in the world, no matter what situation youre in! How could you say that?"

"I just need to come to terms with it first, talk to Aria and Hanna and then Toby"

"If youre sure but you need to tell him, he has a right to know"

"I will, I promise"

"You promise what?" Toby smiled walking in the door with Spencer's favourite - a vegie burger.

"That I'll take better care of myself" Spencer lied, looking at me.

"Yeah" I smiled.

"Miss Hastings?" A nurse asked

"Yeah, thats me"

"You're free to go home as long as you promise to take better care yourself" She glared at me.

"I promise, thank you"

Spencer POV

"Are you sure you dont want me to stay? I can call in sick." Toby said concerned, with his arms around my waist.

"Yes, its okay. You have to go to work early to go back to Bucks County, besides it's a big job and you'll lose it if you don't go."

"I just feel bad for leaving you"

"I'll see you when you get back."

"I love you Spence"

"I love you too" I said nervously. I couldnt bare keeping this from him, but he would be back in a few days. As he left we kissed passionately.

"Whats up?" Hanna exclaimed running through the door.

"Thank god you're here" Em sighed.

"Whats this all about?" Aria questioned.

"Well, there's no easy way to put this"

"Put what?" Hanna yelled.

"Hanna!" Em yelled.

"I'm pregnant" I said starting to cry.

"Spence... what are you gonna do?" Aria asked, hugging me.

"I dont know, I havent told Toby, I wanted to tell you guys first. I just dont know how he's going to take it, I cant stand ruining his life" I sobbed.

"He wont think that Spence, he loves you more than anything no matter what." Aria said.

"See what I told you" Em smiled.

We all sat up the whole night discussing how to tell Toby and my parents.

A week later Toby had returned, I had gone over exactly what to say over a million times in my head. He called me this morning and I told him to come for dinner at my place.

Toby, there's something I need to tell you about what happened last week, I wasnt completely honest with you. I'm pregnant.

That was definitely what I was going to say.

A knock at the door startled me, I looke over to the door to see, a tall blue eyed gorgeous man peering through the window.

"Hey you" Toby smiled whisking me up in his arms and kissed me. "I missed you" he said kissing me again.

"I missed you too" I said my voice breaking, sounding like I would burst into tears at any moment.

"Spence, whats up?" he asked cupping my face.

"It's nothing you need to worry about" I lied, forcing a smile.

"Spence, you've been distant since I got back, you're not yourself. We've been through so much, you can trust me with with anything. I'm always here for you, I love you"

"Toby... I'm..."

"Spence, you're starting to scare me. What's wrong?"

"I'm pregnant" I managed to get out my voice breakin into a sob.

"Spence.."

He pulled away from me sitting on the couch. I reached out for him but he flinched away.

"Toby?" I questioned trying to regain myself.

"I just need to..." He trailed off walking towards the door.

It was just how I imagined it would happen, no matter how much Em told me he would stay he wouldn't. I tried to pinch myself, hoping it was a nightmare but I wouldnt wake up.

"Toby please" I pleaded.

"Spence, I just can't right now" He yelled slamming the door.

I ran after him trying to catch him but he got on his motorbike and drove away.

My knees gave out from underneath me as I tears poured over my cheeks.

"Spencer!?" Emily yelled running towards me.

"He's gone" I cried.

"What? I can't believe he would do something like that, I was sure he would stay"

She hugged me tight pulling me towards the house.

"He just said that he cant right now and left" I heaved.

"I'll call Aria and Hanna and then I'm gonna go talk to him." I buried my head in Em's shoulder.

"Please dont confront him"

"No! I'm not going to let him treat you like that."

Hanna POV

I sat patiently by the phone waiting for news from Spencer. I jumped as my phone buzzed.

SOS Spencers

- Em

I grabbed my keys and drove to Spencer's.

Aria pulled up as I did.

"What's this about? I thought I would recieve a phone call from Spencer, happy that her and Toby were okay." She said concerned.

"Yeah, thats what I thought"

We walked in to see an emotionless Spencer sitting on the couch, wrapped up in a blanket, staring into nowhere. She didnt even flinch, as we walked in.

"Spence, what happened?" Aria asked.

"He's gone." Emily said furrowing her brows.

"I'm going to kick his ass"

"Hanna, this isnt the time for comedic relief!" Aria exclaimed.

"I'm going to talk to him, can you stay with her." Em said getting her bag.

We both nodded in unison, walking towards the couch, putting our arms around Spencer.