Kate settles in to a new life with Garrett. Love blossoms but so does grief, Irina's death takes a heavy toll. Kate copes threw her new love, but that too comes with an un-excepted price. For when Kate becomes impossibly pregnant she will have to fight for her life as her immortal body tries to change. A stunned Denali coven calls upon Carlisle Cullen to aid Kate. Most of the Denali family hope for some sort of abortion to be performed. Upon hearing this Kate desperately calls the only person she knows who will support her. With Bella's help Kate prepares to fight for her baby's life and her own.

I do not own the Twilight novels or the movies

Chapter two of Beautiful Impossible: Strange love.

Over the next two days my routine repeats itself almost down to the detail. Today is showing no sign of being different.

I'm perched on Garrett's left knee his arms wrapped securely around my waist his chin resting on my shoulder. I love him and as time passes I only fall more in love with him, and I do enjoy his ever constant presence; but he needs a hobby because ever since we returned to Denali he hasn't gone within ten feet of me like the entire world revolves around me in his eyes. I'm not complaining it's just I can't be that fun to be around right now. I'm grieving and most my activities involve staring at the closed door that used to be Irina's room, pretending that I'm not thinking about it and most embarrassing of all sudden sobbing fits. But through all of this Garrett continues to be my shadow every second.

It's been a typical morning; things are starting to return to the usual. But I can't help but notice Irina's absence. Others have noticed as well everyone just seems a little down.

Eleazar is returning to work today I can't help but notice that Irina isn't getting ready to leave with him. Before she ran away Irina was preparing for another year at an arts school near to the university Eleazar teaches in, every day he would drop her off and pick her up. She never did return to that school…

I watch temped to make a remark like 'get a room' as I usually would, when Carmen pulls Eleazar to her for a good bye kiss. But then I realize that I can't say anything, Garrett and I are much worse. Examples A the new bite mark scars on my shoulder I'm trying to hide with my hair… but failing. Yeah he likes to get… playful we'll just say.

Eleazar leaves and Tanya and Carmen sit silently reading. They do this often for hours at a time; they go through two inch thick novels in a week's time. The only difference is their taste in genre, Carmen always enjoys the overly sappy romance stories, whereas Tanya likes the thrill of mystery and horror.

A month ago this is about the time I would attempt to entertain myself by sketching or annoying Tanya, anyone who has a sibling surely understands the joy in that. But now I have a companion and right now spending time with him is the only thing that interests me.

I pull myself from his grasp and stand in front of him staring down into his crimson eyes "come on, follow me"

Garrett stands and I go from looking down at him to having to almost strain my neck to look him in the eye.

"Where are we going?" he asks.

"Follow me" I smile seductively.

He follows me willingly. I lead him out in to the forest. Although it isn't necessary I want to make sure Garrett is feeding every other day. I don't want him to lose control of the blood lust and wind up killing someone, it takes a heavy emotional toll and I don't want to watch him go through that.

He seems to be coping with the animal blood diet better than I thought he would. But he hasn't come in to contact with humans since he stop seeing them as a meal. I fear the day we accidentally come across that human who decides to roam off trails on the reserve, but it's bound to happen.

I sit on a large flat rock and watch him unable to look away. In an odd way that awakes the more animal side of me I find him hunting incredibly sexy.

The way he makes me feel is just amazing, I have never experienced anything quite like this. I feel addicted to this love. Before this I used men like tissues, use them once and throw them away. This is different.

I can feel a twisting feeling in my stomach, a very human like reaction to emotion this great. Vampires are dead in a sense but the brain is still full of life and the brain is capable of very powerful things. Over a thousand years and my brain still hasn't forgotten some of its human reactions.

Suddenly the twisting turns in to a sharp stab in my lower abdomen. It only lasts for two seconds but it feels like being impaled only from the inside out. Pain for no real reason isn't a normal sensation to vampires, if we feel pain there's a blatant reason for it. So what the hell just happened to me?

I feel a hand clamp down on my shoulder and I jump back with a hiss. I see Garrett crouched down in front of me looking at me like I'm a ghost.

"Are you alright? Can you hear me? What happened?" he asks.

"Nothing I'm fine" I say.

"You didn't seem fine a second ago" he states.

"What do you mean?" I ask, pretending to be clueless. I hate it when people fuss over me.

"You gasped then when I came over to make sure you were alright you just stared at the ground like you couldn't hear me" Garrett states.

"I'm fine, I was just… thinking" I say.

"Thinking?"

"Yeah- thinking" I repeat, I don't want him to worry about me. I get up on my knees and kiss him. There's a slight ache in my stomach as I move. There is something odd happening, but I don't know what.

He slowly moves on top of me our lips never part as he lays me back on the rough stone. The air is cold like our skin but the desire and emotion coursing through me creates the illusion of warmth.

We don't return home for many hours…

"Do you think this will ever end?" I ask as we walk hand in hand through the forest.

"Will what end?" Garrett questions.

"The endless need to rip each other's clothes off" I state.

"Well I don't know, but I'm hoping that it won't end" he replies, giving me a knowing smirk.

We walk in the double doors that lead to the family room in the back of the house. Tanya is sprawled out elegantly on the love seat, a book in hand. We pretend not to notice her.

"you know every time you two sneak in here with shameful smiles and wet clothes, we all know what you've been up to" Tanya comments.

I turn with an evil smile "because it was so different back in dark ages when you would sneak in every night dress disheveled and covered in blood. I believe your worst kinky victim was a prince in a horse drawn carriage"

"Oh and you didn't do the same to his brother?" she asks arching a blond eyebrow at me.

"Started a mystical legend didn't we" I say knowing that my sisters and I had a large influence over the 'Succubus' lore.

"Yes we did, created excuses for cheating husbands for centuries" Tanya smiles humorously.

"If you have a problem with the wet clothes and the smiles then we'll just 'do it' in the bedroom and you'll have to listen to all the moans and-" I start, knowing that hearing this when placed on her little sister- me- will make her uncomfortable.

Tanya raises her hand "okay, alright I have the picture, enjoy disturbing the animals on the reserve"

I smile satisfied with myself for winning this sibling argument. Garrett and I turn to walk out but we're interrupted again.

"Garrett" Tanya calls.

We turn back to her.

"I can tell you're going to be around for a long time, and I think that you're good for Kate. She needs someone to watch over her in a time like this. You're very kind to her and she is quite found of you. For those reasons I'm glad you're joining our family… You'd be wise not to change my opinion" Tanya states, complimenting him and threatening him at the same time.

He smiles slightly "Don't worry, I love Kate and I'll never hurt her. And if I ever do promise me that you will kill me"

Tanya gives a grateful smile "we have a deal. Thank you"

Although it's a grim thought, my sister making a pact to murder my lover if he does me wrong. But the love in this family is strange, but it's stronger than other loves. The love that we have has and can last for many life times. This bond we have can't be disturbed by anything…

Okay so I'm sorry this took so long, but the reason it takes so long is because I take my time to write the best chapters I possibly can. I hope this was a good one. next chapter I promise gets a lot more action.

So please tell me what you think so far. and tell me how i'm doing on how I portray Kate's character, this is the way I see her, smart, very caring, observant, curious and emotional underneath a tough and sort of laid-back humorous shell. and i'll see you in the next chapter

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